Hello, and good morning. How's it going?? Me, I am doing pretty good. Yesterday was a pretty okay day as far as days go. I finished work early so we could go to a convention a baking supplier put on. It was okay as far as those things go. I am pretty much a newbie as far as those things go, so I didn't know what to expect.
One thing you kinda take away from baking from scratch to prepared foods is there are a lot of chemicals not added when you do things from scratch. One of the guys was surprised that our guys make their own donut glazes from scratch. It is pretty simple from what I gather, and there are no added chemicals. I assume most places use the mixes with whatever added chemicals.
Anyway I got paid to go so that was cool. Free lunch too the supplier provided. On the way home I ran into a guy I worked with for ~20 years give or take. I checked out his new house his girlfriend bought, and had a few drinks. It was kinda cold out, so that worked out okay. The stuff I want to get done is more warm weather stuff. Not sure what I was going to do when I got home anyway. I already planned on an easy meal anyway.
So there you have it. Another sun and moon have come and gone. It is how life goes. I kinda get a feeling people think in life they have done okay. I mean none of us is Hitler right?? The truth goes deeper than the surface. It goes all the way inside. On the average I guess we are all doing okay as far as humans judge, but are we really??
I say we are not, cuz I know we are not. Life is hard. Our hearts aren't perfect. Anger is in people, and what can make that go away. One way is to not give a rat's ass about politics, cuz that shit makes no one smarter. In the US it creates more anger. Much anger is directed at people too, and I guess cuz people labor in something or other, and others don't put forth the effort.
I could give a fuck about what people do, cuz regardless of anything we aren't perfect. I would hope people find humor in life, and also be honest about the shortcomings we have in life. No one is perfect, and it isn't in our power. I am not saying it is impossible, cuz it isn't. It just is as far as we are concerned. No labor or sacrifice brings about perfection on our end. No points come from our labor or sacrifices either.
A life lived just cuz is what we pretty much do. Society is different than it was 40 years ago, but we are pretty much the same. We are like a little bug trapped in the World's web. A bug trapped in a web is only concerned about the web he/she finds himself or herself in. Most/all of you are only concerned about the web of life you find yourself in. You are enslaved in your life.
There only is one way out, and it does not involve going out to Walden Pond or going all "into the wild". You actually don't have to go anywhere. You just deal with you.
I've gone on about that seemingly forever though. There are answers, but I am afraid if everyone has all the answers already you have no need to search for any.
You've nailed life. You are always happy. You wake up every day like life is going to be super fun, cuz of all the remarkably fun things you must do day in day out. :)
Hahaha. That makes me laugh.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. I gotta take the Hopester.
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Luv ya's. :)
MWAH. :)))
xxoo. :)
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
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Aloha. :)
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Wednesday, April 27, 2016
Tuesday, April 26, 2016
Catching Up On Sleep.
Makes all the difference in the World sleep does. I was like a zombie yesterday, and I slept great last night. I woke up for a bit, but slept deep again. I had some dreams that were of the type you would want to wake yourself up. I did too. I was in a precarious position, and I figured I can get out of this. I am just dreaming so I woke myself up. I don't recall ever being able to do that before.
Yesterday I rushed home to cut the grass. I was glad to get that done. We even hung out back some more. It was warm. The storms came last night.
There you have it. Another day down the drain.
Today starts another day. It starts off with good sleep, and a cup of coffee. I imagine it will start off with a bike to work too. I know yesterday's post was quite the doozy. You have no idea. Some things I wonder if it is even fair to tell you things, cuz so much happened to me after I went through the eye of the needle. I don't think that made things easier for me. My fear was no less. I realize you haven't even felt the terror of our end. I lived it, and have been judged while living. I faced my condemnation, and I've faced my death.
I guess even during my bad Summer I always had hope, although I was on the wrong side of being right. I learned a lot that Summer, and not much if it is anything you would particularly want to know. It basically showed me how Humans were, because it showed me how low, and insignificant I was. Even after suffering stuff already.
I tell you what disappears when you go up to the judges. Hope disappears. The judges do not give you a favorable rating. They are crafty and wise with the sword. They are to test you. I surely would have failed if my heart was not strengthened, and I was not given the right words to say. It is the answer to life too. People are all like I want I want I want, and the answer is to deny yourself, and say your will.
