Tuesday, November 11, 2014

Out Of Nothing...

Hello, and good afternoon all.  How's it going??  Me, I am doing pretty good.  I had a great morning of sleep.   I cannot believe I slept til 1:00.  All that means is I am well rested.  I have several hours before work, and I will be in good spirits, and not tired.   I thought I might be a little tired last night, cuz I didn't nap at all, but I wasn't.   Work went pretty well, and it was okay.  

Reason for my title is I have nothing on my mind, and if anything comes out it is from out of nothing.  Kind of like the World huh??   Out of nothing.  The Universe and everything.  Logic would tell you typically everything doesn't come out of nothing huh?? 

Anyway, yesterday I had a pretty good run.   I don't remember the paces, but all 3 miles were ~8:40 pace I believe.  I am not sure if I typically would run that pace as just a standard pace, so I think Hope speeds us up a bit.  Not that it isn't a normal pace, because it is about my PR Marathon pace, so it is a pace I have in the past easily sustained.  So I am getting in shape, and that makes me just want to run more, but since I am running only 3 milers to stay healthy I will take the day off.   Man if I can stay healthy this Spring, how much fun will that be?  

Soooooo I always ask the question, what is going on with me??   Nothing at all.   It is Tuesday, and I work.  Tomorrow I have my long day, which actually ends up being a pretty fun day.  A little stressful, because I rush and rush to get as much done as I can at the grocery store.  That job is the 100M run, and my other is the marathon.   One is all out, and the other is about patience, and taking your time to make sure you do a good job.

Want to know one of the things you will totally never get about me??   How I am the way I am.   Never in a million years will you figure it out.   I am the way I am, because of things that happened out of nothing "seen".   Logic tells us that doesn't happen so how?? 

It makes things kinda silly in a way, because I know how I am the way I am, and I see people seeking ways in which to be the better version of us.   People the whole World around will try to seek answers, and put in some kind of effort to be the person they want to be.  Somehow someway we can work our way to the better version of us huh??  Make a sacrifice here or there.  So there is that, but the World is pretty gray huh??   So if we spend so much time doing x and y, what are we sacrificing at the other end??   What guilt ridden things are we neglecting?? 

Life is hard, and with tough stuff to it.  We want to believe in something, and we want to believe in the virtues we know we must have somewhere right??   We are this person here, and we want to be good, and stand for something. 

There is a freedom about me that is just another thing about me.   Finding the answers about me, and my life lets me know where I stand.   What I am capable of.   The truth about me, and my path lets me know it is all out of my hands.   I am not capable of doing any of the things that need to get done, and there is a plan that is totally out of my hands, and it will be done, and I will be a vessel used in this story that is being told.  

Like I said before it was no small price to pay having to live the life I did, but the reward is crazy, and I barely have even done anything yet.   The best of me is still to come.  

The best of you will still have to come, if you follow the right path.   :)

That is it for today!!!    :)

Thanks for reading!!!    :)

Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!!    :)

xo's!!!    :)

Love You All!!!    :)))

p.s.  I didn't do the leaves yesterday, I was tinkering around with some lights Lisa wanted to hang.   She has 3 fixtures, and I started tinkering with the easiest one to do, and it wasn't easy.   :)  I got frustrated, and didn't finish any of the 3.   :)

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