I saw what is going on. I see what you are seeing. I know it is hard. I know life is hard. There are things that seem unfair. Anne Frank's story is tragic. Life isn't fair. Kunte Kinte (sp??) life wasn't fair. You have to see these things.
I am going to re-add N.O.T., because I like her blog. I won't comment, because obviously she doesn't want me to. I am not mean. Creeper me?? Umm no!! I am not. I joke around a lot, but I on FB rarely go to anyone's wall, except to say hi. I comment on some stuff I see pop up. That is it. My laptop is jacked remember?? My computer screen on the old desktop sucks. I can barely see pictures. So I am not bopping around looking at people's photos.
I am doing what I am supposed to. I know this is a tough summer to go through, but it is for the greater good. Don't be mad at me, because I am doing nothing wrong to you. Trust me I am nice. Have I done anything mean to you?
Please realize all will end up fine.
That N.O.T. thing really upset me yesterday. Last night too. Still does. I told her the story of my dog Toby, and H.S. girlfriend Carolynn. We came home to Toby our black lab dead in the bathroom. I didn't want to touch him, because I was afraid of the dead body. Carolynn and I got in a fight. It was a bad one, and I was going to leave. She then said she was such a BITCH, because I just lost my dog, and she is fighting with me. I cried, and cried, and cried, because I lost my dog, and I didn't want to touch it when it was dead. I wasn't angry I was sad. I told N.O.T. that story. Haven't told many. I told Lisa what happened yesterday, and that I told N.O.T. that story. I told her other things too. I tell people a lot of things, mostly on this blog, but some other stuff too.
Anyway just wanted you to know that hurt me yesterday. I told Lisa about it.
Like I said before I wish I could hide the scary stuff from you, but I guess it might come out, because I write what I feel. Life is scary right? I mean we know our ending right. We know we will not be here forever. Isn't that a scary thing?
I think that is it for today.
I don't feel like my standard signature, because I am sad.
You know how I feel. :)
14.75 miles low 9:00 pace. I logged it as 14.85, and it was 9:00, but it was 14.75. I know important info huh??
cya tomorrow!! :) in a sense. :)