Coffee And A Blog...

Hello, and good morning all.  How's it going??  Me, I am doing pretty good.  I am up this morning, and I took a good look around.  I realize I got a crap load to do today.  YIKES!!  Grass needs to be cut, dishes need to be done, laundry needs to be done.   I have to get a little run in with the Hopester.   YIKES.   I work tonight too. 

Anyway I don't have a lot on my mind right now.  Yesterday was a good fun day.   I slept til 3PM which is a record I believe.   I went shopping for the dinner I wanted to make.  Listened to music.  I got a message from job #2 for some more work coming my way if I want it.   I want.   I switched positions at the grocery store which will cut down some of my hours there, so picking up more hours at job #2 = perfect.  I get paid more at job #2 too, so win win really. 

Hold on, I am going to get me some coffee, and I will brb. 

Okay I got me some coffee.  So what are you guys up to.  How is life going for you??  Expectations vs. reality is quite a thing huh??  Inside us all are many many many many expectations.   Expectations differ quite a bit from reality. 

Inside us are things like soul mate, and unconditional love, and happily ever after.  Things like that.   Those things are not real.  People are not perfect so to seek out the perfect life is really silly.   A lot of that crap has fucked people up forever.   Promises of Nationalism, and Capitalism, and any other ism being the end all philosophy also limits us to the truth too. 

We were born into this World destined to be messed up.   All our learning probably messed us up more.   All we have to read, and all we have to look at is less than perfect.  All avenues lead to some more imperfect stuff.   There is only one avenue which leads to the perfect, but the promise of all false avenues still entice people. 

Why??  Because how can we trust what we cannot see??  We cannot see the future, and all we know is the way of Society.  The way of the imperfect.   It is all we have the courage to trust too. 

I get it.  I get how this blog is too, because I once very long ago was just like you.   To get me to open my eyes took A LOT.   I forget how me being different makes so much so easy. 

The thing that probably scared me the most in my life is probably the thing that currently makes me the strongest.  I am open.  I am seen, and what I thought I needed way back when I didn't.   Do you have any idea how blind and ignorant I was throughout my whole journey??  Eventually that one Summer I saw the end game, but how to get there I had no idea.   I was willing to work for it, and more than anything it is a waiting game. 

Remember that one lady who "warned" me, you must have the patience of Job.  Well, that crap is easy to me now, because I am on the other side of Job's ordeals.   The tough stuff has been done.   The suffering has been done, and things are good for me. 

It is your time now to go through the tough stuff.   Ya gotta be willing.   The tough stuff is what I have been saying all along.   Just the truth.   The truth of you, and your life, and all those typsa things.  

A personal journey of yours that has almost nothing to do with your day to day, and your Worldly goals.   Those are just some of the silly things in your mind you feel are important. 

So anyway, I don't really have much today.   I have a lot to do though.  

I don't know how this goes from here to be honest.   I watch, and wait though.  I help when I can, but the superficial crap I hope you believe me when I say I couldn't care less.   I am unimpressed, and don't give a crap.   I had my own life to deal with, and I did it successfully.   It is your turn.  

Keep it real.  Stay strong.   Don't presume anything you do is of any importance.   It isn't. 

That is it for today!!!    :)

Thanks for reading!!!    :)

Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!!    :)

xo's!!!    :)

Love You All!!!    :)))

p.s.  What to make for dinner tonight???  Hmmmnm...

Love You All  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Ya'All are the best  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

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Now for really really cya cya cya   :D    :D  

It Is Morning Here in the Hamptons.

Hello, and good morning all.  How's it going??  Me, I am doing pretty good.  It is morning, I am up, I will drink some coffee, and go for a run in a bit. 

So what have I been doing, and what have I been up to?  Not much at all.  I run a bit.  If I had a spark of something I felt like accomplishing I would run more, but that spark isn't there.  It isn't far away, I would just need to turn on the switch.  Will I??  I don't know. 

It doesn't make me any more or any less of a person.   My life will go in any direction.  It does not matter.  I labor for you, but really I don't do any labor, because it is all done for me.  Yesterday was a perfect case in point.   I woke up from my sleep, and I had nothing on my mind.   I tried to blog, but just deleted it, because it was just garbage.   More than the typical garbage you may find on here.   :) 

The day went along, and things happened.   No plan of mine, and still shit got done.   What we are doing is looking at the World from different angles.  Everyone grows up being a part of this World, and really ya gotta step out to look at it.   In our hearts, and in our minds are fairy tales.  We wanna live 'em, and we wanna have 'em.  Sadly the truth of life is so much different than that. 

