Wednesday, May 16, 2012


On this blog I have been talking a lot of things.  Let's talk of trust, and what that means.  I told you a long time ago Olga gave me the best compliment ever.  She said I trust you... trust me.  What is trust??  Trust is honesty, it is being open, it is also being able to look past flaws, and look at the bigger picture of the person.  Without trust, I would throw all of you to the curb.  I think people lie, they have no idea how to be honest.  They are weak, because they only want to show one side of themselves... the fabulous side. 

Well you know what??  We are human, and that means we are pretty much not fucking spectacular.  I don't know what the fuck girls think about, but guys are always checking out hot girls asses... well the straight ones.  Gay ones are probably checking out other guys asses and what not.  We all shit, which is pretty unfucking spectacular.  We get sick, we fart... Well I guess Lisa doesn't.   ;)   I mean please can we get past the part where we are just fucking people, and a lot of the stuff we do is just gross.

There is something in all of us, or has been there that wants to show everyone how "Great" our lives are.  Why I don't know.  Yeah our lives are great, but they suck too you know??  One side of a person the fabulous side is just a gray person.  Black and white.  BOOOORRRRIINNNNGGGGGGG!!  When you show all your sides then you show color. 

On this blog I say a lot of things.  I have guy bloggers I read, and girl bloggers.  If there are jealousy issues within couples, I am soooooo over that.  That is a hornet's nest, and one I stay out of.  I am interested in people's lives, and try and support.  I am not going to purposefully make my life any harder. 

Sometimes I read blogs and I am like...  Is this all to your life??  Surface deep thoughts, and fear of what others might think??  Being strong is being honest.  Being strong is facing your fears.  Facing "fears" on some type of race course doesn't mean shit when all is said and done.  Facing your fear of being open and honest means all.  That little thing takes fucking courage, and you need support with that.  Like I said before if you spill your guts, and your so called "friends" remain quite then you will just figure they hate you.  No shell, no protection, and you are vulnerable, and it is easy to think the worst of people, because mostly people are the worst.  :)

This fucking blog is about life.  The unfucking glamorous thing we do on this fucking Earth.  You know where most people live in poverty??  People blow themselves up to kill other people as acting out God's will?? 

This is a spiritual journey definitely not a religious one.  A spiritual journey is one where you are learning from life.  Things you cannot see, and things no man can teach. 

That is it for today!!!   :)

Thanks for reading!!!   :)

Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day...  ( not really)    :)

Love You All!!!   :)   not really.   :)

p.s.  Sometimes I hate this fucking blog.  :)   really.   :)

Now for really really cya cya cya   :D   :D   xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Olga is cute.   :) 

1 comment:

Christi said...

You hit the nail right on the head with this one!