The World is a backwards upside down place. All the things we think are good and decent sure are not in us are they?? In this World though we have to pretend we are nice huh?? We have to put flowers in our hair, and wear nice clothes and stuff, because we sure don't want people to see what is inside us.
The truth is not in our grasp. We cannot see it. I can say what I say, because I know where I stand. I am not scared of the demons inside me, because I know it is known. I know it is seen, and actually it is part of my path. I have to do this. This is what was laid out for me. Would I have done this?? Would I have planned this?? Hell No.
Am I angry my path is hard?? No, because it isn't really anymore. I had some really hard days though, and I still remained faithful. I didn't remain righteous mind you, but faithful. That is the one thing which is probably hard to comprehend. Faithful isn't right, faithful is things like obedience. Believing when spoken to. Accepting instead of hardening your heart. Faithful is the tough stuff.
Tough stuff is life turns. The thing no one wants to do. Why?? You are afraid of what is going to be asked of you. Will stuff be asked of you?? Maybe. How would I know?? Stuff was asked of me, and I did it. I believed, and I was obedient. I was made a fool, and I was ridiculed, and people hated me. Still do probably.
Why?? Because this stuff was supposed to be good news right?? It is good news in a manner of speaking, but that doesn't mean this life is good news. It doesn't mean this World is good news. This World sucks. People suck, and if we let everyone know the things we thought. Nope better not do that, because we are "supposed" to be a certain way. Flowers are supposed to be in our hair.
To think you can do whatever you want in this life. Anything you put your mind to, but it still = zero points. Points are in the hands of one better, stronger, and wiser than you. You trust you though.
tsk tsk.
Anyhoo, I am not sure of the future of this blog. I have a feeling it will go on, but it is different now. Things over the past couple years did not work. This blog was an amazing failure. Approaching 4 years of this thing, and it hasn't accomplished one thing. Wanna know why??
You want to wear flowers in your hair, instead of looking at the real stuff. Why?? The real stuff is scary, and we would rather hide in our fairy tales.
Strong is strong. Honest, and accepting harsh truths, and being brave,
Your path is to be stronger and wiser than the one who lives in deception. It is an ugly path in a way, because life is ugly. Truth is beautiful though, although it may seem ugly.
Oh well. Gotta run... actually already ran a 3 miler. Perfect weather out again. I loved it.
Hope everyone has a good day, and hope you find the inner strength to do this Shit. You have a long long way to go, and you haven't even made the first step.
Laterzzzzzzzzz Gaterzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. :) xoxo
Thursday, October 10, 2013
Wednesday, October 9, 2013
There Was A Movie Called The Ugly Truth...
How fitting of a title too. The truth is ugly. We as people are ugly. Been a bad stretch around here too, because as I think of some, actually a lot of people who were once important parts of this blog they have been looking quite ugly to me. I look at things different here too. I look at how people are as persons. You may want to get all tangled up with how you look on the outside, but the important stuff is on the inside.
What makes a person ugly?? Being fabulous. Showing how fabulous we are as people. The truth is ugly. We have ugly stuff on the inside of us, and we were always supposed to look at that. We were always supposed to see it, and we were always supposed to ask for help, and ask for forgiveness, because the ugly inside us overpowers us. Society has forever and ever telling us to hide our ugly. Wear a suit. Put on makeup. Don't tell people your dark secrets. Wear flowers in your hair. Wear nice clothes.
Society has a synergy about it too. Everyone is doing it. Everyone is wearing nice suits, and telling everyone about their white picket fences. At home though spouses are cheating on spouses. People are doing things they think other people will judge them on, and keeping it a secret. So many secrets, and the things we show people are only what we think is acceptable.
Well ugliness lives in all the things we hide while we only show the fake parts of life. Then you have the strength of Society which tells you don't be open. Hide everything, because you may lose your job if you speak your mind. While conversations go on in dark corners.
Who lives in the Shadows?? Who lives in the dark?? Whose work are you doing if you live in the shadows and in the dark??
I'll give you a guess.
I am here to tell you that you are not strong enough to overcome the things you need to. Society overpowers you, and fear overpowers you, and you are way to weak to do even a fraction of what you need to. I have told you of ways to get on the right side of being right, but you were too busy. You had your own life. Too many things going on. I have to do this and that and that.
Like a thief in the night he came, but you were all tied up in your life huh??