We all want our heroes, and they aren't here.   We want someone to look up to, and they are not here.   We want to accomplish something, but there is nothing to accomplish.   Haven't I said all this before. 

Let's take a good hard and honest look at your life.   What are you doing??   What are you accomplishing??   How does that make this World, this life, and others better?? 

It doesn't.   We are born into this World, and there is nothing we will do of any significance.  I know you lie to yourself saying you are important.   What you do is important etc... 

What is your motivation??   Why do you do the things you do??  Who are you impressing??  What major things are being done by you?? 

So many questions in life.   Why are you not a better person??  How would you go about being a better person??   Why in our hearts is there so much "don't give a shit".   What would make us give a shit??

I have lived a horrible, and yet tremendous life.  I've learned many things, and seen many things you would never ever believe.  It was a horrible path, but I guess I had to learn how to live naked like Adam without fear.  How does one go about doing that??  In my case I had to go through a large number of ordeals.   Hidden shit no one saw, and no one knew.   A solo journey, and a solo life I could tell no one.   Maybe at times before that bugged me, but my path gave me courage.   It gave me strength, and it gave me trust.  

Those are good things, and can you imagine living in a World where you don't ever 2nd guess??  Only reason one would 2nd guess stuff is if they were the manipulator of their own personal story here on Earth.   Well, I will tell you what, we don't have very good vision.   Your 5 and 10 year plans are silly.   Your reading the tea leaves of how the future will unfold is silly.

What is it that makes us so arrogant as to be "all that"??

Inside us all is a boisterous voice.  It knows shit.  Knows things, and knows the way to damn near everything.   It is a voice of lies.   That little voice inside you is the one you should listen to, but you don't like it.

You are too fabulous to want to listen to that one.   It speaks the truth, but we grew up away from the truth.   We were enslaved to this World to believe other things.  Anything, but the simple truth which is inside us.   Takes a lot of string pulling to get to the little voice inside us.   Why??   The World overpowers us.   Our Demons overpower us.  

Dammit we wanna feel fabulous, and we wanna be all that, but it is a different path than what you expect to get there.  

I know I blog in vain, because you all want to hold onto your life, but this shit will get done somehow someway.   It won't be because of me, but I am a vessel used to help in ways.  

Not my plan, and not my doing.   I am too stupid, and blind to be able to do anything.   You all need stuff, and I help in ways, but I don't know how, and I am just a blind idiot as to how things are working.

Yesterday was a good day of me learning about me and my place.  

That makes me happy.   Even I need a little bit of that I guess, because this shit is taking way longer than I ever expected.   Why??   Time is a question for all of us.   Something we don't really understand, and there is only one who can transcend time.   That is good vision.  That is the best vision, but you don't trust him.   You only trust yourself... still.

I know I know you are nuts.   :)

That is all I got for today.

Time for a bit of a run.

Have a good one.   :)   xoxoxo   

This Will Be The Worst Post Ever...

Hello, and good morning all.  How's it going??  Me, ehhh.   I am not even sure if I will publish this, because I have a feeling it will suck.  I don't keep a journal either, so if I don't publish, I delete. 

I have no notebooks or anything of shit I have written, because why have shit you will never look at again??  Speaking of, I should probably throw away all my vcr tapes I have.   ;) 

Anyway, what is going on with me??  Not a damn thing.   This year is way way different than in years past, because I don't blog much anymore.   It is always if I feel like doing it when I wake up. 

Today is different, because I don't particularly feel like blogging, but I was planning on going to work around 10:00 anyway so I got time.   I do write shit in other areas for the public to see, (if they want). 

I seem to complain a lot about the World these days.  In my formative years of who I am now I looked at the World.   I threw away everything I learned to that point, to look at it objectively.  I had a job, and no debt, besides College debt at the time, and I was searching what to do. 

