Sunday, October 17, 2010

Stuff!! :)

You know I do hold the people whose blogs I read under a different light.  They are a bright light.  They are Anne Frank to me you know?  They share their thoughts, hopes, dreams, fears, insecurities, accomplishments, successes, failures.  They show the good and bad.  Blogging is pretty intimate in that way.  It was funny because after Bayshore, I put on my blog.  I could tell a story of everyone, but let them start their own blog, you know I would probably read it.  I guess blogging, and being open is not the easiest thing huh?  Not for everyone. 

I typically write about people I work with, people I run with, people I have a lot of contact with.  I sometimes feel like I shouldn't put people's names on this thing, but I do.  I just do what comes naturally, and that comes naturally.  :)  

Many times throughout the day I feel insecure.  I feel like people don't like me.  That is pretty normal for me.  Sometimes when I write I feel people will take offense.  I am imperfect though.  I get mad, I fail.  I do things people may not like, and on this thing I tell you about it.  I already opened up to one tonight and they know, but now I'll open up to you.  I don't always feel it, but since I read Anne Frank, I liked her.  I bet people who read me probably like me, because I think I am pretty honest on this thing.  I don't always feel it though.  That is just normal though.  I love it when people update on FB a lot.  I think it is awesome.  Silly little updates rock, because why not right.  If you are a guy you are screwed, you won't get a lot of comments.  :)   Girls typically get more, but who cares.  Throw yourself out there I say.  God knows you.  He knows you are not perfect, so don't pretend to others right.  I think we all have a colorful jacket, but some are afraid to put it on.  Put it on, and go on dancing.  Life's a dance right?? 

I am running a marathon today, and I could care less.  Big deal.  I have one major goal as the day is here.  Feel good through miles 20-26.2.  It will be my 5th marathon.  All done at the age of 40+.  Since it is my 5th one, and since I put a lot of miles in year over year,  I still am like big deal.  One of the bloggers I read, one of the original 4 is running one today, and I hope she does really really well.  She is really really tough, but fragile.  If she breathes out the wrong lung, she'd probably break her tibia.  She'd finish her run with the broken tibia though, and then get it checked out.  :)  It is important to her, so I wish her the best.  :)

That is just for the idea I am running a marathon.  What I really think is this is still fun.  I get to run with other people.  A milestone for some.  Some going for P.R.'s.  nervous etc...  I am not nervous just want to have fun.  What is not fun of this?   A long run, with beer at the end.  Sharing it with some of my closest running buds. :)

Predictions...  I would say between 3:35 and 3:45.  A lot better chance of me getting over 3:45 then me hitting 3:35 though. 

Oh, Tuesday I rocked the track.  I have no idea where that came from.  5:00, 4:59, 4:53, on the 1200's.  6:37 pace.  What the heck???  Weather looks good today for a fun fun day.  I hope all you have fun too.  :)  Enjoy the day, enjoy your life.  Take your dog for a walk.  Appreciate the trees, a river, grass, flowers.  There is a lot for us to see.  I'd rather look at that then my stupid electric bill.  Need to bury that piece of shit.  :)

That is it for today!!!   :)

Thanks for reading!!!   :)

Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!!  :)

xo's!!!  :)

Love You All!!!   :)

p.s.  I need to get my phone fixed.  I am sure you people who follow me on Twitter miss the heck out of me.  I know Gina is missing texts from me.  Poor girl.   :)   Ha ha!!!  j/k

Have a great day!!!   :)

Now for really really cya cya cya!!!   :)

1 comment:

Beth said...

Hope your day is awesome out there Steve!! Thinking of you!