Hello, and good morning?? How's it going?? Me, I am doing pretty good. I guess I threw up a zinger yesterday, and actually it seems to me that is the case more than not these days. Now you see my job, and how hard it is. It is impossibly hard, and to tell you the truth I am just a vessel being used. I have no idea what I am going to write half the time, but somehow someway this is going to get done. It will not be easy, and chances are your World will be turned upside down.
The truth of us is pretty messy, and life has some major stuff that happens, and I know you all want all the "good" and "easy" life, but there really is no such thing. Life is imperfect, this World is imperfect, and so are we. Then we all have shortcomings that overpower us, and it seems to me the battle is you vs. you. Everything will be done for you, but that one step. It is the rich guy parable, except you don't have to do what he was asked, you just have to give up your coin that I speak about. It is one thing he asks, because your view of your coin is wrong. It is based on lies, and he asks that much of you.
I don't know what this will look like, but I'd imagine it is scary, because you cannot see, and I guess I'd be nervous too.
The thing is I've done my work. I am done, except for #3 of 3. Being on this side so long it is hard for me to keep going on and on, and you still clinging to what obviously isn't working.
You people have some tough things to go through. There is so much more to life that you have absolutely no idea about.
You can't really teach people. They have to go through their own things, but one thing is certain, if you are not getting better, and either is life. That should throw up a red flag right??
Anyways, just getting something down.
Have fun.
Thursday, April 30, 2015
Wednesday, April 29, 2015
You Have No Idea...
Hello, and good morning all. How's it going?? Me, I am doing pretty good. Yesterday kind of sucked, but all is okay now. I woke up earlier than I liked, but my heart is upbeat, and that is all you can ask. I'd like to tell you some good news about this World, and life, like all is hunky dory, but I gather you know yourself well enough to realize if you are as good as a person can be than we sure are missing something huh??
Here we stand on the same ground. None of us are as good as a person can be, but we differ in how we look at it. I know where I stand, and I know what I have to do to be the best a person can be. You I am not sure. I don't know how your story will unfold if it will at all. That kinda sucks cuz my blog has been going on for a long time, and I think fear is your greatest inhibitor. You cannot comprehend how your life will look if it is different than as it is now.
You don't know how life will be if you don't cling on to the rules of the World we all fail miserably at. I told you to be strong, and have courage, and to trust, and why not?? I am living proof it works, and also living proof it isn't glamorous. Also living proof your best ideas about your life you cannot hold onto if you want to move on.
It is a bad World, and I have a great ugly sword in my heart. It can be used for good with help, but on my own it is crap. The sword is worthless without understanding, unless I use it with help from one who understands it. He who lives by the sword and all.
Anyway this blog is all brokedddd because I need more from you. You are going to have to start doing the tough stuff, and it can only be done with a turn. You can't keep on going the same old route. It should be obvious it isn't helping you. The battle for you is underway, and you are listening to the wrong voices. You are being pulled, but you want the boisterous voice. The other voice might be telling you what you don't want to hear, and what you don't want to believe.
It will take much courage to listen to the correct voice, and hope you will have the courage to be obedient. Your life is not supposed to go on the path of you.
If it does, that is not a good thing.
Anyways, just touching base.
Laterzzzz. Oh, today is coffee then run then not sure then work.
Fun fun. :)
Here we stand on the same ground. None of us are as good as a person can be, but we differ in how we look at it. I know where I stand, and I know what I have to do to be the best a person can be. You I am not sure. I don't know how your story will unfold if it will at all. That kinda sucks cuz my blog has been going on for a long time, and I think fear is your greatest inhibitor. You cannot comprehend how your life will look if it is different than as it is now.
You don't know how life will be if you don't cling on to the rules of the World we all fail miserably at. I told you to be strong, and have courage, and to trust, and why not?? I am living proof it works, and also living proof it isn't glamorous. Also living proof your best ideas about your life you cannot hold onto if you want to move on.
It is a bad World, and I have a great ugly sword in my heart. It can be used for good with help, but on my own it is crap. The sword is worthless without understanding, unless I use it with help from one who understands it. He who lives by the sword and all.