I didn't grab some part of the World, and hold on, and say this is what I will be about.   Was I happy?  No.   The one thing I wanted at this time was to be the best person ever.  I was going to work for it.   I kinda started a life of living solo.  No girlfriends, and not a lot of close friends around either.   Just me, and this person who I WAS GOING TO MAKE into the best person ever.   What ever that means.

In my  mind I guess I had a little idea of what that means.  Someway a turn was made, and I had no idea the significance of it.  I must have been through the eye of the needle already before I was made aware of the significance of my turn, because in my zest for learning, out of the blue I have to suffer for 6 days. 

Inside me lived the worst of the worst.  Persecuted for 6 days straight, telling me I was to be the Anti-Christ and shit like that.  Seeing the worst of human nature very clearly, because when you view your shitty end, you see things more clear.   I was definitely different at this point, and some of the things people may wish for I lived.   Probably like 6 hours of sleep for 6 days, and if I ate, it was just because.  All the things you think you need to live I didn't need at that time. 

It wasn't fun at all.  It was horrible, and the way my heart was during this time I realize I was helped along this way.  I was a better person at this point than if I were on my own.  To recover from this took some more help, and I had it. 

I was clothed (spiritually speaking) for a brief while.   Full to the brim where nothing can hurt me.   I could do no wrong, and that was taken all away.   That was scary too, because I could not go back to those 6 days.   I was taught those 6 days were for a reason.   The worst of the worst came back for a split second, only to be cast out.  Ohhhh, now I see who is in charge. 

A narrow path for me for sure.   I had to be obedient.   I learned the consequences of disobedience, and although my heart is rebellious for sure, I was obedient.   When life puts you in a corner (outside the garbage room at Bromenn Healthcare) I did what I was supposed to do.   I was pissed, but I knew the right thing to do, and I did it.   So started my horrible Summer. 

You know this story, and it is easy for me to talk about, and easy for me to remember. 

I did ask that one question "why did you let me get so far away"?  To save more lives.  Not that I do that in any way mind you, but I am here for a purpose.   It isn't to do some worthless shit on this Earth, but to do other things.  When my path was brightened I said I was willing to follow.   Is there any other choice?? 

When my road was closed, and it came time to try and hold onto my life and save it I said "Your will"

A heart strengthened not of my own doing.  Following a path not of my own making.  To have a life for a purpose.   Having the dead years between the promise, and the start up again.   Remember my explanation of that. 

All of this has been done for a purpose, and it sure wasn't my purpose.   I didn't write this story, and I am not the manipulator of events to make certain outcomes of this life. 

Those who hold onto their life are lacking trust.   I spent a whole year stressing trust.   Those who try to hold onto some type of fake "good life" in this horrible world lack strength.  I also stressed that for a whole year or more.   Those who listen to reason, but believe only in themselves, and some cartoon form of life they want to create are afraid of the truth. 

I told you this shit was hard.   It is hard, because faith is perfected through what??   There is a point where not only is faith perfected, but faith and perfection meet, but that will be a story for another day.   Gotta go to Hell before you get the good stuff sorta.   I have been given a lot though, and I have given you a lot.   It seems like so very little, and really it is very little, because I don't need a lot to do what I am supposed to. 

My path led me to strength and trust.  A heart that was placed in good hands.   Not to be perfect, but to be real.  

Like I said perfection comes after one more step. 

All this I have said before, and I have shown you the way.   The only way, but people still hold on.   If only we could work our way to a better us.   That would be so much easier huh??   Then we would have some sort of control.   We would be the light of our path, instead of placing our path in the hands of another. 

I see the story of this life.  How it has gone on since forever, and All are guilty really.   In the age of Noah only a few believed that crack pot.   He was a silly man with a silly story.   You know what side you would be on right??   as of now anyway...

Why that way??  If my path was so narrow, how could you still have hope??

The story is about forgiveness.   The lesson you have to learn.   My path was much tougher, because I wasn't afforded your luxury.  The only hope I had was I was still alive, so I guess there is hope.  

There was no one around to teach me these things either.   A solo journey, not of my own choosing, and not of my own making.   I will have a title of honor placed upon me, and actually it already was.  It is what keeps you staying/coming back to me.  

Anyhooo, I guess I will publish it.

Later all. :) 

Gotsta work.   I did most of my extra stuff yesterday, so today should be a piece of cake. 