Life is a trap. You have been given a way out, but you still believe in weak and miserable you huh??
tsk tsk.
Later.
Oh btw, I woke up for some inexplicable reason at like midnight, and got a nice little run in. Only a 2.5 miler, but perfect running weather.
It was pretty awesome, and I feel pretty good.
Later all you ugly people. :)
What makes a person ugly?? Being fabulous. Showing how fabulous we are as people. The truth is ugly. We have ugly stuff on the inside of us, and we were always supposed to look at that. We were always supposed to see it, and we were always supposed to ask for help, and ask for forgiveness, because the ugly inside us overpowers us. Society has forever and ever telling us to hide our ugly. Wear a suit. Put on makeup. Don't tell people your dark secrets. Wear flowers in your hair. Wear nice clothes.
Society has a synergy about it too. Everyone is doing it. Everyone is wearing nice suits, and telling everyone about their white picket fences. At home though spouses are cheating on spouses. People are doing things they think other people will judge them on, and keeping it a secret. So many secrets, and the things we show people are only what we think is acceptable.
Well ugliness lives in all the things we hide while we only show the fake parts of life. Then you have the strength of Society which tells you don't be open. Hide everything, because you may lose your job if you speak your mind. While conversations go on in dark corners.
Who lives in the Shadows?? Who lives in the dark?? Whose work are you doing if you live in the shadows and in the dark??
I'll give you a guess.
I am here to tell you that you are not strong enough to overcome the things you need to. Society overpowers you, and fear overpowers you, and you are way to weak to do even a fraction of what you need to. I have told you of ways to get on the right side of being right, but you were too busy. You had your own life. Too many things going on. I have to do this and that and that.
Like a thief in the night he came, but you were all tied up in your life huh??
Life is a trap. You have been given a way out, but you still believe in weak and miserable you huh??
tsk tsk.
Later.
Oh btw, I woke up for some inexplicable reason at like midnight, and got a nice little run in. Only a 2.5 miler, but perfect running weather.
It was pretty awesome, and I feel pretty good.
Later all you ugly people. :)
Saturday, October 5, 2013
Running Out Of Things...
Well, I am running out of things to blog about, or that is how I feel this morning. Maybe because I have gone on and on and on and on. I've lived a life. Listened when spoken. Looked around for answers, and traveled the road set out for me. I found some answers, and went through a number of things to get where I am now.
I was led down a path where I was to learn many things. I was to get to a point where I would be able to help. The one thing I knew I never ever wanted to be is the thing I "sorta" have become. A teacher is judged to a higher standard, and I DID NOT WANT THAT!! I have lived through judgment. The real shit. The one where there is not an end. There is no hope, and You are fucked. Why the FUCK would I want to get myself into more shit than is already possible. Well I did that even more so.
So much I did not want to do. I never wanted to speak another word in my life, because that is how we are judged. I was scared of life. I was scared of the SHIT that happens after. I didn't want to be judged anymore.
So here I am. I have gone through more judgements, and been through a couple spiritual trials. I have gone up against the worst from people, and they were tougher than me, and what is inside them is stuff they need to overcome. I have nothing about me that makes me this great person, or worthwhile in anyway. My whole worth is the turn I made. The life I gave, and the plan laid before me. My whole worth is me being obedient when asked to do something. Me given the strength to hold onto nothing in this life.
When all I knew was fear, I was given a path. I lived in the Wilderness that Summer of Discontent. There was nothing good in it at all. Nothing in this World of value, and I saw the lie that life really is. I remember somehow being arrogant, when saying I overcame. I didn't overcome, but was given the correct things to say at the correct time, and given the strength needed in my heart to do what was right.
Even now, even though I have become what I once did not want to be, it really isn't me. I don't think these things through. All this stuff is given me. You may ask, why me?? No reason. I am nothing of anything at all. I am of no value. I am no great thing at all, just like other people.
My story is told. I have done what I have done, and now we wait. We wait to see you people get real about your life. Start thinking things through a bit. Start dealing with the you that is in you. Not what you want to show, but who you really are.
All these things you need to do. Trust me, life means nothing. You get no points. It doesn't matter what costume you wear, the important costume is the one hidden inside you. Your thoughts etc... Is that the best out there??? Have you worked on YOU only to find you maybe getting worse as a person??