You don't know what that means for you, but it is good. Better than whatever the heck it is you do. You still have to do stuff in the World. That is known, but you have another job to do outside of the World. It will probably be hard, and you will probably be tested. I was, but with help I overcame.
The two sides of life. The shit we do in the World, and the other one you were set aside for.
Put all arrogance away too, cuz without help you don't make it. The only thing you can do is overcome yourself. I know it is probably hard cuz a lot of you probably want to win the lottery or something.
There came a point in time for me where very little was important. My work is done so to speak. I do have to go up to the judges one more time, but the one who overcame will be with me. Saving the few who were strong enough to make the trip.
So yeah there is a lot to life you don't know about. It has always been this way, but the World hid itself with a veil. I've been given the light to shine on the World, cuz that too is my job. I judge the World. This is not at all what this College Graduate had in mind, as I pondered death, my shortcomings, and this shitty World.
One does what one is supposed to. A little secret though. I am no longer the little boy born approaching 50 years ago.
I am something completely different. My story is not mine I made, and I am not the author.
Anyhoooo, today should be a good day.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Sox came back to win on the road. Looking good around 1/8th if the way through. Seriously I was more stoked about that victory than gave a fuck about the Hawks loss. Hawks will be back next year.
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Luv ya's. :)
MWAH. :)))
xxoo. :)
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Laterzzzz Gaterzzzzzzz. :)
Aloha. :)
Xxxxxxxxxx Oooooooooo. :)
Yesterday I rushed home to cut the grass. I was glad to get that done. We even hung out back some more. It was warm. The storms came last night.
There you have it. Another day down the drain.
Today starts another day. It starts off with good sleep, and a cup of coffee. I imagine it will start off with a bike to work too. I know yesterday's post was quite the doozy. You have no idea. Some things I wonder if it is even fair to tell you things, cuz so much happened to me after I went through the eye of the needle. I don't think that made things easier for me. My fear was no less. I realize you haven't even felt the terror of our end. I lived it, and have been judged while living. I faced my condemnation, and I've faced my death.
I guess even during my bad Summer I always had hope, although I was on the wrong side of being right. I learned a lot that Summer, and not much if it is anything you would particularly want to know. It basically showed me how Humans were, because it showed me how low, and insignificant I was. Even after suffering stuff already.
I tell you what disappears when you go up to the judges. Hope disappears. The judges do not give you a favorable rating. They are crafty and wise with the sword. They are to test you. I surely would have failed if my heart was not strengthened, and I was not given the right words to say. It is the answer to life too. People are all like I want I want I want, and the answer is to deny yourself, and say your will.
You don't know what that means for you, but it is good. Better than whatever the heck it is you do. You still have to do stuff in the World. That is known, but you have another job to do outside of the World. It will probably be hard, and you will probably be tested. I was, but with help I overcame.
The two sides of life. The shit we do in the World, and the other one you were set aside for.
Put all arrogance away too, cuz without help you don't make it. The only thing you can do is overcome yourself. I know it is probably hard cuz a lot of you probably want to win the lottery or something.
There came a point in time for me where very little was important. My work is done so to speak. I do have to go up to the judges one more time, but the one who overcame will be with me. Saving the few who were strong enough to make the trip.
So yeah there is a lot to life you don't know about. It has always been this way, but the World hid itself with a veil. I've been given the light to shine on the World, cuz that too is my job. I judge the World. This is not at all what this College Graduate had in mind, as I pondered death, my shortcomings, and this shitty World.
One does what one is supposed to. A little secret though. I am no longer the little boy born approaching 50 years ago.
I am something completely different. My story is not mine I made, and I am not the author.
Anyhoooo, today should be a good day.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Sox came back to win on the road. Looking good around 1/8th if the way through. Seriously I was more stoked about that victory than gave a fuck about the Hawks loss. Hawks will be back next year.
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Luv ya's. :)
MWAH. :)))
xxoo. :)
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Laterzzzz Gaterzzzzzzz. :)
Aloha. :)
Xxxxxxxxxx Oooooooooo. :)
Monday, April 25, 2016
A Quiet Sunday.
