Good morning. How's it going? Me, I am doing good. I am up way earlier than need be, but I feel I am done sleeping so.
Not much happened this past weekend. I read some books and listened to some books. I worked, and stayed up later than normal. I tried blogging yesterday, but it was dumb. I was tired yesterday too, cuz I stayed up too late. Today, I am up way earlier than I need to be.
Other than that not much going on. There is a holiday this weekend so I'll get a day off. I have a day off tomorrow, but for an appointment.
If you want news of my drinking one day a week, that ain't happening. Instead of 3-4 stiff drinks though, I may have 3-4 coors lights. That makes a difference. It is basically like drinking water. You don't really get buzzed, and you don't want to drink much more of that. It gives you the relaxing feeling without the stiff drink stupidity. You don't end up stupid.
Other than that I read a lot. I have a meal, and I've been watching a show on Netflix. We do some cleaning and whatnot and we have some projects.
A boring life for sure, but aren't they all. Everybody in their mind is doing so much important stuff, but you aren't. There isn't anything really lasting and significant to do. You don't know that, cuz you are a creature of this place. You can't see past uniforms, and suits, and clothes. You look on the outside, and all the important stuff is inside.
Your World is pictures, and the most interesting thing about people is what's on the inside. What is in your inside isn't perfect. Even if you score a 10.0 in your instagram fantabulous Olympic score.
The thing I know about all people is you didn't do it all right. You carved out some little niche in life. It isn't totally what you expected, cuz you today are different than you yesterday. 5 and 10 year plans got jumbled, cuz you thought you would always be the same. Maybe you are in the same life, but things sure look different than you thought they would.
Wanna know why. Your heart deceives you. It doesn't stay the same. You may try to force it to act in such a way... to keep a high score in your instagram Olympic score, but you don't control it.
You don't control you. Your mind has thoughts you'd like to block out. Things that may be inappropriate if others knew.
We can dress ourselves in acceptable clothes, but what can you do about the inside you?
Why do you not have any control over you? I know why.
Hint: it is a pretty dark secret. The truth is pretty ugly. Some things I cannot really teach you while you are still a creature of this World.
End note: I just used Instagram as an example. Do NOT follow me on instagram. I don't use it. I once had an account, but I don't use it anymore. I am not the type of person who really cares about pictures. Obviously.
Anyhoo. I guess that's good.
Have a good one. :)