There is a way, and the way is not the way of YOU.
I blog in vain though. BECAUSE we have just this one thing to do right?? Wait til everyone sees me do this thing right?? I'll show everyone how great I am. I will be the best ever. My ideas are the best???
YEAH right.
LATER.
I was led down a path where I was to learn many things. I was to get to a point where I would be able to help. The one thing I knew I never ever wanted to be is the thing I "sorta" have become. A teacher is judged to a higher standard, and I DID NOT WANT THAT!! I have lived through judgment. The real shit. The one where there is not an end. There is no hope, and You are fucked. Why the FUCK would I want to get myself into more shit than is already possible. Well I did that even more so.
So much I did not want to do. I never wanted to speak another word in my life, because that is how we are judged. I was scared of life. I was scared of the SHIT that happens after. I didn't want to be judged anymore.
So here I am. I have gone through more judgements, and been through a couple spiritual trials. I have gone up against the worst from people, and they were tougher than me, and what is inside them is stuff they need to overcome. I have nothing about me that makes me this great person, or worthwhile in anyway. My whole worth is the turn I made. The life I gave, and the plan laid before me. My whole worth is me being obedient when asked to do something. Me given the strength to hold onto nothing in this life.
When all I knew was fear, I was given a path. I lived in the Wilderness that Summer of Discontent. There was nothing good in it at all. Nothing in this World of value, and I saw the lie that life really is. I remember somehow being arrogant, when saying I overcame. I didn't overcome, but was given the correct things to say at the correct time, and given the strength needed in my heart to do what was right.
Even now, even though I have become what I once did not want to be, it really isn't me. I don't think these things through. All this stuff is given me. You may ask, why me?? No reason. I am nothing of anything at all. I am of no value. I am no great thing at all, just like other people.
My story is told. I have done what I have done, and now we wait. We wait to see you people get real about your life. Start thinking things through a bit. Start dealing with the you that is in you. Not what you want to show, but who you really are.
All these things you need to do. Trust me, life means nothing. You get no points. It doesn't matter what costume you wear, the important costume is the one hidden inside you. Your thoughts etc... Is that the best out there??? Have you worked on YOU only to find you maybe getting worse as a person??
There is a way, and the way is not the way of YOU.
I blog in vain though. BECAUSE we have just this one thing to do right?? Wait til everyone sees me do this thing right?? I'll show everyone how great I am. I will be the best ever. My ideas are the best???
YEAH right.
LATER.
Friday, October 4, 2013
So Watcha Waiting For??
Hello All. The desire to do this blog is getting less and less. Not that I hate doing it, I just don't like it as much as I used to I don't think. Who knows, maybe just a thing I am going through. I thought yesterday's post just made everything clear. Everything I have been blogging about for quite a while.
You see how people are?? If I do this, and that, and this and that I am good right?? Look, I am doing this and that, and others are doing this and that, I hafta be really fucking good right??
Well not to the one who matters. You are a certain way. Your heart is a certain way, and it is seen and it is known. BUT if I show this that's good right?? Who you going to kid???
The sad state of affairs is you can do nothing of worth. Whatever you put your mind to doesn't matter. No points for any of it. I told you how to get points. By being led blindly down a difficult path of learning. Will it be easy?? no.
The path I talk about is the hardest path out there, but the only one that leads anywhere. The path of you is a short-sighted path. Your vision is not that good.
For us to be in this position I have to assume your life has had some struggles. It isn't all you hoped it would be. All along you wanted meaning, and you cannot find it. Why?? Life doesn't mean anything.
There is a story of you waiting to be told. The author is not you, and the plan is not yours. Wouldn't you love to see what it is??
It has got to be better than the stupid boring crap you are doing now right?? :) HAHA
There is no way around the turn. It is either yay or nay, and for it to be a yay, you will have to overcome that which ties you down. YOU!!
What are you going to do???
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. I have taken a few days off from running, cuz I tweaked my knee. I know why though, so I won't do that anymore. It is a way I kneel when I am at work that isn't good for my left knee.
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
You see how people are?? If I do this, and that, and this and that I am good right?? Look, I am doing this and that, and others are doing this and that, I hafta be really fucking good right??
Well not to the one who matters. You are a certain way. Your heart is a certain way, and it is seen and it is known. BUT if I show this that's good right?? Who you going to kid???
