Wednesday, November 13, 2013

Love/Hate, Love/Hate, Love/Hate... That Is How My Blog Is.

Hello, and good morning all.  How's it going??  Me, I am doing okay.  I am having one of my love hate things with my blog.  Sometimes I like it and sometimes I don't.   Mostly I like doing it, but then people let me know they don't read it, and I am like well whatever. 

I am kinda over people's blogs.  Everyone is better than you, more important than you.   We have all the answers.  We know what the heck we are doing, and you don't know crap.   yeah yeah yeah.   I know.  I get it.   You are the best.   No one has ever walked the Earth who is as good as you.  I know I know I know.  

Except, when people are like that I could give two fucks about them.  cya wouldn't want to be you is easy for me to say.   To me you have two choices.   You can be important in my eyes, or nothing.   With me you are either all in, or all out.   Your choice, and I don't really care what choice you make. 

My life goes on.  I go on.   This blog even goes on, because there is no one in my life who is really all that important.   I fly solo.  No one has any pull on me, and there are no strings attached to me.  I owe no one anything. 

Now that is freedom.   Freedom you cannot even dream of, because life is a tangled mess.   The more you live the more you are tangled.   I have been saying it a while.  Life is a trap, and there is only one way out.   You would think the decision is easy, but dammit if point A ain't the bomb. 

Look how fricken great I am.   I am the best ever.   I am the smartest, no one has nailed life like me.   Yeah yeah yeah.   I have heard it all.  

Do you people ever ever look in the mirror??   Do you see yourselves??   As far as I can tell there is only one blogger who I read who does.  She is pretty honest, and pretty tough.   Pretty insecure, and pretty unsure, and great things like that.   The rest of you are too fucking fabulous to be that vulnerable.  You hide in your shell.  You think it makes you tough, but it means you are scared, and weak, and afraid, and all the things you don't want to be.  

It is an upside down world, and most of you are upside down in your thinking.  

To do or not to do.  There is no luke warm timid shit as far as this blog goes.   You are either all in or all out.   Try not and underestimate me.  

That is it for today!!!    :)

Thanks for reading!!!    :)

Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!!    :)

xo's!!!    :)

Love You All!!!    :)

p.s.   I hope the person who I was talking about in this blog knows who she is.   She should.   If she reads this that is, and that is no gimme either.  

Love You All   xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Ya'All are the best  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

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Now for really really cya cya cya    :D     :D   

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