Wednesday, April 4, 2012

I Am Going To Give All My Secrets Away...

Well, I didn't mean to get all crazy yesterday, and as a matter of fact, I'd like to keep some stuff to myself.  A clarification when I say take, it obviously isn't me doing the taking.  I just have to deal with people's shit sometime, and I guess it helps them get a clearer view of themselves.  I didn't know about Steve R's thing, except him going in and out of being semi-bananas, and I know Heimleblog got a little weird at the end.  Especially when I confronted the cops in New York.  There were around 20 of them beating up a Black dude and his son.  One of the cops told me I got the crazy eyes.  I put 2 + 2 together, although at this time I had no idea what the hell was going on.  Mind you this was after the mourning of the Father, and when everyone thought I was nuts.  While everyone thought I was nuts, I went and P.R.'d a marathon by like 25 minutes or something stupid like that.  I didn't blog about it, because the blog was done. 

All these weird things I did not plan, but you know there is a plan out there, not of my doing.  There is shit inside us that is more than what decomposes when we die.  This is who you need to get to know.  Who you have to come to terms with.  I have known what was inside people for a long time.  I knew what was in me, and I told no one, and this stuff I knew back in the early 1990's.  That there would be these things I had to do, I had no idea.  Not a clue.  It is through trials and tribulations, and you know even these seemingly pointless things to go through do serve a greater good anyway.  As we go on our way, and our journey, we also help others too with some of their obstacles.  So I guess in a way I help people as I tried to find my way, and many times don't even know it.   If I've done good, many times I guess I wouldn't even know it.  Even the bad can be used as good too, and that is a pretty nice promise.  Can you imagine having a life without the 2nd thoughts, because, well I guess I overcame after the Journey.  Not that I'd be courageous enough to do what I did, but I did that right prior to going in the hospital, and also at the end of the journey.  Said I'd be willing to go where there is no hope, and I had no thoughts or hope of ever getting out.  The little preview told me too the worst of the worst is unwilling to go where the one who overcame was willing to go. 

That will not be a fun time for me for sure.  :) 

Anyhoo, sorry to get a little weird, and boy oh boy this blog has been throwing up some doozies lately.  :)   I can always tell.  :)... well sometimes I can tell. 

Well, whatever you all are on your own little personal journey to finding out who you are.  I assume it will be quite a fascinating ride, and I think of how much needs to get done, I doubt it will end this year, but ya never know.  We gots a lot of shit to get through. 

That is it for today!!!   :)

Thanks for reading!!!   :)

Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!!   :)

xo's!!!   :)

Love You All  :)))

p.s.  Jerry and I ran our 6.6 miler yesterday, and I have to cancel my Thursday = Friday, because Ken is getting carpet in his house.  Jerry has support on the Long Saturday and Hard Wednesday, but I still can help him on supplementary runs.  WOO HOO!!!   :)  He is doing good too.  :)

Love You All  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Ya'All are the best  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Extras of these  xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Extras of these  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Now for really really cya cya cya   :D    :D 

1 comment:

Christi said...

The journey is always the challenge not the destination.