The sad state of affairs is you can do nothing of worth. Whatever you put your mind to doesn't matter. No points for any of it. I told you how to get points. By being led blindly down a difficult path of learning. Will it be easy?? no.
The path I talk about is the hardest path out there, but the only one that leads anywhere. The path of you is a short-sighted path. Your vision is not that good.
For us to be in this position I have to assume your life has had some struggles. It isn't all you hoped it would be. All along you wanted meaning, and you cannot find it. Why?? Life doesn't mean anything.
There is a story of you waiting to be told. The author is not you, and the plan is not yours. Wouldn't you love to see what it is??
It has got to be better than the stupid boring crap you are doing now right?? :) HAHA
There is no way around the turn. It is either yay or nay, and for it to be a yay, you will have to overcome that which ties you down. YOU!!
What are you going to do???
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. I have taken a few days off from running, cuz I tweaked my knee. I know why though, so I won't do that anymore. It is a way I kneel when I am at work that isn't good for my left knee.
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Thursday, October 3, 2013
Then It Occured To Me...
Well hey there. I figured something out this morning. I mean the info was kinda given to me in my thoughts. It was about yesterday. The old lady and the coin. Remember?? That is you and me and everyone. We are born with that coin. It is up to us to find it, and do what is best with it. What is the best to do with it??
Well first off what is the coin?? It is our life. All the things we can think of. All the things we want to do. What is the best thing we can do with our life?? Well?? Anyone anyone??
You don't know. You have been looking at the best things in the World you can do with your life, and you haven't found it. You don't know. Should've, would of, could of... blah blah blah. You think there is something wrong with you, but there isn't. You are supposed to not be able to find anything. Like the old lady you must humbly give up everything, your hopes, and whatever things you can think of, and humbly give it back. Why?? You don't know the best things for you like who you would be giving it up to.
Do you have strength?? Do you have trust??
It is also like a seed huh?? The weeds of the World keep trying to block out this little mustard seed, but some will find the right way to let this plant grow up to be the biggest of them all right?? Some won't.
Neat huh??
What are you going to do???
cya. :)
Well first off what is the coin?? It is our life. All the things we can think of. All the things we want to do. What is the best thing we can do with our life?? Well?? Anyone anyone??
You don't know. You have been looking at the best things in the World you can do with your life, and you haven't found it. You don't know. Should've, would of, could of... blah blah blah. You think there is something wrong with you, but there isn't. You are supposed to not be able to find anything. Like the old lady you must humbly give up everything, your hopes, and whatever things you can think of, and humbly give it back. Why?? You don't know the best things for you like who you would be giving it up to.
Do you have strength?? Do you have trust??
It is also like a seed huh?? The weeds of the World keep trying to block out this little mustard seed, but some will find the right way to let this plant grow up to be the biggest of them all right?? Some won't.
Neat huh??
What are you going to do???
cya. :)
Wednesday, October 2, 2013
Geesh, On Any Given Day...
Good Morning all. How's it going?? Me, I am doing okay I'd say. I am up early. I had last night off, today off, and tonight off. Pretty sweet. :) I have a bunch of stuff to do around the house today. I may watch a movie or two. Maybe I will go to a matinee. I have to pay some bills, etc... Yeah, I have to do the real life stuff too.
I was thinking my blog on any given day can really go in any direction. On a day like this my mind is wide open. Able to think of everything and anything. Oh this blog has gone on and on and on. You may think things are the same as they have always been, but they aren't. Your life is different now. You know too many things, and these are things you cannot ignore. Trapped with the truth. Decisions you will have to make. They are your decisions too, and your choices. Your desires want one thing, and your Spirit wants to do right, and be right, and make wise decisions. Your little voice has to win over you.
I will not put a blessing on the things you do in this Earthly life for your own personal gain. They matter not in the scheme of things. You know what is right, and you know the truth, and the rest is up to you right??
I think I warned a long time ago this stuff gets harder and harder as we go on. Nothing is going to get easier. Really since most people are just sitting halfway on the sideline maybe it would be easier. Yay or nay right?? Then you know where you stand, and you know the decision you made. If you are not all in, then you really are all out anyway. There is peace of mind I'd imagine knowing you made a decision, and you stand to live with the consequences. Although like the rich guy, he didn't really understand the enormity of his foolish decisions. The one with the tears did.
