Okay so today is the 2nd day I thought ehhhh, just stay in bed. Sleep a bit longer who cares about this stupid thing??
The year started off pretty strong, and now I'm like whatever.
Life is pretty boring I'd say, and that's a problem. There is no euphoria, and that's a problem. People want to show they are "right" when they aren't that is a problem. People are afraid of the truth.
What can I do?? I cannot do very much. In life I am not interested in much. Life is a tangled web, and you are a slave in this World. You went down your own road just like everyone else. You did a lot of what you thought you were supposed to as far as society teaches. Yeah, we've all done that.
Have you ever questioned things?? Is there more?? Does life get better?? Can I get better as a person?? Is there a way to a better me???
The answer is yes, but not if you think you are "good enough".
You really should question things, and you should really look at what your heart tells you. I can't know all of how your heart is, but I know a lot.
I remember how it was to be like you. Anger, hatred, lust, whatever.
To be human is to be a pretty lowly species. What makes us really gross is all the false teaching that has been handed down for generations. Be fake. Smile. Act nice. You are good enough, and all that is untrue is all we have to unlearn.
So I guess well eventually get to the better parts of you, which are probably the parts you are most scared to show. How, and when who knows??
By the amount of blogging going on I guess we'll just stay in this holding pattern of nothing.
Anyways I finally got rid of my Sunday early morning shift. A person from inside the store is taking it over, so it won't be a new employee, it is one who is already there. That will make everything just about perfect. I'll be able to do extra stuff on the Sundays when I clean, cuz I won't have 5-6 hour of work already under my belt before I start. My schedule will be perfect.
That is it for today!!! :)
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p.s. You do know you have to get yourself fixed before you can help others like kids right?? Also your job would have been easier without kids, but there is nothing you can do about that now, except do you now, so you can help others. The original path taken by the 12+1 did not involve families or kids. They were asked to drop everything and follow. You won't be doing anything that tough, but it will still be hard, cuz eventually you will show people you just are not that fabulous.
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