Good morning. How's it going? Me, I am fine. I got a good night sleep, and I have all of today off. It is weird waking up in the middle of the night, and realize you don't have to worry how many hours til you gotta be at work. It's been a while.
Today I don't have any real big plans. Do some cleaning, finish the last 50 pickets of our back fence. Nothing too crazy. I'll just be doing it not after working 8 hours.
Oh my gosh that is pretty much all that is on my mind. Yesterday got up to 77° according to my phone. It felt good to be in that weather again. It feels good we got a shit ton done with our house so far this year. New kitchen, sink, faucet, garage door, opener, roof, fence. I have some windows to replace, and the house needs to be painted still, but that is all doable. We have to finish up our basement still, but that can be this Fall.
One can never read the future, but all things being equal we would sell our house in 5-10 years and live in a tiny house. A big house doesn't really fit our lifestyle. It is just more space. Space we don't need. Of course things never really stay equal, and this World is probably on a crash course.
Are people still mad at stuff? Do wars still happen? Are people still killing each other? That seems pretty silly and dumb. I cannot fathom that. I think everything is pretty wrong in this World, and I don't see a way to fix it. People are the ones who need to be fixed, but people are all right and correct in their eyes.
I think everyone thinks they question stuff, but maybe they don't. If you still believe in Country and flags and stuff you haven't questioned anything. In the end you have to question it all. That means everything must be thrown away. That includes religion, and the opposite of that.
It is a hard thing asked of you, because in these steps you learn fear, and doubt, and what it is like to be alone in the World. People have to help themselves first before they can help others. In doing that you'll realize there is very little you can do, but with help the sky is the limit.
Then I guess you realize on our own we sure aren't worth much.
I guess that's good.
Have a good one. :)