Friday, April 15, 2011


Yesterday was a great day.  I had some weird dreams, and well, they are even too weird for me to tell you about.  You might think I was.... how do you say.... "DIFFERENT" .   Can't have that.  I woke up in the middle of the night Wednesday night.  By middle of the night I mean 10:30 pm.  So when my normal wake up time came, I snoozed er off.  I slept til 4:00 am, and that was that.  No blog, and stuff, obviously.  I was well rested tho, and in a good mood the whole day.

Hold on, going to get some coffee, and take a shit.  be back in a bit.....   I'll take a picture.  :)   j/k

Okay back.  Sorry to keep you waiting.  :)

There were moments yesterday though.  I was looking out the window at work, and you get that feeling.  You think when life was so very much different.  When we were kids.  Geez everything seems so different then huh?  Now that we are grown up, we all fall away from each other.  You know us Fremd people really haven't done that.  Maybe you all are like that too, where FB brings people together.  I am better friends now with so many people than I was in H.S.  Gina and I said hi here and there, but now we know each other's lives.  Kathleen Anderson Paslaski I learned more about her last year than I ever knew.  All our moments help shape us, but you know we can always re-invent ourself.  Put on a different color so to speak.  Sometimes we get tied down into the World trap.  I need money for this, and that, and blah blah blah.  Life is more that one thing huh, and you know it is such a gift to be able to look at your past, and view your life, and reflect.

I guess sometimes a death helps us along with that.   Anyway that is how I am dealing.  Things are pretty normal most of the time so far, and you know I have moments of reflection, and that is that.  I looked inside myself this morning for fear maybe I was not looking at things, but all was clear.  I am taking things as they come, and will look at them.

As to my injury, I don't think it is good.  I believe my disc is probably ruptured.  It feels the same way it did before, not as bad though.  I will have to re-invent myself again perhaps for a while.  You know what though???  This here is the important part of me.  This is what I do, and this is who I am.  You don't get a real true picture of me, except through here.

That is it for today!!!   :)

Thanks for reading!!!   :)

Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!!   :)

xo's!!!   :)

Love You All!!!   :)

p.s.  Goin to Chicago today.  Thanks Marco, you are a good guy.  :)  Borrowing his car, it is more reliable than ours.  :)   lol

Wanna know one thing I like about this???   Before Steve R's thing, I didn't really know Doreen too well, and Jules at alll.   They still make this thing every day.  :)

Love You all!!   xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

You all are the best!!!   xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Extras of these   xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Extras of these.   xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Doreen and Jules  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Gina  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

I would like to give a big ole shout out to Boston Kim who will be running Boston, what is it Monday or something.  It is a big deal to her, and I hope she does great.  Positive thoughts your way.  :)   xoxoxoxo

More for the rest of you tooooooooooooo.   xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Now for really really cya cya cya.   :D   :D


Kim said...

awwww steve! thanks!!!! xoxo back at ya!

Christi said...

Have a great time in Chicago! I have only been there once but it is one of my favorite cities!