Yesterday ended up being a quiet day for me. Not really intentional it is just how it worked out. On Saturday night I actually stayed up and watched the Hawks game. It started at 8:00. 8:00 PM!! I know right, who am I?? So I slept til around 5:30 or so. Got out of bed at 6:00 had a cup of coffee, putzed around and then I had to work for a bit. A little over 4 hours. I came home, had lunch, and was tired for some reason. I had some shit I could have done, but I didn't.
Yesterday ended up being like Saturday. I went outside and listened to the SOX game, and watched game day with my app. Lisa putzed with her fairy garden stuff. She cooked dinner on the grill this time, and I watched the final minutes of the DAL MN Hockey game.
She went to a movie with her daughter, and I went to bed. I slept like shit too. Very rarely do I sleep like shit. My mind was thinking about all kindsa stupid shit.
So there you have it. Another day in the books. As to the other part of my blog, is there anything on my mind?? Nope not really. There is just this little thing about me. I know me, and I know how life is. I know some things about you too that you don't. All people are different, but all of you have one thing in common. It is something you don't know, and it would surprise you if I told you. It isn't a good thing either.
Me I have gone through every part of me. Currently I am living in an imperfect vessel. I myself am imperfect. The current version of me ain't all that great. I am not a mass murderer or anything, but I am just not perfect. I am comfortable with me though cuz I am accepted. It is known I cannot be perfect as I know currently I cannot be. The current version of me still is different than what I was born with.
You are what you were born as. A person of this World living a life. We all have that in common. It is just when life pulled me I listened. I asked the tough questions like what's the point?? I seeked out some good in the World, and I saw none.
Everything is well documented, but along my way I learned the ugly truth. I learned the lies of the World. The veil was lifted, and my eyes see the truth.
It is inconceivable to you that through no power of yours we can all be made better. We can learn the truth. A wisdom higher than you can attain on your own. The thing that holds you back is the bad part inside you that says you are all that.
If you knew the truth of you, you would surely be surprised.
People are kinda funny that way. Can you believe no matter what you do you get no points?? Crazy huh?? Any labor or sacrifice = nothing.
Us?? This great creature I am is incapable of doing what needs to be done??
Yep!! :)
You have no idea how helpless we are. A slave to ourself. We cannot do hardly anything to make us better people. Pretty crazy. So we go on living these lives.
I can steer you in the only way you should go, but it still is up to you. You cannot fool me either, cuz I know too much about every human on Earth. Even the ones who came before us.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. I am going to try and nap a bit.
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Luv ya's. :)
MWAH. :)))
xxoo. :)
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Laterzzzz gaterzzzz. :)
Aloha. :)
Xxxxxxxxxxx Oooooooooo. :)
Yesterday ended up being like Saturday. I went outside and listened to the SOX game, and watched game day with my app. Lisa putzed with her fairy garden stuff. She cooked dinner on the grill this time, and I watched the final minutes of the DAL MN Hockey game.
She went to a movie with her daughter, and I went to bed. I slept like shit too. Very rarely do I sleep like shit. My mind was thinking about all kindsa stupid shit.
So there you have it. Another day in the books. As to the other part of my blog, is there anything on my mind?? Nope not really. There is just this little thing about me. I know me, and I know how life is. I know some things about you too that you don't. All people are different, but all of you have one thing in common. It is something you don't know, and it would surprise you if I told you. It isn't a good thing either.
Me I have gone through every part of me. Currently I am living in an imperfect vessel. I myself am imperfect. The current version of me ain't all that great. I am not a mass murderer or anything, but I am just not perfect. I am comfortable with me though cuz I am accepted. It is known I cannot be perfect as I know currently I cannot be. The current version of me still is different than what I was born with.
You are what you were born as. A person of this World living a life. We all have that in common. It is just when life pulled me I listened. I asked the tough questions like what's the point?? I seeked out some good in the World, and I saw none.
Everything is well documented, but along my way I learned the ugly truth. I learned the lies of the World. The veil was lifted, and my eyes see the truth.
It is inconceivable to you that through no power of yours we can all be made better. We can learn the truth. A wisdom higher than you can attain on your own. The thing that holds you back is the bad part inside you that says you are all that.