Have a good one.   :)

xoxo. 

Comfort In Numbers??

I don't know if I have anything to write about, but maybe I do.  My title came to my mind, because I think people try to live that.  Comfort in numbers.  I have a group of similar minded individuals.   We believe many of the same things, and are interested in many of the same things, so we are good. 

Only problem with numbers is our end, none of them will be around.  Your life is only you.  No one else.   I don't care if you are married and have kids or anything like that, your life is all about you.  Throw the numbers away. 

You cannot say, yeah I was a part of this group.  Means nothing.   Your life, your actions your deeds.  Now it is time to answer to them.   Throw whatever group shit you think is important, because when all the light shines directly on you, what do you have to say?? 

I know I know, you want to say, well we did this and that.   Throw your whole life away actually.   All the time you spend doing whatever you do.  None of it matters, and there are no points.  Points come from things unseen, and things you don't control.   This life was not yours to keep.  It wasn't for you to hold onto.  There are no justifications, and things like that, there is only you. 

You have been given good information that came at a price.   A life I had to live to get to this point, but you hold onto you.   You hold onto your life with zero points, because it is all you know, and all you trust. 

I think a life looked at from your eyes.  Your thoughts, and your actions, what does it say??  What have you done??  You don't make this World a better place, because that ain't happening.   You don't make people's lives any better, because you are too selfish.   You haven't scored any points where life is all about the points scored.   You are on a path to continue being shut out in the game of life too. 

Don't you think this stuff is important to think about??   You belong to no group, and no Country, and no community in reality, because you answer for you.   No one else, and groups and Country etc... don't even show up on the last day.  They have no bearing on anything at all. 

You live in the dark, because you are afraid.  Rightfully afraid too, because the World will judge you.   We will judge you, but if you did the Right things, and made the right turn, you will be given everything you need.  

Right now you have nothing of what you need, because you hold onto you, your group, your life, and this World.   All of which mean and stand for nothing. 

A tough message here I have to tell you about yes.   Only the strong survive, and all of you are too weak.  You use the World as your crutch, and it is the World you have to overcome.   Only one was strong enough for that.  It ain't you either.   I can fucking guarantee you that.

That is it for today!!!    :)

Thanks for reading!!!    :)

Hope Everyone has a pretty shitty day.   :)

Later.   

Who Cares About Post Titles? My Coffee is Done, and I Am Going To Get It... So there!

Hello, and good morning all How's it going??  Me, I am doing pretty good.  I got a lot of sleep last night, I don't have to work til late.  I'll take the Hopester for a little run in a bit, so what is one to complain about?? 

Well, I do have a blog, and have had one for a number of years.   Geesh, I don't even know why I started one in the first place.  I think I did that Sunday after spending a whole day reading the running blogs.  Having no idea where that was headed, I blogged almost every day.   I had no idea if anyone read it, and some must have, because I would wake up every day to blog.  I would write whatever, and it probably wasn't a horrible blog. 

If I could tell you now why I did heimleblog I couldn't tell you.  It ended horribly, and with a deletion, and also with a Marathon PR, if I remember correctly.  I remember seeing a little bit of people's lives that summer.  Friends coming over, and telling of their lives in the younger years.   Anyway I deleted that blog, because I was being judged.  That blog did get weird, and I was a bit of a different person back then.   Every day would get bad at times during the day.   The sad music at work would damn near kill me.   I mourned a death twice that Summer, and I was pretty sure that damn near could have killed me.  I saw glimpses of the inside of everyone's soul at one time.   What all the people felt deep down. 

It isn't what you think either.  It isn't this fire to accomplish goals, and all the other superficial crap you think your worth is tied up in.  Inside everyone's soul is a thief on the cross.   Once you get to the point where you view your life like the thief on the cross did there is nothing but sadness in you. 

The World hides all that from you, because the World is full of Disney cartoons, and coloring books, and all the other crap this fake and horrible World is made up of. 

So how do you get to the point where you stop depending on all the unreal bullshit in the World, and start seeing the truth of life, and more importantly the truth of YOU, and your life?? 

If only someone would have given up their coin long ago to follow a different path.  If only they would follow a path of suffering, but also a path of learning, and was willing to take time out of his day to point you in the right direction??  Wouldn't that make things so much easier??

