A Non List

 I was going to do a list, but I don't think I really feel like it.  I started doing a list, but it was really sentences, that can be in a paragraph.  For the record Monday went well.  I ran to work.  It was cold out early in the morning, but you still work up a sweat.  Legs felt pretty good, and I will run tonight too, and tomorrow night too.  Early Monday run is pretty good, since I run next on Tuesday night.

I am pretty excited to see what the future holds.  Not so much about what happens in the world so much, but what happens to people.  Bad things happen in the world.  Life is something real.  Something people will go through.  You know I do this blog thing, and it seems the most natural thing in the world.  I have this signature line that is the most natural thing in the world, and I realize new bloggers who I add to my list might find it a bit odd.  Trust me, I don't think it odd at all, and like I said it is the most natural thing in the world, but once in a while you get a glimpse of how odd it may seem to others.  LOL.   I love that.  :)

You notice I don't add everyone to the signature line, but I always want to.  It just comes to me in the morning.  Sometimes during the day I hope I add so and so to the signature line, and it doesn't happen.  Meaning I get a feeling of wanting too, but it really happens at this time.  Sometimes I'll tell a person the night before they will make it, but it is always a feeling.  Want to know the weird thing about it??  It is not my doing.  Remember when I gave up, I cursed for ever being alive, and what happened that night.  In other words my heart is in another's hand to do those things.  I don't choose to put you in the signature line so to speak.

As to giving extras too, I think is the same way.  I haven't been really feeling giving the extras for some reason.  I wonder why??  Maybe because you people are going through things.  You have stuff going on in your mind about life, and yourself, and how you stand in relation to everything.  I don't know.  How would I??

I don't really know what goes on in a person's life so much.  Either does anyone else.  There is a natural tendency to keep our innermost thoughts secret, because, well it really isn't an easy thing to let our stuff out.  Maybe it is hard to even get to our innermost thoughts too, because we are so busy with silly peripheral "life" things.  Have you ever taken inventory of your day??  I saw an old lady at the grocery store.  70+ I am sure.  Her car was immaculate.  Nothing inside.  Seats were spotless, the car was too.  It obviously stays in a garage.  I thought who cares about that crap???  Lisa said her husband probably cleans the car every weekend.  I told her what idiot would do something like that??  She said her Dad.  Remember our young years when our worth used to be totally what car we were driving??  I plan on being not worth a shit my whole life.  :)

That is it for today!!!   :)

Thanks for reading!!!   :)

Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!!   :)

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Love You All!!!   :)

p.s.  Riding my bike to work today.  It is pretty warm this morning too.  yay.   :)

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