Let Go

Hello, and good morning. How's it going??  Me, I am doing good. I thought I'd sleep in again today,  but I guess I am up.

Not much really going on with me. Yesterday was a pretty good day. My Monday was longer than normal,  but Christmas is coming up, so all days can be longer. I am doing my part to finally win this long,  drawn out War, on X-mas.  ;)

Anyway my title is let go, cuz that is kinda what I thought about yesterday at work. I was having a day. Not a concern on my mind at all. Just a nice path laid before me. I can do as I choose,  and good will come from it.

I don't have to outsmart the World. I don't have to manipulate people to make ends come out the way I want them. Who is that smart anyway? 

As to questions of me I am not perfect. An imperfect vessel that has no fear of my imperfections. Throughout the decades we all have lived a life. An imperfect life. I at a young age went a different way. What seems so hard back then,  seems so easy now.

I didn't know the future. I didn't know my story that was being made. When I thought I was the best a person can be, I was going to do so many good things.

I found out relatively quickly I wasn't the best a person can be. Now I know I can do nothing. It all has to be done for me. Points were not mine to make, but I needed points.

All sacrifices, and labor are done in vain. To be alive is to feel invincible kinda. To labor is to feel like you are doing something. Our hearts we cannot control,  and they aren't great.

Life is about so much more than what we can do. The truth of our existence is there is nothing of value we can do. We do stuff within this World. The deeds we must do you don't even know.

As long as I've been doing this we were supposed to make progress. We haven't yet. I think part of the problem is people want to show their greatness. We aren't. Life is here to break the few. Many can get the message,  but few will act.

The wilderness is here to set the record straight.

No one really cares. I assume nothing these days, cuz that too is just a strength of me.

This story will be played out. Not by me manipulating events. I can't do that. In the end I am just a messenger. Speaking a message that isn't mine. This isn't my story. I went after a different coin decades ago.

Like I said it seemed so hard all this time. These days it's easy. 

Anyhoooo

Have a good one.  :)

xoxoxoxoxo.  :)