For Jake and Jacob

Part of this is for Jake the Snake, who btw is not a snake. Just a run if the mill kinda guy.  Living life, and growing up normally as we all do. Life throws shit our way, and we always won't be perfect, but he is as normal as anyone. We went out to breakfast yesterday, and had a good chat. He commented on my blog before, and got nothing in return.

As a man of patience though I add him and his family. I don't know his family, and I think yesterday was the first time I got to know him.

As for Jacob one of my 4 bosses I guess.  I have a blog, and I write what is in my heart. I always thought I'd tell you this, but I never have. It never really came to mind. After Super Bowl Sunday my bridge fell out. I have 3 teeth currently missing in the front if my mouth. It will cost like $3000 to fix, and I don't have $3000. So I am currently walking the Earth in shame I guess.

I do have a promise all for good, so I don't stress too much about it. I'll fix it when I can, and after next week we will be all caught up on bills, and bringing in a good amount more than we *should* spend. ;)

So yeah this blog goes a certain way and one if the ways it goes is looking on the inside. I don't look in the mirror while smiling, cuz I don't want to see the gap in the front of my mouth.

I think it is weird a man of honesty wouldn't tell you this before, but blog time is blog time. I write what is in my heart, and that is shit from the inside. God looks on the inside, and he knows guys surf porn and jack off. Girls do whatever it is they do.

My I side is known. I may be ashamed of my gap in the mirror, but I am not ashamed about anything about me on the inside.  I am not perfect, but I am accepted. I will be perfect, and that probably won't be the best job I ever had to do. All the things I know that are hidden will not be hidden anymore.

So I clear the air. I think at one time I said bloggers in their own way are kinda rock stars. I am not a rock star if people think that.

Just a dude walking the earth, and as the acceptance of society goes I probably on the outside look like a loser.

I helped my neighbor named Steve yesterday. He was missing half his fucking teeth, and he was black. I didn't think twice about if. Seemed like a decent enough guy to me.  :)

So yeah, I ain't all fabulous, and I ain't a rock star. Lisa and I do pretty well, and we surely can take whatever life throws at us.

Tbh I was worried about my bridge when it came loose. I knew all for good, but come on. I was an avid flosser and everything. As it turns out this blog is about what is on the inside, and I am not really worried about the outside, although I probably weigh marathon pr weight. Between 165-170 is my guess. I never weigh myself, and I may never again. I don't worry about that shit.

I give you this info for Jacob, cuz people worry about outside shit.  This blog is for Jake too, cuz he let me know some inside shit that most people try to hide.

This here is for you, cuz my insides were made pretty good by someone other than me:

That is it for today!!!   :)

Thanks for reading!!!    :)

Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!!   :)

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p.s.  A lot of our life is hidden.  Shame??  Embarrassment??  Both??

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MWAH.  :)))

Now for really really cya cya cya    :D   :D