If you knew the truth of you, you would surely be surprised.
People are kinda funny that way. Can you believe no matter what you do you get no points?? Crazy huh?? Any labor or sacrifice = nothing.
Us?? This great creature I am is incapable of doing what needs to be done??
Yep!! :)
You have no idea how helpless we are. A slave to ourself. We cannot do hardly anything to make us better people. Pretty crazy. So we go on living these lives.
I can steer you in the only way you should go, but it still is up to you. You cannot fool me either, cuz I know too much about every human on Earth. Even the ones who came before us.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. I am going to try and nap a bit.
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Luv ya's. :)
MWAH. :)))
xxoo. :)
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Laterzzzz gaterzzzz. :)
Aloha. :)
Xxxxxxxxxxx Oooooooooo. :)
Saturday, April 23, 2016
It's The Weekend.
Hello, and good morning. How's it going?? Me, I am doing pretty good. Yesterday was pretty okay. I came home after work, and it was overcast. I sat on the couch wondering what to do. I thought about watching something on netflix, but the sun came out so I went outside. It turned out to be a nice day. Lisa came home, and we went out to eat. We had a buy one get one free meal at a local pizza place. I got a Vegetarian sandwich. Not cuz I don't eat meat, but cuz they make a Hell of a veggie sandwich. We came home she watched tv, and I fell asleep.
Lisa is off the next 3 days, and the weather should be pretty good for the next two. I have to work for a bit today, but I'll be home by early afternoon. I have time to get a run in too. Anyway, I think I'll make a cup of coffee. Hold on...
Okay coffee is done. So what else is on my mind?? Not much. Geesh, maybe I shouldn't even blog today. I will, but this is the point where I have no idea what will come out.
I don't know if that sounds funny, strange or what. I can really go down many avenues. I just look inside myself, and see if anything is there. I think back to yesterday's post. It is kinda funny, cuz life is supposed to mean something right?? There is something about us that says we matter right??
People die every day. People who were sons and daughters. People who were Dads and Moms. It is where life leads. It's been this way since forever. Everything we are "supposed" to be, and things we are "supposed" to do we cannot do. There are a lot of rules. Written and unwritten. If you had the power it would be wise to make your heart perfect. That is out of your power. Inside us all is imperfection. Funny the fake religious people hide everything that is imperfect, cuz they are "supposed" to be a certain way right??
In a Religion you'll find nothing but false teachers. In their hearts is deceit, cuz they cannot overcome their own personal sword. There are robes worn, and suits and smiles. I cannot step near these places, cuz their teaching is false, and it is not good for me to go there.
Til this day I cannot even read the Bible, cuz my eyes were opened to see the sword, but the way I am the sword is not good for me til I get understanding. So I haven't touched one for a couple decades.
My story isn't about religion, cuz that is how humans fail. My story is about the truth, and that is at odds with religion. The truth is we are all short of perfection. In other words we are nowhere near who we can be. There is a way to a better us, and that is my story. It always was a choice. A hard one too, cuz you are a child of this World, and in so being the World overpowers you. It isn't your fault, we all are born here. It is your job to find your way. Unlike me you have help. Someone on this planet who writes this blog. I've had a ton of help, cuz I am no longer a child of this World. My vision is clear, and the World does not overpower me.
To be a child of this World is to have a false vision of you. You believe in your own potential, and greatness, but you have absolutely zero power to improve your heart. You are a slave to your own insides, which is something less than perfect.
To be human is to seek for honor in shallow places. It is to be a slave to the World. There only is one way out, and as I told you before the truth is the hardest thing you'll ever do.
Solomon saw the job people like me would have to do a grievous task he said. Indeed it is, but he also saw my life, and what it boils down to. Eat, drink, and be merry. I cannot take credit for that, cuz years ago my heart was taken and placed in better hands. The night I gave up actually. On my own I am nothing. Now I am just a helper, and I am not so good at this. :)
Actually I am okay, but you people are like all the other ones before. You believed in the World not the messenger. It's always been that way. You too would have crucified the messenger, cuz you go with the World, and the false teachers.
You bet the truth is scary. The scariest thing out there.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Today should be a good day.