Well, no I guess it doesn't.  I didn't know everyone was Saints already.  I didn't know they did no wrong.   I didn't know more interesting, and fulfilling to them was a path of zero points, and superficial goals, and the truth of life is the last thing you want to see.

I didn't know you want to hide in your protected small World.  Hide in your shell, because to show our less than perfect self is the last thing you want to do. 

I've invested years in this stupid thing here, and it hasn't done a damn thing.   Isn't that crazy??

The best part of all though is I still get to wake up like this every morning.   What you do does not affect me, but I bet if I stopped doing this it would affect you. 

Is that confidence, arrogance, or being assured. 

Well, if one were to take a look at the previous years, from the end of the journey on I would say confidence and being assured. 

Why??  I gave up my coin.  My path led me to spots where I had the strength to say "Your will be done".   Even if it was to my own detriment.   A strength given me, that you can never in a million years no matter what you do, come up with on your own. 

That is why your lives are lived in quiet desperation.  It is because they mean nothing, and you know as well as I do, everyone at some point can be put on a pedestal, but there is only one way to go from there. 

Pedestals aren't real.   My path only leads to the real, and the truth, and that my friends I cannot take credit for.   I gave up my one coin, and that was for a better coin.   I have been given a lot, although on the outside it probably looks like nothing.  

That is how I am winning.  

That is how it is good to be me.   :)

Laterzzzzzzzzzzz all.   xoxoxoxo     xxxxx

MWAH!!   :))

LOL.   Have a good one.   :)

A Little Bit Of This And A Little Bit Of That...

Hello, and good morning all.  How's it going?? Me, I am doing pretty good, except it is still morning so I didn't get enough sleep.   Especially since I work a zillion hours this weekend between both jobs. 

Anyway not too too much going on with me.  I'll go to bed after dinner, which I will start prepping after this here update.  I will try and fall asleep somewhere between 5 and 6:00.  Big goal is work tonight, and if tired get some sleep, go to 2nd job, and hopefully get some more sleep when I get home, before I go back to job #1.  It is a glam life no doubt, but days are days, and a long weekend of working probably isn't the worst thing for me.  On the weekends we tend to spend more money than during the week.  Also I am a lazy worthless piece of crap anyway on the weekends a lot if I am not working. 

Now in years past I would run on the weekends, but I have been battling injuries for the last couple years, so that isn't the case.  Having said that though, I did run 3 times this week so far.  Just short little 2 milers, and everything seems okay.   I don't know what that means for my future with running, but I know you folks want to keep up to date on this type of stuff.   ;) 

So as life is going on I see there is a mess happening in Iraq.  I don't watch the news, and most of my news comes from bits of social networking whichever way that is leaning, or Google news.  I'll check Google news every day or two. 

I think Iraq is a big deal.  It is a hornets nest.  Kurds are making a piece for their territory.  I hear Iran wants to get involved, and what do you make of it.   A country in a state of Anarchy one would imagine. 

We got there in the first place with the warning you break it you own it.  Unless of course it is too expensive to own then you leave it in a worse spot than what it was. 

What is your view of the World??   A going concern??  Something that will be around for Generations??  Is there soooo much hate in the World the people need a good blood letting?? 

You have All the Religions preaching the wrong things, and teaching the wrong things.  This is the best we can do as people though.   A paradise in this World we cannot make, because hate and anger is a good motivator, and our hearts are really not able to do much else.  

It is a bad World out there, and people are angry.  Just in our Country the Left hate the right, and the right hate the left, because of ideological differences.  Both ideologies are flawed, and imperfect, and do not make a better state of affairs for anyone anyway. 

We pick sides though, because that is all we know.  If a house divided cannot stand what would the logic formula be for a World divided?? 

Good information is hard to come by.  All the stuff we read, and view on the t.v. is biased in a certain viewpoint.  I've said step out of all we learned, and look at things objectively.  Throw all the crap you learned out, and be courageous to look at every thing with your own eyes.  Not they eyes of someone else.

The proud and arrogant never ever believe they ever do a wrong thing, and they believe in their powers of deduction etc...  Why would you want to follow someone like that??

You show me someone who has been humbled, and I bet he or she has learned a lot.

