Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Free To Be Me...

Life it seems has a way of enslaving you in all kinds of things.  I have to do this, and I have to do that, etc...  I am free to do as I choose, and I choose to do it.  I have already done a lot of hard stuff in my life, and training for races wasn't all.  As a matter of fact most of my hard stuff came from things no one saw. 

As I wake up this morning, and yesterday actually I realize I am free to be me.  Free to choose what and when I want to do something.  All that you counted on with me you can throw out the window.  People make their choices in things they are interested in, and who they are interested in.  I do too.  I help support people as life is fricken life.  It is a good thing, and it is a shitty thing.   

I think the thing that drives people nuts is how we are different from day to day.  One day up, and the next day down, etc...  I guess there is a desire to box ourselves into this little box, and say this is me.  That isn't you though.  There is so much more to all of us.  Boxing yourself in is not a way to happiness, and contentment either.  It is a way to loneliness, and other stuff.  Be open to all who you are.  You are good, and you are bad.  You are selfish.  It is hard for you to show empathy for those who struggle with stuff.   Our natural tendency is to hide the bad stuff, or even the stuff that makes us less than happy.  As many good days there are, there are bound to be bad days along the way too.  That is part of life. 

well, hell, I am totally winging this update.  I really have nothing, and I am posting no pictures, and why in the fuck do I wake up so damn early to write this shit down?  I do know one thing.  This is your journey now, not mine.  Mine is done, and everyone has to make sense of their life, and who they are.  You have work to do.  It seems to me you are following in footsteps that few have taken.  It is a hard journey, and like I said it is not done or won without support. 

That is it for today!!!   :)

Thanks for reading!!!   :)

Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!!   :)

xo's!!!   :)

Love You All!!!   :)

p.s.  I drank a whole 1.75 liter the other night.  :)   xoxo

Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Ya'All are the best  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Extras of these  xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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Extras for Julia for being all over the comment board with an enthusiasm unmatched :)  xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Extras for my new follower who did IM Canada as a training IM for IM Arizona.  :)  ha ha.  Now that is fricken crazy.  :)  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Weeni can get 'em whenever she wants them, but she always gets 'em anyway.  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Good Luck to Nancy O'Toole on her test today too.  :)  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Now for really really cya cya cya   :D   :D 

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

How can your journey be done and mine not? Why do you write that you know the journeys belonging to others? Your story, your experiences, your trials...are unique. Mine as well. You cannot know my purpose, my reasons,my dreams and fears. You do not know my journey.