For whatever reason this week is going good. I got a lot of the errands done yesterday after work, I had well over 30,000 steps, I ran short for 3 days in a row. I've been able to get up early, I made dinner, and did dishes. I had time to chill, and it says I fell asleep at 6:37. I have a few more days, and Summer is basically over.
Today is a workout day, and not sure what after. Not a lot on my mind right now. I feel pretty good.
Ohmigosh, I really have nothing on my mind. Nothing I am concerned with. Nothing I feel angry about. I have a day before me that won't be too different than most. I will work, eat, and sleep. The pressures of the World seem so far away. In life I am sure there is stress, but I have very little if any. I can't really walk in those shoes. A life of stress shoes.
You know how some people start a weekend, and just unwind? Do whatever, and on Monday realize they spent way too much money. It's kinda an escape from reality. All the worries taken away for a bit. I don't ever really do that. I never escape, cuz I have nothing to escape from. That is how my heart is light. There are no burdens. Nothing really I am concerned with.
In this way you cannot walk in my shoes, and I cannot walk in yours. We are different. I cannot even bridge the gap between us. There is nothing I can do about it. I guess eventually we do bridge that gap, but how I have no idea. I absolutely have no idea how that plays out. I do know just the final thing I must do. I don't really think about it. I wonder if things change suddenly like in the past? The hidden things no longer hidden.
Afterwards I know I will no longer have a comic book understanding. Everything is real at that point. I'll have understanding. All words will carry a good amount of weight.
That's kinda scary huh? How many words does just this blog have? I have that warning too. Our hearts can lead us down foolish avenues. Maybe this blog was supposed to be done a while ago.
My heart isn't concerned. I'll just have to accept what comes my way.
Anyway, today I guess I'll have a day. It shouldn't be too stressful. Most aren't. (All)
Laterzzzzzzzz. :)
xoxo. :)
xxoo. :)
Byeeeeeeeee. :)))
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