Thursday, August 25, 2011

I Give Out A Lot Of xoxoxoxoxoxoxo's!! Ha ha. Kinda Strange!! :)

Well today, maybe I will try to do a more normal'ish update.  :)  I don't always know, like I said yesterday, when I bring the heavy stuff.  Want to know something I was thinking??  I have been bringing some heavy stuff lately, and I equate that with speed.  Speed + race of life = we have picked up the pace.  Do you remember last year when I spoke of going into the Matrix zone, and things might get a bit strange.  Nancy and Olga were leading that charge, and that is hard to understand.  You know how they led it??  Being honest, and being "present"  That is actually Nancy's term, which best describes it. 

If we look at our life like it is a Journey. I guess it is.  I mean we all are different, but we all have one thing in common.  Point A to Point B.  Birth to death.  If we are here we won't escape that.  So it is a Journey, and the Journey is our childhood, and growing up, and the first girlfriend/boyfriend who broke our heart, and the ones that followed.  It is our accomplishments, and maybe the realization that all this will not endure.  Life, and history is full with a bunch of bullshit to be honest.  Corporations getting bigger and bigger, because greedy assholes don't enforce antitrust laws, and the bigger the corporation the stupider it becomes.  The people in power think they have a monopoly on intelligence, and they micromanage every detail to some of the most inane minutia you can believe.  There isn't enough trees in the world to contain all the stupid reports the corporations want to keep track of.  Give some dumb ass the ability to use a data base or a spreadsheet, and watch out.  You'll be surprised at what they can come up with.  That is their life's accomplishment too.  The making of various reports, that no one cares about.

What do you want to accomplish in life??  I look at a flower, and I think people are all flowers.  We all are different, and we all our special in our own way.  For us to bloom though we have to come out of our shell so to speak.  We need to overcome our fear, and show people who we are.  If you don't want to take the journey to find out who you are, than you will be lonely in a way.  Like I said within us is a truth, and it is who we are, and none of us are perfect, and we all fuck shit up, and it is fine.  We all can relate to shortcomings, cuz we all have them.  The more we show of our shortcomings, the more it will give people the courage to realize maybe it is o.k. I ain't that perfect.  I think when we get to that point we can learn to forgive ourselves, and others, because we have hurt people, and people have hurt us, and if there is a journey to peace it is a journey to forgiveness.

Normal'ish  oops.  Errr.  Went to Happy Hour with Lisa, Beau, Charity, and Jamie.  Had some drinks some talk, and some laughs.  My neighbor totally caught me peeing outside too.  DOH!!!   :)

Beau's birthday is today, and a big party this weekend.  Woooooooooooo!!!  should be fun.  :)

That is it for today!!!   :)

Thanks for reading!!!   :)

Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!!   :)

xo's!!!   :)

Love You All!!!   :)

p.s.  I wasn't really paying attention, but I ran 4 of the last 5 days, and today will make it 5 of 6.  I will probably get injured again.  :)  j/k.   :)

Love You All!!!   xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Ya'All are the best  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Extras of these  xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Extras of these  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

I ain't giving any extras out past those  so  nah nah nah nah naaaaaaa  naaaaaaaaaaa.   :)

Have a fab day all!!!   :)   MWAH!!!!   :)))

Now for really really cya cya cya  :D   :D

1 comment:

Christi said...

I don't want my life to be defined by my work (reporting manager for a time!) But I can't seem to break out of my shelf and have the courage to be more of myself.

Thanks again for encouraging us all to look at ourselves and share!

FYI, your happy hour spot looks like lots of fun. I am jealous!