Good morning all. How's it going?? Me, I am doing pretty good. My coffee is done, so I am going to get some. brb. :)
So anyway if all Mondays could be like yesterday. I woke up feeling ready to work, and maybe that is the WHOLE battle of Mondays. I got everything done I wanted before work. Took the Hopester, and did my push ups. I rode my bike to work, which there is no better way to start the day in my opinion. I had a great day at work. When I left work it was sunny, and I had to go a long way home to pick up some jock itch stuff. Riding your bike in the sun in January feels like about the best thing ever. You are not supposed to be able to do this in January are you??
I came home finished my laundry, and made dinner. I jammed the tunes, and you know the rest. I had a couple drinks of Brandy, and that is my life. Work, fun, eat, sleep.
Life does not offer up a lot. Do you think sometimes people struggle with the over-hyped movie thingy with their life?? You go into a movie thinking it is going to be the best thing ever, and typically you are disappointed. You go into life thinking it is this real Grand thing, you'll be disappointed. Unreal Expectations. If we found the cure for that the Drug companies would be out of business, because there would be no need for anti-depressants is my guess.
We all are guilty of adding to that too. Our Heroes too. The ones who seem so perfect on the teee veeee. Everywhere we go we are lied to. Whether it being suit wearing tee veee people or advertising, and Church pastors are probably the worst. Shouldn't we all be and feel a certain way?? Does your Pastor/Priest surf porn on the internet??? probably. He won't tell you that though. They put up a false facade. A fake view.
Where do you find truth?? It is within you. Within your grasp. Your life is all about you, and so is your journey. It isn't about anyone else. People can give you pieces, but your answers come from within you. It is a solo journey.
You know I told you before why not throw everything out. Everything you ever learned and look at the World objectively. It may just take the racist out of the racist kid who grew up in a racist town, with racist parents, who never got out of High School.
Your upbringing is full of imperfections just as everyone else. Parents do that to their kids too.
There is only one truth. One right and one good.
It isn't anywhere here on Earth. There really are no heroes. Trust me. On my Summer of Discontent, I wanted nothing more than a hero I could see, touch, and get some info.
Maybe I am a hero. One you can see. You know why?? Because I am not fabulous. I am not sugar coating life for you. I will be great one day, but it won't be by anything I did. It was the path laid before me. You know my story.
Keeping it real as always.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. this is one of those posts where it may seem like I am mad. I am not, but shit like this is what really is inside my head. I assume it helps people get a clearer vision of life. A real look is all a part of the truth.
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