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Luv ya's. :)
MWAH. :)))
xxoo. :)
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Laterzzzz Gaterzzzzzzz :)
Aloha. :)
Xxxxxxxxxxxx Ooooooooooooo. :)
Lisa is off the next 3 days, and the weather should be pretty good for the next two. I have to work for a bit today, but I'll be home by early afternoon. I have time to get a run in too. Anyway, I think I'll make a cup of coffee. Hold on...
Okay coffee is done. So what else is on my mind?? Not much. Geesh, maybe I shouldn't even blog today. I will, but this is the point where I have no idea what will come out.
I don't know if that sounds funny, strange or what. I can really go down many avenues. I just look inside myself, and see if anything is there. I think back to yesterday's post. It is kinda funny, cuz life is supposed to mean something right?? There is something about us that says we matter right??
People die every day. People who were sons and daughters. People who were Dads and Moms. It is where life leads. It's been this way since forever. Everything we are "supposed" to be, and things we are "supposed" to do we cannot do. There are a lot of rules. Written and unwritten. If you had the power it would be wise to make your heart perfect. That is out of your power. Inside us all is imperfection. Funny the fake religious people hide everything that is imperfect, cuz they are "supposed" to be a certain way right??
In a Religion you'll find nothing but false teachers. In their hearts is deceit, cuz they cannot overcome their own personal sword. There are robes worn, and suits and smiles. I cannot step near these places, cuz their teaching is false, and it is not good for me to go there.
Til this day I cannot even read the Bible, cuz my eyes were opened to see the sword, but the way I am the sword is not good for me til I get understanding. So I haven't touched one for a couple decades.
My story isn't about religion, cuz that is how humans fail. My story is about the truth, and that is at odds with religion. The truth is we are all short of perfection. In other words we are nowhere near who we can be. There is a way to a better us, and that is my story. It always was a choice. A hard one too, cuz you are a child of this World, and in so being the World overpowers you. It isn't your fault, we all are born here. It is your job to find your way. Unlike me you have help. Someone on this planet who writes this blog. I've had a ton of help, cuz I am no longer a child of this World. My vision is clear, and the World does not overpower me.
To be a child of this World is to have a false vision of you. You believe in your own potential, and greatness, but you have absolutely zero power to improve your heart. You are a slave to your own insides, which is something less than perfect.
To be human is to seek for honor in shallow places. It is to be a slave to the World. There only is one way out, and as I told you before the truth is the hardest thing you'll ever do.
Solomon saw the job people like me would have to do a grievous task he said. Indeed it is, but he also saw my life, and what it boils down to. Eat, drink, and be merry. I cannot take credit for that, cuz years ago my heart was taken and placed in better hands. The night I gave up actually. On my own I am nothing. Now I am just a helper, and I am not so good at this. :)
Actually I am okay, but you people are like all the other ones before. You believed in the World not the messenger. It's always been that way. You too would have crucified the messenger, cuz you go with the World, and the false teachers.
You bet the truth is scary. The scariest thing out there.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Today should be a good day.
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Luv ya's. :)
MWAH. :)))
xxoo. :)
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Laterzzzz Gaterzzzzzzz :)
Aloha. :)
Xxxxxxxxxxxx Ooooooooooooo. :)
Friday, April 22, 2016
The Ferns Cane Up.
Hello, and good morning. How's it going?? Me, I am doing good. I almost decided to sleep in again today. :) I don't know why, usually I go to bed early and wake early. I've been going to bed early, but wanting to sleep more. Who knows??
One of the things I've been paying attention to this week is the ferns. Not much last weekend, and now there are a ton that have come out of the ground. Every day there is more, and they are a ton taller. Trees are starting to come alive. This is the best part of Spring. I love sitting outside to look at Nature come alive I guess.
Anyways life continues to roll on. Work seems to be a bit busier. At least on my side of the table.
Really I don't have much else so I guess I can dig for something. As all of you know Prince died. If you don't have FB than I guess it's possible you don't know. What do I think?? I think he died early, but it was how his days were going to end anyway. We all are headed in that direction. The days continue to pass and one day we'll breathe no more.