Anyway this blog is all brokedddd because I need more from you. You are going to have to start doing the tough stuff, and it can only be done with a turn. You can't keep on going the same old route. It should be obvious it isn't helping you. The battle for you is underway, and you are listening to the wrong voices. You are being pulled, but you want the boisterous voice. The other voice might be telling you what you don't want to hear, and what you don't want to believe.
It will take much courage to listen to the correct voice, and hope you will have the courage to be obedient. Your life is not supposed to go on the path of you.
If it does, that is not a good thing.
Anyways, just touching base.
Laterzzzz. Oh, today is coffee then run then not sure then work.
Fun fun. :)
Monday, April 27, 2015
A Pretty Normal Day
Hello, and good morning. How's it going?? Me, I am doing pretty good. I had a pretty normal day yesterday. Normal in I worked, and ran, ate tacos, watched a movie, watched sportsing on tv. Also normal as I sorta could see life as you see it. Not totally, cuz I am not like you. Those days are long gone, and I don't have the hang ups you have.
I cannot be closed, and also you don't even know you are closed. It is very dark in you, because you don't have any light. Much help is needed for you to get rid of the darkness, and you don't even know the predicament you are in, because you have absolutely no idea how I am.
So on goes your lives, and as you start your Monday I KNOW things aren't perfect. This is life you know. I know you are missing something, because I once walked in your shoes. Life is going on how come things aren't getting better?
If the most important thing in the World is to become a good person (not a career) why wouldn't you follow that path?? You can't can you?? You can't see a life where you give up control can you?? There is security in how things are even if your heart is lacking.
I get it. Your struggle wasn't mine, cuz I wasn't really all that tangled in life. Death, and my shortcomings, and I was alone. It was no thing for me to want to find meaning at ALL cost. It did cost all too, but that all actually = nothing. I didn't know it then, but I sure know it now.
If it comes to you making the proper steps, and doing the proper things, I am sure I'll be all in. You going on the same path = life just isn't that interesting, and either are we quite frankly.
It is tough to be you cuz strength, and trust are impossibly hard it seems. At the end of the day though don't you want your life to mean something?? Isn't that worth everything?? Isn't being made into a better person worth all no matter how difficult??
The lessons you need to learn are hard lessons, but all this stuff will make you stronger. Right now you are very weak, cuz the World controls you. You are damn near powerless against it.
Oh well.
I am out. Cya later.
I cannot be closed, and also you don't even know you are closed. It is very dark in you, because you don't have any light. Much help is needed for you to get rid of the darkness, and you don't even know the predicament you are in, because you have absolutely no idea how I am.
So on goes your lives, and as you start your Monday I KNOW things aren't perfect. This is life you know. I know you are missing something, because I once walked in your shoes. Life is going on how come things aren't getting better?
If the most important thing in the World is to become a good person (not a career) why wouldn't you follow that path?? You can't can you?? You can't see a life where you give up control can you?? There is security in how things are even if your heart is lacking.
I get it. Your struggle wasn't mine, cuz I wasn't really all that tangled in life. Death, and my shortcomings, and I was alone. It was no thing for me to want to find meaning at ALL cost. It did cost all too, but that all actually = nothing. I didn't know it then, but I sure know it now.
If it comes to you making the proper steps, and doing the proper things, I am sure I'll be all in. You going on the same path = life just isn't that interesting, and either are we quite frankly.
It is tough to be you cuz strength, and trust are impossibly hard it seems. At the end of the day though don't you want your life to mean something?? Isn't that worth everything?? Isn't being made into a better person worth all no matter how difficult??
The lessons you need to learn are hard lessons, but all this stuff will make you stronger. Right now you are very weak, cuz the World controls you. You are damn near powerless against it.
Oh well.
I am out. Cya later.
Thursday, April 23, 2015
A Blog A Day Helps Keep Other Bloggers Away. :)
That is pretty much the only reason I blog. I figure if I blog almost every day, then eventually everyone will quit altogether right?? So far over the years I've been making real progress on that front. Ha!! J/k.
