Hello all, I am going to get me some coffee, before I start this thing. I warn you too, it may be boring, cuz I really don't know if I have anything to talk about. brb. :)
Anyway I was thinking I sure blog a lot. I looked at my total for this year, and I would say it will probably end up somewhere around 300 posts, and last year was 289, and I am sure Heimleblog, + Journey year was the same. Dang, that is a lot. Do I really have more stuff to write about?? I guess I probably do, but I'd never know it til I write it I guess.
You want to know where I feel most comfortable?? Commenting on blogs. Isn't that strange?? You want to know what I don't remember what feels like?? I don't remember what it feels like not to feel comfortable, although I know I did at one time. When I first commented on Dee's site way back when, and that was right before my shortened 5K sub:22:00 run.
Remember I would add people, and comment, and then all of a sudden something would happen. I'd feel a bit foolish, and get rid of some people. I would eventually add them all back.
Let's take a look at this past year. Due to ugly shit in my life, I lost some readers. I had a bad night, a really bad night with the Iz song, and that was for a purpose. Same as that old dude who lost his wife of however many years. Funny how weird I am huh?? Funny I have to mourn people's deaths for others huh, and like my brother I had to mourn his life.
I remember one time in the Journey time thinking sheesh, I wish I could take people's sadness for them, and then I got a close look and thought, Oh man. No thanks. That shit is hard. I caught a glimpse of one person's sadness, and I thought oh man. Who knows what a person thinks about in their quiet time, but I know the absolute horrible question one must answer. Is this it?? I think a direction we take at that point would be a bury that fucking thought, and show everyone how fucking green our grass is.
It is these kind of thoughts that make this blog weird I bet, and yeah I know. I do really want to thank Heidi Austin for two things. She knows both. :)
Want to know a secret?? I think in the Journey I used analytics to see if people read the dang thing. I don't use that shit now, and don't really pay attention. In my mind I try to pretend a billion people read this. :) LOL. During the Journey though I would once in a while get hits from The University Of Pittsburgh. In my mind I try and guess who that is, and I have drawn my own conclusions. :)
So anyway, just some thoughts.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. I have to be productive today, and do dishes, and laundry, and all that fun stuff. Boooo meeeeeee!!! :)
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You know something?? It really isn't how fast you are it is how courageous you are. I think Heidi, and Angela Kidd, and Julia are pretty dang courageous, and Kim Kim Kim has her moments, and so does Christi. just a fyi. :)