I think death is a significant thing. You don't start living until you deal with your end. The World has you thinking about everything but. You are supposed to do this and that and that and this. What are your 5 and 10 year plans?? You are the master of your Universe, and your thumbs make you such an amazing creature of awesomeness. You can read the future so those 5 and 10 year plans are money. Bank on it.
All our plans these days pretty much are about money as far as I can tell. We value that above all else. I invested back in the day in Weimar Republic dollars. I'd be a bazillionaire today if things turned out different.
All currencies eventually fail. All Societies are a failure. Imperfect things. Everything is imperfect as are we all. It is one of the things people should consider. There is a best a person can be, and there is us. You standing alone in the World traveling on the same route as Prince. Here today, and gone tomorrow.
Of all the things to do in the World there really is only one that is a must. A turn. I've gone on and on about that, but life has to make you turn. You need to be pulled in other ways. Many of you have, and many must see their heart is not all it could/should be.
A person born in this World is born into failure. No one gets out alive. We seek our niche. What our lives must mean.
The answer is we will fall short of our expectations of life, cuz our hearts cannot be content in how they are.
It took a very long time, and I've gone through many things to be as I am now. That still remains a less than perfect person. I still haven't got what I came for so to speak.
I guess when I started my journey I figured it was a one to two week plan, and then I start whatever it is I do. I guess it was a decades long plan. I've labored long, and still have not gotten what I wanted. I continue to sorta stand on the outside looking in, but my heart is already in. It is how I am content.
I cannot really explain anything to you. What I do here early is different than the rest of my day. I finish up here, and go back in the World. I become regular Steve I guess, and who know what my eyes will see. Sometimes just funny shit. I mean life is ridiculous, but we still will all die. The serious side of our existence. Not a damn thing matters when we breathe our last.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. I gotta check the weather before my run.
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Luv ya's. :)
MWAH. :)))
xxoo. :)
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Laterzzzz Gaterzzzzzzz. :)
Aloha. :)
Xxxxxxxxx Oooooooooooo. :)
One of the things I've been paying attention to this week is the ferns. Not much last weekend, and now there are a ton that have come out of the ground. Every day there is more, and they are a ton taller. Trees are starting to come alive. This is the best part of Spring. I love sitting outside to look at Nature come alive I guess.
Anyways life continues to roll on. Work seems to be a bit busier. At least on my side of the table.
Really I don't have much else so I guess I can dig for something. As all of you know Prince died. If you don't have FB than I guess it's possible you don't know. What do I think?? I think he died early, but it was how his days were going to end anyway. We all are headed in that direction. The days continue to pass and one day we'll breathe no more.
I think death is a significant thing. You don't start living until you deal with your end. The World has you thinking about everything but. You are supposed to do this and that and that and this. What are your 5 and 10 year plans?? You are the master of your Universe, and your thumbs make you such an amazing creature of awesomeness. You can read the future so those 5 and 10 year plans are money. Bank on it.
All our plans these days pretty much are about money as far as I can tell. We value that above all else. I invested back in the day in Weimar Republic dollars. I'd be a bazillionaire today if things turned out different.
All currencies eventually fail. All Societies are a failure. Imperfect things. Everything is imperfect as are we all. It is one of the things people should consider. There is a best a person can be, and there is us. You standing alone in the World traveling on the same route as Prince. Here today, and gone tomorrow.
Of all the things to do in the World there really is only one that is a must. A turn. I've gone on and on about that, but life has to make you turn. You need to be pulled in other ways. Many of you have, and many must see their heart is not all it could/should be.
A person born in this World is born into failure. No one gets out alive. We seek our niche. What our lives must mean.
The answer is we will fall short of our expectations of life, cuz our hearts cannot be content in how they are.
It took a very long time, and I've gone through many things to be as I am now. That still remains a less than perfect person. I still haven't got what I came for so to speak.
I guess when I started my journey I figured it was a one to two week plan, and then I start whatever it is I do. I guess it was a decades long plan. I've labored long, and still have not gotten what I wanted. I continue to sorta stand on the outside looking in, but my heart is already in. It is how I am content.
I cannot really explain anything to you. What I do here early is different than the rest of my day. I finish up here, and go back in the World. I become regular Steve I guess, and who know what my eyes will see. Sometimes just funny shit. I mean life is ridiculous, but we still will all die. The serious side of our existence. Not a damn thing matters when we breathe our last.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. I gotta check the weather before my run.