Anyway, it is early, since I went to bed like 4 hours ago, but I am up, and really feel pretty good, and in a good mood. I don't have nothing at all on my mind, but I can always throw one of these things down.
I don't have much planned today. I'll take hope for a little run. I have a couple errands to run, and then work. I work both jobs tomorrow, so I'll be busy til Saturday early afternoon sometime. I won't come home and watch recorded Bulls or Hawks games, since I'll have to try and get some sleep.
A day in the life of this silly life. It is a silly life too. Funny how we have to overcome our own self importance and our own self worth huh?? It is all a part of being broken, in order to be raised up again. I gather many/most/all are not willing to do this. Life is too fun??? I am too happy??? I have so many important things to accomplish in this World??
Have fun with that.
Meanwhile, I sit on the winning side. Not burdened with what ifs, and stock portfolios, and college Educations, and new cars, and loans, and whatever numerous things fill up our minds. I don't need to squeeze in 20 hours of work, and 6 hours of training, and 10 hours of sleep in a 24 hour period. I don't have the worries of little brats running around screaming and being brats, cuz that is what kids are. Sorry no one warned you.
Ahhh, life. It doesn't come with any warning signs. It should say enter at your own risk, because this thing is a risk. Our hearts are of this World so we don't feel the risks. We are blind to many of the risks, because we are a part of this World. This is all we know.
It is a very serious thing being born in this World. The warnings are there, but the World has it's own logic. The World teaches as doctrine the precepts of men, and I believe that is one of the woes.
Anyway, I am sorry to take up your time. I know you have a ton of VERY important stuff to do. :)
Laterzzzzzz
Love ya's
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
MWAH!!! :)
Anyway, it is early, since I went to bed like 4 hours ago, but I am up, and really feel pretty good, and in a good mood. I don't have nothing at all on my mind, but I can always throw one of these things down.
I don't have much planned today. I'll take hope for a little run. I have a couple errands to run, and then work. I work both jobs tomorrow, so I'll be busy til Saturday early afternoon sometime. I won't come home and watch recorded Bulls or Hawks games, since I'll have to try and get some sleep.
A day in the life of this silly life. It is a silly life too. Funny how we have to overcome our own self importance and our own self worth huh?? It is all a part of being broken, in order to be raised up again. I gather many/most/all are not willing to do this. Life is too fun??? I am too happy??? I have so many important things to accomplish in this World??
Have fun with that.
Meanwhile, I sit on the winning side. Not burdened with what ifs, and stock portfolios, and college Educations, and new cars, and loans, and whatever numerous things fill up our minds. I don't need to squeeze in 20 hours of work, and 6 hours of training, and 10 hours of sleep in a 24 hour period. I don't have the worries of little brats running around screaming and being brats, cuz that is what kids are. Sorry no one warned you.
Ahhh, life. It doesn't come with any warning signs. It should say enter at your own risk, because this thing is a risk. Our hearts are of this World so we don't feel the risks. We are blind to many of the risks, because we are a part of this World. This is all we know.
It is a very serious thing being born in this World. The warnings are there, but the World has it's own logic. The World teaches as doctrine the precepts of men, and I believe that is one of the woes.
Anyway, I am sorry to take up your time. I know you have a ton of VERY important stuff to do. :)
Laterzzzzzz
Love ya's
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
MWAH!!! :)
Wednesday, April 22, 2015
Leave Me To My Own Devices...
Heck I may never blog. I have nothing important on my mind. We got our state tax refund deposited, so I paid a shit load of bills today. We are all caught up on that junk. We get paid this week too, so there is plenty of money coming in. I did a rough budget in my head, and we should be solidly in favor of inflows via outflows. Lisa just got her 2nd raise of the year. I recently got a 2nd raise in like 3 months at my main job, and I got a raise at the grocery store. Just give me all the moneys please. :)
Who wants to read about that shit?? I like writing about it. I don't know why. Life stuff goes on. Lisa's mom is in hospice care. They will not save her life. Lisa goes every day, and she mostly sleeps. See how things happen, and I don't know people's end. The dude who lost his wife of a million years, and me seeing Jackie's window in her assisted living place. I was a dick to her. Now that I'm older I realize who gives a fuck about her lifestyle. Old people get old, watch tv and die. Just as useful as what other people do, and less destructive than what politicians and bankers do. She hurt no one, and was just annoying to me.