You are trapped by this World. Trapped by all the short-sighted things the World makes us believe. Looking for the fairy tale. Something that gives our life meaning, and us meaning. Something I can do on my own. Let me show you my worth??? We are kinda born with one penny like the lady. No matter what, you have to put it all in if you want that penny to be worth much much more. If not you just held onto it, and you know I don't even think you can buy a gum ball with it anymore.
Oh well. Tough stuff I know, but who said this was going to be easy?? There was nothing to this life, but stupid shit anyway, and then we are 6' under. Not much meaning is there?? If you look at the U.S. right now they have people from both sides holding onto stupid propaganda depending on the side, and acting like imbeciles. I mean the answers are in front of them, but they cannot see it. They let Corporations, and News channels owned by corporations, Military Propaganda blind them from what is true and what is real. What is true and what is real?? This Country is stupid, and getting stupider, and so are the people.
But hey, I am just one person who has been going on and on. Isn't it time you get off the sidelines. Aren't you tired of just being luke warm?? I have seen all there is in life to see. I have seen what you have to show me. You can learn so much more. You cannot show me anymore stuff on your own.
Oh well. I am out. laterzzz
I was thinking my blog on any given day can really go in any direction. On a day like this my mind is wide open. Able to think of everything and anything. Oh this blog has gone on and on and on. You may think things are the same as they have always been, but they aren't. Your life is different now. You know too many things, and these are things you cannot ignore. Trapped with the truth. Decisions you will have to make. They are your decisions too, and your choices. Your desires want one thing, and your Spirit wants to do right, and be right, and make wise decisions. Your little voice has to win over you.
I will not put a blessing on the things you do in this Earthly life for your own personal gain. They matter not in the scheme of things. You know what is right, and you know the truth, and the rest is up to you right??
I think I warned a long time ago this stuff gets harder and harder as we go on. Nothing is going to get easier. Really since most people are just sitting halfway on the sideline maybe it would be easier. Yay or nay right?? Then you know where you stand, and you know the decision you made. If you are not all in, then you really are all out anyway. There is peace of mind I'd imagine knowing you made a decision, and you stand to live with the consequences. Although like the rich guy, he didn't really understand the enormity of his foolish decisions. The one with the tears did.
You are trapped by this World. Trapped by all the short-sighted things the World makes us believe. Looking for the fairy tale. Something that gives our life meaning, and us meaning. Something I can do on my own. Let me show you my worth??? We are kinda born with one penny like the lady. No matter what, you have to put it all in if you want that penny to be worth much much more. If not you just held onto it, and you know I don't even think you can buy a gum ball with it anymore.
Oh well. Tough stuff I know, but who said this was going to be easy?? There was nothing to this life, but stupid shit anyway, and then we are 6' under. Not much meaning is there?? If you look at the U.S. right now they have people from both sides holding onto stupid propaganda depending on the side, and acting like imbeciles. I mean the answers are in front of them, but they cannot see it. They let Corporations, and News channels owned by corporations, Military Propaganda blind them from what is true and what is real. What is true and what is real?? This Country is stupid, and getting stupider, and so are the people.
But hey, I am just one person who has been going on and on. Isn't it time you get off the sidelines. Aren't you tired of just being luke warm?? I have seen all there is in life to see. I have seen what you have to show me. You can learn so much more. You cannot show me anymore stuff on your own.
Oh well. I am out. laterzzz
Tuesday, October 1, 2013
There I Was...
Well good afternoon all. How's it going?? Me, I guess I am doing okay. I am starting my weekend now with two nights off in a row. I don't have much planned today, actually nothing at all. I don't really have anything to blog about today either, but I did think of some things last night.
Things and ways I am different. Things you cannot understand, but I have been this way for a long time. Since before my Summer of Discontent. Anyway I was on "lunch" at work. (If lunch is such a thing at 4:00 AM. I didn't eat. :) I thought I'd see if I could take a little nap. I closed my eyes, and then my eyes in my head were wide open. I saw everything clearly. I saw who I am, and I saw everything about me can be seen. I don't get that clear of a look too often, but I spose I could get it almost whenever I want.
So, I am different. I am at an advantage. I know how people are, and how they see, because I was like that too way back in the day. You cannot see how I see. Although when you can, you will be surprised I bet. Surprised I have kept it to myself for so long. How can I tell?? What would I say??