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Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Wednesday, April 20, 2016
The Most Important Thing That Happened Yesterday.
Hello, and good morning. How's it going?? Me, I guess I am okay. I am up early so guess I'll do this, even though I got nothing to blog about. As to my title it is a joke. Nothing important happened yesterday as with most days. :) I so funny.
I see the SOX won so that's good. They had a rough few games, but are still sitting at 9-5. It is early so not really sure what to make of them. Yesterday was kinda cold when I got home. I went outside to see if it was okay to hang outside, but it was windy, so I watched a movie, and a couple episodes of it's always sunny. Oh I did sleep in yesterday too, and that felt great.
As you can see my life is a bit boring. I am sure yours is too. What is life?? What are we doing? We all follow the society we live in kinda in whatever direction it goes. I assume most people work. Some get married, have kids. Pay bills, buy a house. These are things we were supposed to do right??
Actually... Who knows what the fuck we are supposed to do?? Look at all the things you base your whole life on. Why do you do it, and why have you done these things?? It seemed right didn't it?? Isn't that what people do??
Me, I threw everything away just like I said I was going to. Just in case. That led me in quite a different direction. It led me to the truth of life. Who knew?? Who knew how messy and horrible this thing is??
The World threw one over on us. The World and the people dressed themselves up to make it all look pretty, but it isn't. The World is messy, and dirty, and imperfect. Humans made heroes out of other humans, many just cuz History books paint false pictures.
Geesh I am just reading a Fictional book now. I thought the author was better than he was, but even the story sorta puts superhero qualities in people. It is pretty ridiculous kinda. What kind of life is it if there are no heroes??
It ain't bad. It means you gotta good set of eyes, and no one is on a pedestal. It means you can look at everyone, and know they are in the same boat as you. Less than being a Saint. I realize none besides me looks at things that way, cuz one of the many things you are a slave to is the hierarchy of nothing that puts some people in a "better" class. If you could see their lives though you'd know they fall short just like you.
If you could take the sheet of clothing off the World, and the people, it would look so much different than how you see things now.
You don't get that though. It is not yours to grab, and it is out of your reach as perfection is out of mine.
It is available as perfection is for me. Me, my work is done, so I wait for my time. You haven't done anything yet, but if you do you get a different set of eyes. My guess is you sorta have a good enough set of eyes currently to want more. Something is missing.
I've told you all these things though. I go on though, cuz I am pretty ridiculous. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome a Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Think I'll get some stuff done today. I was kinda lazy yesterday.
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Luv ya's. :)
MWAH. :)))
xxoo. :)
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Laterzzzz Gaterzzzzzzz. :)
Aloha. :)
Xxxxxxxxx. Ooooooooo. :)
I see the SOX won so that's good. They had a rough few games, but are still sitting at 9-5. It is early so not really sure what to make of them. Yesterday was kinda cold when I got home. I went outside to see if it was okay to hang outside, but it was windy, so I watched a movie, and a couple episodes of it's always sunny. Oh I did sleep in yesterday too, and that felt great.
As you can see my life is a bit boring. I am sure yours is too. What is life?? What are we doing? We all follow the society we live in kinda in whatever direction it goes. I assume most people work. Some get married, have kids. Pay bills, buy a house. These are things we were supposed to do right??
Actually... Who knows what the fuck we are supposed to do?? Look at all the things you base your whole life on. Why do you do it, and why have you done these things?? It seemed right didn't it?? Isn't that what people do??
Me, I threw everything away just like I said I was going to. Just in case. That led me in quite a different direction. It led me to the truth of life. Who knew?? Who knew how messy and horrible this thing is??
The World threw one over on us. The World and the people dressed themselves up to make it all look pretty, but it isn't. The World is messy, and dirty, and imperfect. Humans made heroes out of other humans, many just cuz History books paint false pictures.
Geesh I am just reading a Fictional book now. I thought the author was better than he was, but even the story sorta puts superhero qualities in people. It is pretty ridiculous kinda. What kind of life is it if there are no heroes??