My dad's girlfriend of like 20 years died last night. She was a nice lady. When I used to go back and visit more frequently we would go out, and have some cocktails, and laugh. My dad visited her every day in her hospice thing. I guess he is alone now. I never know what to make of my dad, cuz you know, all people are weird. He was always aboutvthe next best thing. Take fish oil, do this, and do that. I am like fuck the next best thing. I think all the ideas are stupid. :)
He's old though, and what do you think about at 80 years old?? All that is left is tv.
So in the end nothing we do is important. You ain't getting anyone younger, and we all die. A life is destined for zero points as we stand, because our lives are dumb. :)
What you deem important isn't.
You are on your way to getting old. Many sought out the happily ever after, cuz we were promised right??
Nope. The truth is a lot different than you think cuz we all grow up being filled with a bunch of horse shit. Destined to have a mind full of crap. There is a better way, but dont try and tell people that. People are wayyyyy too smart for themselves.
Craaaazy.
Life, it isn't what it's cracked up to be.
You people are missing something. There are no points in the acceptance of people. You live alone in the body of work that lives in your mind. Not the PC shit you write on FB updates and what not. In the end you cannot escape you, so you might as well start dealing with you.
As scary as that may seem.
Anyway, that is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)))
p.s. Time to shower and do dishes. Lisa and I are going out to dinner too, since it is my fave thing to do.
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
MWAH!!! :)
Who wants to read about that shit?? I like writing about it. I don't know why. Life stuff goes on. Lisa's mom is in hospice care. They will not save her life. Lisa goes every day, and she mostly sleeps. See how things happen, and I don't know people's end. The dude who lost his wife of a million years, and me seeing Jackie's window in her assisted living place. I was a dick to her. Now that I'm older I realize who gives a fuck about her lifestyle. Old people get old, watch tv and die. Just as useful as what other people do, and less destructive than what politicians and bankers do. She hurt no one, and was just annoying to me.
My dad's girlfriend of like 20 years died last night. She was a nice lady. When I used to go back and visit more frequently we would go out, and have some cocktails, and laugh. My dad visited her every day in her hospice thing. I guess he is alone now. I never know what to make of my dad, cuz you know, all people are weird. He was always aboutvthe next best thing. Take fish oil, do this, and do that. I am like fuck the next best thing. I think all the ideas are stupid. :)
He's old though, and what do you think about at 80 years old?? All that is left is tv.
So in the end nothing we do is important. You ain't getting anyone younger, and we all die. A life is destined for zero points as we stand, because our lives are dumb. :)
What you deem important isn't.
You are on your way to getting old. Many sought out the happily ever after, cuz we were promised right??
Nope. The truth is a lot different than you think cuz we all grow up being filled with a bunch of horse shit. Destined to have a mind full of crap. There is a better way, but dont try and tell people that. People are wayyyyy too smart for themselves.
Craaaazy.
Life, it isn't what it's cracked up to be.
You people are missing something. There are no points in the acceptance of people. You live alone in the body of work that lives in your mind. Not the PC shit you write on FB updates and what not. In the end you cannot escape you, so you might as well start dealing with you.
As scary as that may seem.
Anyway, that is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)))
p.s. Time to shower and do dishes. Lisa and I are going out to dinner too, since it is my fave thing to do.
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
MWAH!!! :)
Tuesday, April 21, 2015
Sometimes Coming Up With A Title Is Hard
One does what one can. Anyway, good afternoon all. How's it going?? Me, I am doing pretty good. I stayed up and watched the Bulls game I recorded last night, and am just waking up. Life is all about sleep sometimes. The more the better.
I have absolutely nothing on my mind, and I wasn't even going to blog, but I looked inside myself, and I thought why not. As I have said before, I am right. I don't know if that sounds crazy or egotistical or what, but I am right.
