Hello, and good morning. I slept in the last couple of days. Monday I have no idea why. I can't remember. Tuesday cuz I slept like shit. Sleep a few hours, check the White Sox score. Keep checking til the game ends in extra innings. Check basketball, check Hockey. Don't sleep. Pretty ridiculous really.
Monday was pretty good though. We got a lot done. It wasn't hugely warm by any stretch so we chilled in the breeze way, and I made steak fajitas for dinner. Then I didn't sleep enough. Last night I slept good. As a matter of fact I was just laying down from 2-3:00 AM knowing I was done sleeping, but just relaxing.
So there you have it. A couple more days done with my life. 2 more days closer to the grave. :)
I don't really have much to blog about, but I did think of something the other day. Our life is a short time compared to how long we will not be alive here. We act like our time here is long cuz it is how our hearts are. We are a child of this World, and that is what we do. By we I mean you, cuz I am no longer that person. I am something between what I once was, and what I will ultimately be. You are who you always were. You have no idea how I am cuz you cannot walk in my shoes, although it is where I try to lead you.
Being human is hard. Perfection is out of grasp. Try not being pissed about some type of other people. If you could look at your thoughts what don't you like?? Pretty impossible to change that shit too huh??
Being human is to fail. There is no route to perfection you can make. No labor, and no sacrifice. Your good deeds you think you do fall short. The bad parts of you remain.
How about that answer though? Perfection is out of your hands, and mine. It is my future though. To become what I cannot make myself. It was the path I had to take. My whole life was for this. Little old me to set the record straight. The record that hasn't been set straight for centuries. Why I know not??
It isn't my story, and it isn't my plan. I am a vessel to be used for a purpose. My life is no longer mine kinda, but I can do as I please. There is no labor for me to do from how I am to when it comes time to do the 3rd and final thing.
I write here occasionally. Typically whatever is in my heart.
You on the other hand. What is it you actually do?? What are you accomplishing?? The answer to those questions will probably surprise you. It is why your hearts are torn too. You want something to mean something, but it seems out of grasp. You seek any and all avenues, yet only one works.
If you are angry about that it isn't my fault. A person's anger is their own to deal with. Sure the World can be ugly, but you are not going to change it.
Now is the time for me to leave this thing here, and take the Hopester.
That is it for today!!? :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
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p.s. Your best avenue is the truth. The truth is we are far from perfect. Nothing will change that.
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Gonna finish my coffee first. Have a good one. :)