I Know I Know, but It Feels Different...

Good Morning All.  How's it going??  Me, I am doing pretty good.  I have been thinking the last day or two that things seem different.  I always have a dark cloud hanging over my head of what needs to be done.  It hinders me in ways to what I want to do, and what I am willing to do.

So as everyone wants to start off the New Year on a positive note, I feel different.  Like I can really strive to be a better version of myself.  Really just in how I live and how I am.  I can be more active.  I can be more well rounded.  After continually getting injured by training for the big distances, and trying to get the big miles, I can throw that out the window.  It isn't working, and I don't have the money to do all the fancy massage, ART, and whatever other crap people do.  I don't take ice baths, and whatever.  So I should just accept the hand that has been dealt.  At least as I see it.

Maybe this year I can focus on the shorter stuff.  5K's and 10K's and such.  I can do more of those, because let's face it, I haven't been racing much anyway.  Maybe I can focus on getting some of those shorter distance PR's.

I know on Jan 1. everyone feels like they want to start their life over.  I know in years past I wanted to blog every day, and comment on every blog I read.  Well, that ain't going to happen.  This year I want to be a better version of myself.  Get in a little bit better shape.  Strength wise, and speed wise.  I feel I have the desire to do that.  Over the last several years I haven't gained much weight at all.  A bit I am sure.  I don't step on the scale, but my clothes still fit.  Most are a little big actually, so I think It won't take a huge effort for me to become just a little better.  I want to put in a good effort though, so that all looks positive.

Things that will remain the same are this blog.  Your lives will be interesting this year I am sure, because there is a lot to do, and sometimes life happens in a way so our eyes can become opened.  Whatever that entails.

We will see.

I will be here though.  I always watch, and wait, and look to see what is happening.

You know me.  :)

That is it for today!!!    :)

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Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!!    :)

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p.s.  I decided to take today off from work as it turns out.

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