Tuesday, April 2, 2019

Not A Lot.

Good morning. How's it going?  Me, I am fine. I actually got a good amount of little shit done yesterday. Brought the fat fire bike, and the snow blower out to the shed. Installed a door closer for our storm door. You know those little hydraulic ones. Made a pot roast in the slow cooker. Cleaned the garage a bit. Ran the robot too. For a day off I went over 10,000 steps too. Returned some bottles too. It's kinda what you want in a day off, but not always what you want to do. Did some other shit too.

Last week I did not hit 72 miles, but I did crack the 70 mile plateau. Now I start all over. The week after I'll be on vacation so it will be way down. 

Outside of that not much going on. Nothing terribly pressing on my mind. Just living out these days. Not doing anything terribly important. Nothing terribly important to do. It's a life we live for a short while, and then it is done.  We won't make any great mark while we are here, and a few may be sad for about a year when we go. Then slowly we will be forgotten.

I feel it's a good thing to know, cuz it is the truth. If you didn't know that you would probably spend a lot of time contemplating the important things you should do with your life. The answer is, left to your own devices you will not concoct anything of importance. Many will use buzz words trying to convince others what they do is important.

I listen to a lot of mystery books. They are entertaining. There always is a Sherlock Holmes type character who is incredibly smart. Maybe a physical specimen who would never lose a fight. 99-0 in fights started by a gang of 4 or 5 people who have knives, this person would be.   :)

We want heroes. Someone to look up to, and maybe it is cuz without heroes it's just us. If we surely aren't that great who is?  If no one is what does that mean about our existence?  What's the point if there are no superhuman people. No saints?  Why even be smarter than the dirt, and ashes we turn into? 

On the face of it life is absurd. There is no reason for it. There is a reason we are here, but few take that path. The World is too enticing,  and the truth is far from most.  So they make their own story that means nothing. Even rock stars view the last days of their lives, barring an accident that takes a life abruptly. There may have been fun, but it is fleeting,  cuz we still face the end of our days.

In the end we don't really matter, and that might be what we wanted most. A lot of stuff is accepted as truth when it isn't. Kinda weird looking at the World if we throw all our beliefs out the window.

Anyway, I have a day today. Hope it's okay. I'll be busy, and hopefully pushing 30,000 steps.

Laterzzz.     :)

xoxo.      :)

xxoo.      :)

Byeeeeeee.      :)

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