Then I figured no one else can say that so why not. That must seem kinda nutty I guess, but so be it. I cannot even imagine what it would be like to have someone like me doing what I do. Probably hard maybe. Maybe doubts and skepticism perhaps, but none of it really matters, because I am right. My path is well lit, and you will be pulled probably to not stay away.
The one thing you don't control is your heart. That is one thing that drives you crazy probably too. Why am I angry?? Shouldn't I be more like this?? Does a person who thinks like this, is this person even good??
There is a lot to your personality, and knowing how things are I know it isn't all good. There is so much bad stuff to us huh?? All the things we don't want either. Greed, lust, envy, jealousy, pride, arrogance. You name it we got it. How do we package that up nicely??
If this blog had a title besides the wait, I'd call it a tale of two hearts. Mine vs. yours. The night after I gave up in probably 2008 my heart changed. I was taken to my breaking point. I could not go on. So it was placed in better hands. As with most things it is the comic book version. Kinda how we view these things. I have been taken to the non-comic book version of life. That ain't no joke I tell you. Shit is serious there.
I've lived a life of the condemned that one Summer. On the outside looking in, and reminded every second of every day I was awake. I slept probably 4 hours a night too. Not a moment passed where I wasn't reminded of where I stood.
I still had hope although I couldn't see 2' in front of me. My path was dark. I did come out of it by facing my condemnation, and the end of my life. I accepted my condemnation, and knew my end would not be good.
Funny how my heart was given the courage at the right time to do the right thing.
The strength needed to do the work needed is not possessed by you. You need help, because the most important parts of life are the things hidden. We are a lie, because of how important, and how good we think we are. How great we are being humans. We aren't that great or else we'd make it so our hearts were better, and not filled with so much stuff we don't want.
We are weak, and all along we looked to our shell for our strength, and I am here to tell you your shell is coming off. It will not protect you, and you have no need for it. Your journey is to stand naked of all the things you cling to. You won't be needing your blankie on this trip Linus.
It will be a good trip. It will be hard, but you cannot even imagine what it is like on the other side. Can you imagine to live a life without shame, because your heart is pure??? Not filled with the corruption and crap we all have.
It is good on this side, and worth more than any amount of coins. Trust me, you want this.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)))
p.s. I love sleep. :)
Love you All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
MWAH!!! :)
I have absolutely nothing on my mind, and I wasn't even going to blog, but I looked inside myself, and I thought why not. As I have said before, I am right. I don't know if that sounds crazy or egotistical or what, but I am right.
Then I figured no one else can say that so why not. That must seem kinda nutty I guess, but so be it. I cannot even imagine what it would be like to have someone like me doing what I do. Probably hard maybe. Maybe doubts and skepticism perhaps, but none of it really matters, because I am right. My path is well lit, and you will be pulled probably to not stay away.
The one thing you don't control is your heart. That is one thing that drives you crazy probably too. Why am I angry?? Shouldn't I be more like this?? Does a person who thinks like this, is this person even good??
There is a lot to your personality, and knowing how things are I know it isn't all good. There is so much bad stuff to us huh?? All the things we don't want either. Greed, lust, envy, jealousy, pride, arrogance. You name it we got it. How do we package that up nicely??
If this blog had a title besides the wait, I'd call it a tale of two hearts. Mine vs. yours. The night after I gave up in probably 2008 my heart changed. I was taken to my breaking point. I could not go on. So it was placed in better hands. As with most things it is the comic book version. Kinda how we view these things. I have been taken to the non-comic book version of life. That ain't no joke I tell you. Shit is serious there.
I've lived a life of the condemned that one Summer. On the outside looking in, and reminded every second of every day I was awake. I slept probably 4 hours a night too. Not a moment passed where I wasn't reminded of where I stood.
I still had hope although I couldn't see 2' in front of me. My path was dark. I did come out of it by facing my condemnation, and the end of my life. I accepted my condemnation, and knew my end would not be good.
Funny how my heart was given the courage at the right time to do the right thing.
