Tuesday, July 26, 2016

No Clue.

Hello, and good morning. How's it going??  Me, I am doing fine. I didn't sleep enough, but whatever. We stayed up and watched a movie, and I read a bit last night.

Anyway I drank a little too much wine on Sunday. Part of my whatever though is as usual I wake up feeling fine, and no headache. Lisa was mad though.

I didn't think much about it, but I kinda figured why not just not drink anymore??  I thought why not??  That would leave me with no vices at all I know of.

So I am getting my Game of Thrones books all lined up. The first one is almost done,  and I have 2,4, and 5. I just need 3.

I don't know what my life will look like from here on out. Yesterday we bit the bullet, and invested  $2800 on me. Some will be financed,  but at 0%  not a car, but getting my teeth fixed. That will be done on my first day of vacation. Around one month from now.

I am glad I kept my 3 jobs, cuz if I am not drinking anymore I might as well work.

I like the idea of not drinking anymore, just cuz. It'll be a new way to live,  and that is one thing I can do. Find different things to do.

So that is just silly life BS. Living out my days, and really not many cares in the World at all. No false expectations of what life is "supposed" to be like. Just working, eating, sleeping, and that's about it.  I may read more now, and watch more movies. May do more around the house too. I have a distinct feeling I will probably only need 4-5 hours of sleep if I have no cocktails before sleeping.  :)  I guess I can stay up later now too.

I think when I first started blogging there was always a gray cloud over my head. Couple that with not being completely secure,  and you have quite a mix. Obviously everything changed after the journey. I overcame the 2nd time, and I was on good footing.

Anyway I was always kinda waiting for my final thing. As I approach 50 years old I am in no hurry anymore. I am cool with life, and it doesn't have to be sooner rather than later. Whenever.

A content heart is a pretty good thing. A whole new World has opened up for me, and I guess we'll see.

As to people I know they still have a lot of stuff to deal with. It is pretty dark in most people. I gather most think they are right in some way, but you haven't even experienced any part of the hidden side of life.

I fought my battles. More like endured them as they took place. A life of learning.  A life where I surely didn't pull the strings, and I did not author.

In the end I owe the World nothing. In the end I owe no one anything. Free to be me I guess, and as it turns out by the time I am 50 that will be a pretty fucking boring person. I won't be bored though,  cuz a content heart is just basically pretty happy.  :)

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