It is the old Khien Pham story, and the Doctor who fucked up my step-mom's medicine.  Khien had the learning of life, and the Doctor had the learning of books.   The puller of the strings of life is the better teacher for those who have eyes, and those who have ears, but you gotta use 'em.

Remember that?  Well strings have been pulled for you.   You've been given good information, but as far as I can tell it has gone of deaf ears, and what can I do??

That is it for today!!!    :)

Thanks for reading!!!    :)

Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!!    :)

xo's!!!     :)

Love You All!!!    :)))

p.s.  I don't know if people read this every day, but thanks for the feedback Hal, Dan, and John for my last post.   I thought it was pretty good.   Better than this one.   :)

Love You All  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Ya'All are the best  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

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Now for really really cya cya cya    :D    :D     

Olives, Bluebirds, Canadia, And Other Things You Probably Think Are Real. ;)

Hello, and good afternoon all.  How's it going??  Me, I am doing pretty good.   It is another rainy day out.  I am off.  I don't have anything planned, so I may read some, and maybe watch a movie.  I bought the 2nd part of the insurgent, Divergent books.  First one was pretty good.  Author isn't the best, but a good story.  I may go see if that movie is out in video. 

I also got stuff for dinner.  Just an easy ravioli meal with italian sausage, and sauce, and garlic bread.  Takes nothing to make, and I can have it done by the time Lisa gets home from work. 

So that is another day in my life done.   Just as pointless as the day before.  :)  I ran yesterday, and so far so good.  I noticed at work last night I may be getting better.  

Picture a couple things.   Sitting Indian Native American style.  Don't want to offend anyone you know.  Well before my knees were not bending that way.  It wasn't going to happen.  Now picture sitting with your butt on your heels.   That wasn't happening either.  I swear last night I was close to doing that without any effects.  So that was kind of crazy.  Didn't expect that.  The pain I felt wasn't a tight muscle pain or anything like that, it was oh, this is like an injury pain.  So anyway, maybe getting better. 

So, what are you up to.   Geesh, this blog goes against the wind.   Against the current, and I'd imagine it puts people in a pretty difficult spot. 

Questions like what does make a person a better person?  How does one go about doing that??   Many will try and out work some, and out sacrifice some, but how does that give you a better heart.  It just makes you busy.  Like a mouse running on his wheel.

Life is such a busy busy thing, and probably getting busier.   Kids, and marriages, and jobs, and Mondays, and futures.   Aren't you friggen tired??  I mean I know how you think.  Life, WIIFM??

The answer is nothing.   There is nothing here for you.  Oh, I know many people are just little kids still.  I want, I want, and I want.  I asked what is the best direction, and it is a simple answer.   Simple pimple, but people are hard of hearing, and hard of seeing.   The truth is right in front of you, but you just gotta see huh??  

People put their faith in people.   Follow along blindly the things that have been handed down from Generation to Generation.  People mostly have good intentions to do good, but you know you split an atom, and maybe someone goes and blows up a city.

The World is divided.  Country vs. Country.  Bad information is everywhere, and I don't care what country you live in.  Good information is only the truth, and the truth is this World is a bad place.   People do shit they wish they didn't.   They are selfish a lot more than they would wish.   People get angry, and get mean, and we all just want to feel good about ourselves, and like we are heading in the right direction.

WIIFM is the wrong direction, but our hearts are made that way.

To find the path that takes us to a better version of ourselves.  Does anything else matter??  Trophies, papers of accreditation, plaques, Awards for Employee of the whatever??

No it doesn't, but our minds are poisoned from all the crap we learned our whole life.  Our hearts are poisoned, because humans were never really that good.  We are selfish people.

To get past the WIIFM part you know how to do.   Ya kinda got to get over yourself though.

Remember the dying man's last wishes.  Once you are better what will you do first??

"I want to do good"

It is everyone's path as their life is viewed via the thief on the cross.   I wish I was better.   That is why you have to get over yourself, because you will not be any different.   It is a very good thing you learn these things now too.   Before it is too late.

That is it for today!!!    :)

Thanks for reading!!!    :)

Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!!    :)

xo's!!!    :)

Love You All!!!    :)))

p.s.  You know sometimes rainy days are pretty cool.

Love You All  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Ya'All are the best  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

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Extras of these  xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Now for really really cya cya cya    :D     :D