The strength needed to do the work needed is not possessed by you. You need help, because the most important parts of life are the things hidden. We are a lie, because of how important, and how good we think we are. How great we are being humans. We aren't that great or else we'd make it so our hearts were better, and not filled with so much stuff we don't want.
We are weak, and all along we looked to our shell for our strength, and I am here to tell you your shell is coming off. It will not protect you, and you have no need for it. Your journey is to stand naked of all the things you cling to. You won't be needing your blankie on this trip Linus.
It will be a good trip. It will be hard, but you cannot even imagine what it is like on the other side. Can you imagine to live a life without shame, because your heart is pure??? Not filled with the corruption and crap we all have.
It is good on this side, and worth more than any amount of coins. Trust me, you want this.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)))
p.s. I love sleep. :)
Love you All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
MWAH!!! :)
Monday, April 20, 2015
A Perfect Storm
Hello and good morning all. How's it going?? Be, I am doing pretty good. Yesterday was just a perfect storm of me wanting to do nothing, and a lot of sportsball activities on the tee vees. So naturally I didn't do anything, and watched a lot if sportsball. I guess some sports~hard rubber~thingy~ma~jig too.
One thing I learned is it is hard to fall asleep when you spend a whole day couch potatoing. It is Monday though, so I don't have to be to work til later.
So yesterday I may have thrown up a doozy, and I didn't really mean to. Sometimes I wake up, and throw whatever is on my mind down. If you want to know the truth of me though I guess you can know. I think you people are strange. I find people hiding to be a strange thing.
Also I think it is kinda strange however long I've been doing this we really haven't even barely started. It is a hard job I do, and really quite impossible, but my heart is strong. I have no problem acting the fool I guess to let people know in my World they matter. I play the fool, because internally you have a set of rules that do nothing really but screw you up.
I should be like this, should act like this, people should do this etc... That is just poison to your soul. You want to find the truth of you, but the weeds of "I should be like this" drown out your voice.
The world is poison, and there is only one way out of the web of life you find yourself in. Trapped in who you think you should be somewhere is who you really are. That little kid you want no one to know about. Why?? Against the World and all the judging and bad stuff that little kid doesn't stand a chance, so we put on our protective shell, and tell everyone I am the master of my universe.
Who is so strong to actually show their weak side??
With much help and a heck~uv~a journey I am.
It ain't no biggie to me.
You got work to do, and much of it is of the blind type. To follow the path where you are not the master of your universe.
Courage, strength, trust. I been a preachin' that stuff for a while.
Anyways, just getting something down.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)))
p.s. I think I'll try to nap.
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
MWAH!!! :)
One thing I learned is it is hard to fall asleep when you spend a whole day couch potatoing. It is Monday though, so I don't have to be to work til later.
So yesterday I may have thrown up a doozy, and I didn't really mean to. Sometimes I wake up, and throw whatever is on my mind down. If you want to know the truth of me though I guess you can know. I think you people are strange. I find people hiding to be a strange thing.
Also I think it is kinda strange however long I've been doing this we really haven't even barely started. It is a hard job I do, and really quite impossible, but my heart is strong. I have no problem acting the fool I guess to let people know in my World they matter. I play the fool, because internally you have a set of rules that do nothing really but screw you up.
I should be like this, should act like this, people should do this etc... That is just poison to your soul. You want to find the truth of you, but the weeds of "I should be like this" drown out your voice.
The world is poison, and there is only one way out of the web of life you find yourself in. Trapped in who you think you should be somewhere is who you really are. That little kid you want no one to know about. Why?? Against the World and all the judging and bad stuff that little kid doesn't stand a chance, so we put on our protective shell, and tell everyone I am the master of my universe.
Who is so strong to actually show their weak side??
With much help and a heck~uv~a journey I am.
It ain't no biggie to me.
You got work to do, and much of it is of the blind type. To follow the path where you are not the master of your universe.
Courage, strength, trust. I been a preachin' that stuff for a while.
Anyways, just getting something down.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)))
p.s. I think I'll try to nap.
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
MWAH!!! :)
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