Friday, June 22, 2012

Time Moves On...

Happy Friday all.  How's it goin??  Me, I am doing pretty good.  I need to gets me some coffee, so I will brb. 

I had just about the best Thursday ever.  I got a lot of shit done around the house.  Laundry, and cut the grass type shit.  We got a nice run in.  It is a challenging run in parts.  On the trail the run is great, and then you climb the hill.  The hill is brutal.  It is steep, and there is an incline just to get to the hill, so trust me there is no way to not be totally gassed at the top, and then you still have to run another 100 yds or so to stop and drink water.  I am never thirsty at this point, but it is nice to stop.   ;)  Actually in all honesty, I am getting used to the hill so I can probably keep running.  I already feel myself recovering when I get to the water stop.  We do the loop twice, and then tack on some extra hilly stuff at the end.

You know running.  You feel great at the end, and couple that with a productive day, well you feel pretty good about life. I know I did.  I had pizza for dinner, and a couple drinks.  We hung for a bit, and I went to bed.  You know my life.  Non-stop glam day in day out.   ;)

Ooops, I have a title saying time moves on.  Why did I put that there??    No reason really.  Life is hard to predict though isn't it??  From Heimleblog, Journey, to this, I have been through a lot, and so have the people I know, and whose blogs I read.  Life is unpredictable, so if someone ever asks you where do you see yourself in 5 or 10 years, you know they are intellectually challenged.  You don't know what can happen.  We are not guaranteed sunset years of retirement.  If I am healthy, I hope I would run, and that is my answer. 

Remember all our dreams when we were younger??  We wanted to make a name for ourselves somehow.  How does one do that??  Well I have some thoughts on life I guess, and I guess they are plastered all over this blog huh??  Is everything about me been written??  My thoughts during H.S.  The tough times through College, the tough times after Graduation.  A horrible Summer where I was left to search.  Receiving a Blessing when I really wanted something else.  Lost all hope and around me was nothing but despair.  I waited my ending.  Sleep came, and I woke up in the hospital.  My search for truth was hard, but I was led on this way to suffer for some reason.  Maybe in our suffering do we really see what is important.  After that I went through that horrible physical depression, where I wished life never were for like a year.  I became friends with Natalie.  She broke my heart when she went to Denmark and wrote 1 letter to every one of my 10 or something stupid.  I guess I have a tendency to write a lot.   ;)   Exercise bike,  running, and bam, the energy returned, and I led a Joseph Heller type life.  I was still naive thinking the world was fair.  Hard work pays off and stuff, but I have grown in my wisdom I guess to say the world is fake, false, and society is not what you should put your faith in.  Trust in your life.  Trust in what you see.  The magical path is not anything you do, but be open to what you see.  When the time comes do not harden your heart.  Believe, and trust, because it is easy to follow your hardened heart, and I bet many fall there.  Anger is big, one of the lessons of Noah.  Believing when spoken too is big, it is the only thing. 

The story is one of love, and compassion, and forgiveness, and humility.  Our journey really is one where we are humbled I guess.  The truth of us is one of humility I guess huh??  We really ain't that fucking great, but if we have the courage to be honest, and truthful, then that I think is pretty fucking great.  :)

Oh well, guess that is it for today!!!   :)

Thanks for reading!!!    :)

Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!!   :)

xo's!!!   :)

Love You All!!!   :)

p.s.  Since I blew off Wednesdays run, I am thinking of getting a little one in today.  For the heck of it. 

Love You All  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Ya'All are the best  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

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Oh, and a little shout out to Colleen Kingery.  She follows my blog, and I follow hers.  Same with Twitter, and we do FB too.  I hardly even know her either.  :)  She is going away for the weekend, and made her husband chocolate chip cookies though, so she cannot be all bad.   :P  

Have a great one all.  :)


Now for really really cya cya cya   :D   :D 

1 comment:

Colleen said...

Thanks for the shout out Steve. :)

And you are so right about life changing so much. I can hardly predict next week, let alone 5 or 10 years from now! :)

Have a great weekend.