Thursday, December 23, 2010

I Am The Worst

So when we look at ourselves I guess we want to see positive.  Want to know what I always always see??  The bad.  I have been looking at it for a long long time.  Is that normal??  Do people typically only believe the good in themselves??

Perhaps A List:
  • I think I get angry more often than ever before now...
  • I think I suffered through stuff in life for a reason, and good should come from it.
  • The good takes longer than I thought.  
  • That is frustrating.
  • Am I impatient??
  • Are people afraid of what they see??
  • I guess it is hard not knowing what is going on with people.
  • I don't feel people are as open as they could be.
  • I am not sure why.
  • scared?? afraid??  
  • Show me someone who is tough in life.
  • For some reason I think you know this
  • You aren't acting on it though.
  • I think when you try to show all good, you show very bad.
  • All good is not real
  • Do you know this??
  • I am pretty shocked, and disappointed at some.  to be honest.  
For that I say I am the worst!!  I have always looked at my bad though, and have for a long time.  It was scary, and it was hard, and I was freaking like 24 years old, and I am 44 now.  20 years ago!!  I let you know all about a lot of stuff too.  A lot.  Some of you give me some, and I let you know via comment, and sometimes you give me nothing, and I let you know with no comment  (bloggers)

So yeah, I am a jerk, and some things frustrate me, but I don't sugarcoat it, unless you are real sweet.  :)  lol

That is it for today!!!   :)

Thanks for reading!!!   :)

Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!!   :)

xo's!!!   :)

Love You All!!!   :)

p.s. I have the day off, so I may go back to bed for a bit before coffee.  :)

Now for really really cya cya cya!!!   :)

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

We are our own most honest critics if we can be honest. The problem is when others call us on our faults we don't like to admit it unless we can trust them or have pictures of them in a compromising postion.