I was re-reading my blogs. Mostly the Journey. For the heck of it. There is a lot of stuff in my mind going on. I wonder what is going on in yours. That is what I am mostly curious about. I am nervous at times, but I had a thought yesterday. This shit is almost done. Not much to do.
I will still be here, but I will be different. Gina saw what I am to be. It is a spiritual thing, so not really literal. Really really weird though if thought of literally. It is why I don't tell anyone. Gina is the only one I told, although I think I let it slip in the blog somewhere.
It was on the day of my 76 mile bike ride I think. She kept saying, "Do you see it??" "Do you see it now??" I said no, no, no to every time she asked. Then I knew. I told her, it is me. My heart now is excited it is almost over, because you know it was pretty hard. That being said, you know what?? I am alive, I am healthy, I am strong, honest, and still pretty darn happy.
I miss Gina. We haven't talked in forever. She is great!! I am here for everyone though. She is definitely one of my bestest!!! fo sho!!!! :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope everyone has a Great and Awesome day!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
I told N-O-T that already... via writing. I always say told, but obviously mean write. I read Becky's last post a couple days ago. She did the same thing jokingly. She put I will "see" you later or something like that. Ha Ha Ha!!! :)
That is it for really really really really cya cya cya!!!! :)
You all are the best, even if I didn't put your name here. O.K.?? If I didn't put your name here, it doesn't mean I don't think you are great. o.k.??? Fuckers!!! :) j/k
cya cya cya cya!!! Love you all tonnnnnnnsssssss!!! girls that is. GUYS buzz off!!!! :) Ha ha!!! :) j/k :)
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