Oh yeah, gonna be one of them. So I was going to go into work at 5:00 but decided to sleep a bit more. I slept til like 4:30. I was up in time, but was like screw it I am tired. :) Go in at 6:00 I think. I think I only have a few hours left in my project, so that will be cool. It will be nice to get it done.
You should check out Sugarleg's last post. She races like I did. For fun. Her and her friends struggled through some stuff, but they trained with a goal in mind. They had some hard days, but race day was fun. She does it like I did too. Beer afterwards, and celebrating. I am glad they had such a good time, because not all their days were fun.
I have a feeling some of you are wondering about me. I got some input yesterday. You are wondering. What is going to happen to me?? The answer is there, but not sure if your time is to know it now. Ever hear that saying keep your enemies close, or something like that?? I sure have done that huh?? I kept them inside of me. Am I strong?? Or did someone pick me for something. My spiritual journey I did not ask to do, but kinda I did. I said if there is some reason I am here let me do that instead of anything else. Remember?? Holy Crikey I had no idea what it would entail. I still did it. I was soooooo scared through a lot of it. The summer of 1992 was so scary. Heimleblog was scary, and The Journey. I loved writing every day, but felt sooo scared after I wrote it. What would people think??
Now we close in on the end of one thing, and the beginning of another. My end, but also my beginning. It should be interesting. What happens after I am not sure. That will be interesting. Hey, it isn't my plan though right?? I am just along for the ride. I have been scooped up to do this thing. I said I was willing back in 1992. The time comes near. How that all unfolds I know not. It will be interesting. Some of you will share in what I suffer through. You are tough though, so you will deal with it fine. It will be hard, but you do hard stuff. You live life. That is hard a lot of times.
Well, that is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. gonna send a secret message to N.O.T!!! :) I have a lot of tumbelrings to look at from her sis Olga too. I usually comment on those too. I think of you all tho. You see my mind is made like that. I can think of anyone at anyone time. I can feel you in my heart too. :) pretty neat.
p.p.s. I once was rich in spirit, and then most of it was taken away. It was soooooo scary. Blessed are those who are poor in spirit tho right?? :) These are things you will understand. All but one.
now for really really cya cya cya. :)