I know some things inside you that you don't. Things you don't know, comprehend, understand etc... I leave these things for you to figure out, because it is not my place... I don't think. You have stuff to overcome. The weak little voice you has to overcome that which overpowers you.
I have lived a crazy life, and it is a crazy story, and it was a long and hard journey. I would never have made it without help, and I had to struggle, and suffer much. My whole life was to get to a point where I can help really. As the stories go though few listened, few believed, and why is that?? One wonders...
If you have been given good information though, and you hardened your hearts, and said, "Nah that can't be it." "I got my own things to do." All this is to teach you the power of forgiveness. A power we don't have in us. We cannot do these good things on our own, because we were born into this World. This World is a World of hate where whatever teachings/propaganda of Society we hold onto, they just make us dislike other people. We are better than them.
You are not where you should be as a person ,because you cannot make yourself that way. I am open, and let everything about me be seen, because that is what the journey was about. Trust nothing, but one. Take all the Security blankets away from me, and I still stay strong. When I go to do my final thing I will still have help. The one who overcame lost everything. He had nothing to hold onto. Remember his last words??? That was gone. It will be gone for me too, but I will have him.
Hard stuff to do. A lot to learn. You haven't done anything yet, and you haven't seen anything yet.
You hold onto though. You know why you hold on??? Because you are weak. You cannot overcome you. You've been given good information. Trust, strength, etc... you do not have.
I have come all this way to be not much help at all. I get it though. Our lives are kinda important to us in ways. We trust ourselves, and we can make things good?? There is always time?? Let me just do this one thing?? Me, me, me, huh??
A long ways to go folks, and the first step is a doozy huh?? Remember that Raiders of the Lost Ark film, where he had to take that step blindly?? Pretty apropos huh??
Oh well, I am done. Doing nothing today. :) Happy Weekend to all. ;)
Things and ways I am different. Things you cannot understand, but I have been this way for a long time. Since before my Summer of Discontent. Anyway I was on "lunch" at work. (If lunch is such a thing at 4:00 AM. I didn't eat. :) I thought I'd see if I could take a little nap. I closed my eyes, and then my eyes in my head were wide open. I saw everything clearly. I saw who I am, and I saw everything about me can be seen. I don't get that clear of a look too often, but I spose I could get it almost whenever I want.
So, I am different. I am at an advantage. I know how people are, and how they see, because I was like that too way back in the day. You cannot see how I see. Although when you can, you will be surprised I bet. Surprised I have kept it to myself for so long. How can I tell?? What would I say??
I know some things inside you that you don't. Things you don't know, comprehend, understand etc... I leave these things for you to figure out, because it is not my place... I don't think. You have stuff to overcome. The weak little voice you has to overcome that which overpowers you.
I have lived a crazy life, and it is a crazy story, and it was a long and hard journey. I would never have made it without help, and I had to struggle, and suffer much. My whole life was to get to a point where I can help really. As the stories go though few listened, few believed, and why is that?? One wonders...
If you have been given good information though, and you hardened your hearts, and said, "Nah that can't be it." "I got my own things to do." All this is to teach you the power of forgiveness. A power we don't have in us. We cannot do these good things on our own, because we were born into this World. This World is a World of hate where whatever teachings/propaganda of Society we hold onto, they just make us dislike other people. We are better than them.
You are not where you should be as a person ,because you cannot make yourself that way. I am open, and let everything about me be seen, because that is what the journey was about. Trust nothing, but one. Take all the Security blankets away from me, and I still stay strong. When I go to do my final thing I will still have help. The one who overcame lost everything. He had nothing to hold onto. Remember his last words??? That was gone. It will be gone for me too, but I will have him.
Hard stuff to do. A lot to learn. You haven't done anything yet, and you haven't seen anything yet.
You hold onto though. You know why you hold on??? Because you are weak. You cannot overcome you. You've been given good information. Trust, strength, etc... you do not have.
I have come all this way to be not much help at all. I get it though. Our lives are kinda important to us in ways. We trust ourselves, and we can make things good?? There is always time?? Let me just do this one thing?? Me, me, me, huh??
A long ways to go folks, and the first step is a doozy huh?? Remember that Raiders of the Lost Ark film, where he had to take that step blindly?? Pretty apropos huh??
Oh well, I am done. Doing nothing today. :) Happy Weekend to all. ;)
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