Sometimes when I blog I think why am I so weird??? Yes sometimes even this blog is weird to me. This is what I do though, and I wake up early to do it, and however I feel, is however it goes. So yesterday was a pretty bad day. I think my blog post was pretty low, and I think that is how I felt too. When I got home I lost it. I almost thought about making a nice gesture by being a Cubs fan this year. They lost yesterday like 145- (-3) So I haven't gone overboard. FUCK THE CUBS!!!! :)
So this is how I deal. I make a record of it too, and I am not sure why. Maybe it is good for people to see. Maybe it helps them reflect as I reflect.
Anyway little shit helps me. Little shit like this. I see Tia speak of hope, and Gina say don't let those you love slip by. Little shit like that which says I pay attention. I see a lot, and don't comment on everything, but I see it. So in things pertaining to life and death very little is important, and I guess it is a natural thing to look at that stuff. Memory is so vibrant early on, and I guess it is an important time. Especially on a surprise. I guess if you know the time is coming you start then. That is what I remember. The sudden ones take you through a quick tour I guess.
So this week, I have been a bit off. Remember I was training for a marthon, which keeps you going. Always focused on something you know?? That helps a lot with life. Your eye on something. Right now my eye isn't on much. So that kinda sucks too, but like I said it helps when I see people reflect.
Oh well I am not sure what I am writing. You can kinda see my problem though huh?? Music and beer was a reward for hard work I guess, and now I am rewarding myself for nothing, so it doesn't have the same lustre I guess. Today Lisa and I are going to a movie, and maybe a dinner. Early movie, and dinner. Either cook, or go out. We'll see. We are going to cancel cable, and do netflix only too. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. I see Olga is in the midst of some type of decision, and I guess it is stressful for her. I see that though, and think about it, and know good will come your way. :)
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'all are the best. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx :))
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here is the weird part... why do I do this??? not sure, sometimes it seems strange to me. I like doing it tho!! :))
Doreen and Jules xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo :)
Jen Gray xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Gina xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo and xo's :)
Olga too xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo :D :D
Hey Happy Birthday to my brother John, and Jim Joll. I hope Jim Joll has a good birthday. :) lol
Now for really really cya cya cya!!! :D :D