I have absolutely nothing to write, but guess I will anyway. Going to get coffee first. Hold on...
I have been thinking about my last coupla posts have been doozies, and I think it helps with our vision. Our vision of what our life really is about. All our life we relied on some type of fairy tale or other to always strive for. Work toward this and this and this and this, and the next thing you know your 60. There is security with having money in the bank, but how much is enough?? There never really is enough is there?? I mean we are born with that little flaw, of always wanting more. Do you ever see some of the shit people buy?? Some guy was telling me he had a client who wanted a round vent for their rangehood, because it would look better aesthetically on his/her house. WTF???? Who are these fucking people??
I think your vision improves as you can see down each path a little farther. All paths lead to one area. Something we all have in common.
An absolute search for the truth reveals imperfection in us all. There is no perfect career, job, spouse/significant other. There is no perfect life. I think the truth eventually breaks you down, in order to build you up. It is a journey, so it takes time. Life has a bunch of shit in it. Being raised by imperfect people adds to it, not to mention our own imperfections anyway. Life is hard. Shit ain't easy, and eventually I guess you realize all we strive for is vanity of vanities. All pursuits lead to the same place, and maybe that is what Solomon saw. No one did more in his life than him. He had all the honor of wisdom. He achieved much in building all kindsa things. Had his pick of women. Everything, and he realized he had the best life, but still most of it was pointless. There was no reason for it, and eventually someone came and offered hope. Hope of a better way, and a better future.
Let me tell you too. You have no idea what it entails, but it is nutty. He even saw more than what you can imagine. That too is nutty, and you think why??? Why do I have to do this hard shit??? Why must we suffer soooo?? The answer is you don't understand. It is a higher knowlege, wisdom, and understanding that leads the way, and your cartoon-like understanding cannot attain to those heights... yet. I am in the same boat too. Things seem fricken nutty sometimes.
I press on though, always hoping people will show courage, and honesty. Open up, and show the strength of character that does not show being right, but shows honesty, and courageous, and truth. Being right you cannot attain too, being honest you can.
I don't suffer fools well, and those that lie are just that. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
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p.s. Decided to take yesterday off running, and I am just going to run 6 tonight. I was a bit beat up after my last few weeks so stepping back a bit. Plus we are doing 18 this weekend, so I feel it is a good idea.
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