It ain't bad. It means you gotta good set of eyes, and no one is on a pedestal. It means you can look at everyone, and know they are in the same boat as you. Less than being a Saint. I realize none besides me looks at things that way, cuz one of the many things you are a slave to is the hierarchy of nothing that puts some people in a "better" class. If you could see their lives though you'd know they fall short just like you.
If you could take the sheet of clothing off the World, and the people, it would look so much different than how you see things now.
You don't get that though. It is not yours to grab, and it is out of your reach as perfection is out of mine.
It is available as perfection is for me. Me, my work is done, so I wait for my time. You haven't done anything yet, but if you do you get a different set of eyes. My guess is you sorta have a good enough set of eyes currently to want more. Something is missing.
I've told you all these things though. I go on though, cuz I am pretty ridiculous. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome a Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Think I'll get some stuff done today. I was kinda lazy yesterday.
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Luv ya's. :)
MWAH. :)))
xxoo. :)
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Laterzzzz Gaterzzzzzzz. :)
Aloha. :)
Xxxxxxxxx. Ooooooooo. :)
Monday, April 18, 2016
I Sorta Realized This Today.
Hello, and good morning. How's it going?? Me, I am doing pretty good. Every two weeks I can potentially get a full day off from work, and yesterday was one of the those days off. I got all the dishes done, and all the laundry besides some blankets and afghans. I fixed our shed, and started cleaning our breeze way. I sat outside. I had a couple fruity vodka drinks, and had fun. It was a good day. It was a good weekend.
Today I am up early. My heart is happy, and I realize you people don't have that luxury. I have a gift you lack. Joy. I generally wake up in a pretty good mood. I know why I am the way I am. You have absolutely no idea why you wake up feeling one way one day, and one way another. I know why, but I cannot really explain it to you, cuz these things you have to learn in your own. Ya gotta want to take that trip. Some of you might not want to, and it really is fine with me. I have a job to do, and I do it. I am heading in a certain direction for a destination. My destination is the final thing I must do in my current form. As you are now is how the multitudes have always been.
In a hierarchy of sorts some may be better than others at stuff, but none are perfect myself included. In your World you have justified that doesn't matter. In my World I don't justify shit. That does matter.
One way is a way of strength. One way is a way of nothing. One way is worth everything, and the other way is worth nothing.
Your heart has those two ways mixed up too. Your heart lies to you. It is why you have to overcome you. Your foundation is a lie, and you need to switch it to a foundation of truth.
The truth is nothing like you think, but I've told you all that. You cling to your lying heart though. It's all you know. You've been given good information, but you don't believe. It's like you think you are a Saint already. You do know better than that right??
Crazy people. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. I am going to take Hope, and have a good day today. :)
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Luv ya's. :)
MWAH. :)))
xxoo. :)
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Laterzzzz. Gaterzzzzzzz. :)
Aloha. :)
Xxxxxxxx. Oooooooo. :)
Today I am up early. My heart is happy, and I realize you people don't have that luxury. I have a gift you lack. Joy. I generally wake up in a pretty good mood. I know why I am the way I am. You have absolutely no idea why you wake up feeling one way one day, and one way another. I know why, but I cannot really explain it to you, cuz these things you have to learn in your own. Ya gotta want to take that trip. Some of you might not want to, and it really is fine with me. I have a job to do, and I do it. I am heading in a certain direction for a destination. My destination is the final thing I must do in my current form. As you are now is how the multitudes have always been.
In a hierarchy of sorts some may be better than others at stuff, but none are perfect myself included. In your World you have justified that doesn't matter. In my World I don't justify shit. That does matter.
One way is a way of strength. One way is a way of nothing. One way is worth everything, and the other way is worth nothing.
Your heart has those two ways mixed up too. Your heart lies to you. It is why you have to overcome you. Your foundation is a lie, and you need to switch it to a foundation of truth.
The truth is nothing like you think, but I've told you all that. You cling to your lying heart though. It's all you know. You've been given good information, but you don't believe. It's like you think you are a Saint already. You do know better than that right??
Crazy people. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. I am going to take Hope, and have a good day today. :)
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Luv ya's. :)
MWAH. :)))
xxoo. :)
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Laterzzzz. Gaterzzzzzzz. :)
Aloha. :)
Xxxxxxxx. Oooooooo. :)
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