Sunday, November 3, 2019

Starting The Day Early.

I've already been up a good amount. Pretty much doing nothing. I ended up with 77 miles of activity last week. That was good. I didn't stay up late last night. That too was good. I fell asleep watching a movie. its daylight savings. I forgot so I wondered why I got up so early. Like 2:00 AM. I did get over 6 hours of sleep. 

I am kinda excited for today. We pick up our laptop today. There was something wrong with it. Slow as heck. I rarely even used it so you can't blame it on porn.    :)  I honestly think its always been slow I think it had a virus before too. Anyway, I think we are going to get a tablet today. We've had one before,  and they are useful. I am surprised how much I've switched off all high  tech stuff. I use my phone pretty much for everything.  I am guessing it probably isn't a lot compared to others. I check my bank stuff, do a little social networking. Not much though. I don't think I've ever been a huge social networker person. I do check my feeds at least once/day I'd say. Some times more than that I guess.  I do my blog thing too, and that's about it. Check scores and standings. Check weather too I spose. 

I just know people would quit FB for a certain amount of time for whatever reason. To not have their heads in their phone. My head isn't always in my phone. If I am eating a meal I don't need my phone to look at. I have no need to quit social networking for anything, cuz I am not on it a lot. Others may be different. 

Think over the last 10 years give or take. I did earlier. Thought of people who I may once have known. It's kinda a trip really how strange life is that way. People come and people go. I am still here. Still doing my silly blog. it may be that no one reads it, and lately I've accepted I never really did have a ton of readers. 

What was the point?  I don't know, but I am still here. Still very much different than you. Earlier I was thinking how mostly spirit I am. That you cannot understand. I can feel it. It helps me know I am seen. It can be kinda scary sorta I guess, but mostly I am not ashamed of me. My story is the wineskin parable. I need a new me to be able to hold what I will be filled with. What I am now cannot hold the best of the best, so I need a transformation. How exactly that will work I know not. 

I thought before I knew a lot of my story,  and I guess I don't really know how it will play out. Those who I thought might play a significant part may not at all. I just think of all the people I no longer even know. This blog may have done nothing. More folly than anything else. I still like doing it for whatever reason. I can't imagine why anyone would want to read this day after day. Me, and my life aren't that interesting. I don't think so anyway. It's just a life. 

I do have a story that will go on. it will have a finish kinda, and then I will be the best a person can be. Until then I still feel good. I am super excited about shopping for my daily salad. Gonna add beets, and probably kale too. You know how you get in a zone in training?  You want more and more to get better. Well,  I can't stay healthy for that,  but I feel I can get in a eat healthier zone you know?  Where you just do better at that. 

I am still active. I still run, and bike for commute.  I just don't think I'd stay healthy for long distance training. Short distance either.   :)  I can do a little though, and I like it. The eating thing is all of a sudden sparked my interest. 

Anyway, today I'll have a day. I have to run, do my Sunday thing. Go to Bestbuy. I ordered a biking jacket too. My windbreaker died. The zipper. 

I guess I'll start it now. 

Laterzzzzzzzz.       :)

xoxo.        :)

xxoo.       :)

Byeeeeeeeee.      :)))

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