Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Somedays Everything Is Worthwhile...

Life sure is filled with ups and downs huh??  In many ways it is a roller coaster.  As I said yesterday honesty trumps all, and you know what??  Sometimes life trumps all.  Sometimes when we get knocked down, we come back stronger than ever before. 

You know out there are people who deal with depression.  Can you imagine waking up every day to a cloudy rainy day in your mind??  You look for a silver lining, but sometimes it is hard to find.  Here in the Midwest we deal with weekdays in February, and everything looks dreary.  All of a sudden March comes and the world looks just a little bit better.  I think change of seasons... for me helps me.  It helps me see things differently. 

Yesterday was a failure of sorts.  I wanted to take Hope for a run, and Cammie for a walk, but I had no energy after work.  I rode my bike to and from.  I did cut the grass, and did my tomato project, but that was all the energy I had.  so cooked burgers on the grill, and had a couple beers, and then went to bed early.  It was a nice day out.  Not so frightfully hot and humid.  We actually sat outside for once.  Lisa did a ton of weeding.  I sometimes wonder what people miss out on as they are not tan in summer.  What do they do??? 

As to me missing a run yesterday I wanted to do, I saw the silver lining.  I could then run to work.  All of a sudden a failure was turned into something positive.  Would I have run to work today otherwise??  Maybe the legs wouldn't have felt like it.  Now I know for sure they will.  I wish everyone could find a silver lining like me, but I fear sometimes the gray cloudy day is a pretty powerful force for some. 

Well, anyway Just rambling out loud so to speak.  :)

That is it for today!!!   :)

Thanks for reading!!!   :)

Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!!   :)

xo's!!!   :)

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p.s.  Ya'All izzz pretty great.   :))

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Extras for  all the regulars  Doreen and Jules, and whatnot.  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Olga and Gina etc...  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

There is one person who struggles with stuff, and it is Nancy O'Toole.  I don't know what she struggles with, but I can tell it is something.  She makes my blog every day, and has for a long time.  We have had our struggles too.  I respect her as much as anyone though to be honest, and I wish I knew what she struggled with.  Maybe a lot of you struggle with stuff.  If you do I give you extra xoxoxoxox's like I am giving Nancy now.  :)   xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Now for really really cya cya cya   :D   :D 

That kind of is life though huh??  Many times we struggle, and we try to hide it, or not deal with it, or pretend it isn't there.  The less than perfect stuff in our life.  The stuff that makes us unhappy.  Don't be afraid to look at it, and don't pretend it isn't there, because it is there.  Deal with it early, and you will find healing.  Bury it, and it turns into something worse.  Not every day in our mind is going to be a sunny 80 degree day.  The rainy days in our mind are there for a reason, but they are hard.  Especially when they happen a lot.  Good luck to those who struggle with that.  :)

1 comment:

Christi said...

Sometimes when I am depressed I can't see any silver lining and it sucks. But then all of sudden it just comes. I always live for that day.

Thanks for sharing the truth time and time again!