Wowzers!!! :)

I have a feeling I threw up a couple doozies, or maybe no one reads this stupid thing.  I'd be the last to know.  :)   Anyway, how you all doing??  Me, I am doing pretty good.  I am going to fill up my coffee real quick, and gotta rush a bit to be honest.  Today is a day I wanna try and run to and from work.  Running home from work ain't no big deal, but getting everything for the run to work is the big deal.  We will see.  All kindsa other issues too, like running too many days in a row, and stuff like that.  So hold on, I will brb.  oopsie.  I may have to make poo poo too, so the wait may be longer than you expect.   ;)

Life is a bitch.  Remember all those times throughout your life when life was really fricken hard??  High School, puberty, being a kid.  That is us.  That is our true self.  The one who is confused, and unsure, insecure in ways.  Girls wanting to be skinny, because that they saw was the best a girl could be.  Guys wanting to be strong, and stoic, but being something else entirely.  Everyone wants to grab onto something, because we want to feel good someway.  So we have this life, and much is boring, because like I said life is pretty stupid.  We are enslaved in so many ways.  Enslaved to our jobs, to ourself, and our less than perfect ways.  We are enslaved to our hatreds etc...  We are jerks.  We don't like all people the same.  We have our favs, and our non-favs.  I think in our view we have an ideal person of who we'd like to be, and we will always strive for that... maybe, but will never attain on our own.  So when you look at yourself, trust and believe in your doubts, and fears, and insecurities, and all the stuff that makes you feel not strong, because it is in our weakness where we find strength.  When we look at others and their stupid lives, realize that doesn't really bring anything to the table, although they still are stupid, and so are their lives.  :)  Some people are just the worst.  You have that???  Some people you don't even like looking at??   Ahhhhhh, welcome to the jerk side.  :)  One of the things we all share in common.  We are mean fricken people.  Life is hard on everybody, but there is only one who is able to see through our flaws.  Our eyes go surface deep.  We look on the outside, and one looks on the inside, and he has given you a view of your inside, and trust me, one thing we all have in common, it ain't that fucking great.  :)

That is it for today!!!   :)

Thanks for reading!!!   :)

Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!!   :)

xo's!!!   :)

Love You All!!!   :)))

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