Hello, and good morning all. How's it going?? Me, I am doing pretty good. I had a good sleep this morning, so that has me feeling pretty good. I sometimes worry I'll wake up after 3 hours of sleep, but I got at least 5-1/2 hours. I can live on that, and I will still have time to maybe nap before a bit between jobs. We'll see.
Not much really going on with me. I got a run in yesterday, and I keep surprising myself what my comfortable pace is. It isn't 9:30 like it has been forever while dealing with injuries all the time. My comfortable paces are closer to 8:30 so it seems. Haven't seen that in years. My little Fall plan of just running 3 milers til the New Year seems to be working pretty good. I am getting fast, and I can later always add miles.
Life still goes on though. When I look around the internets I see a lot of times people don't feel right. Something is missing. I saw a guy I worked with a long time ago. I have no idea how old he is, maybe late 20's or so. You see the change in him though. From the care free funny 18 year old to Life hits. I could see it in his eyes. The dude almost died where we worked several years ago. Has some kind of screwy heart. He then got in a car accident that messed up his back. He was on pain pills, got addicted to them I think, and now even life still gets hard for him. Mom dies, and Dad goes whack. He has a job he likes, and they treat him well, and I could see in his eyes he was happy for something good.
I like he could open up like that and tell me his whole story. We exchanged numbers to keep in touch, which I am not good at. I am turning into an old man. :)
Anyway I think it is completely normal for people not to feel 100% right. Too many questions about life, and we want to feel good all the time, and we don't. There is stress, and stuff, and work, and life a lot of times is filled with doing crap we really don't want to. Monday mornings come to mind. Who wants to do those?? :)
Just to get to the truth of us is a struggle, because we get pulled in all kindsa directions. How we feel. How we want our life to be viewed. What we want people to think. Somehow we are supposed to have everything figured out huh?? Have all the answers, and know we are on the right path.
We matter, and people care, and when the chips are down, people will be there for you.
I could say a lot of things, but we as people are not perfect. A lonely existence in ways, because people don't really know us that great, because really we don't even know us that great. What makes me tick?? How do I make the inside of me feel better??
So many questions, and I get it. I see the sad existence of people sometimes, and I think about them a lot. I don't know if they feel it, or if they cover it or what, but I saw our ending many years ago, and I saw the sad state of affairs.
Our life is us, and we stand alone in this great World held accountable for us. There are no plaques we hang on, and no diplomas, and no trophies or anything. At the end we stand naked of all accomplishments, and hopefully we find a way to not be held accountable for our less than perfect deeds. Those are with you, until they have been dealt with.
The answer to life is forgiveness. It isn't mental toughness, and hard sacrifices, and any other thing. At the end it would be a good thing if we could be forgiven for our less than perfect self.
That is a journey though. From point A to point B. It isn't some magic words, or some magic prayer, as some would have you believe.
The magic stuff happens well past that. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)))
p.s. Guess it is time to finish my coffee, and get ready for work. It is sunny and 25, so almost perfect running, but I ran 3 days in a row, and this week is all mid to upper 30's, so there will be some good runs. :)
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Tuesday, December 2, 2014
Monday, December 1, 2014
The Best Thing Of My Mondays...
ARE I GET TO SLEEP IN. :) I love it. It kinda makes a Sunday quite the funday in my opinion. I got my run in yesterday, and it was quite a bit quicker without snow and slush, and ice everywhere. I then did my work thing, which I was not feeling. I am glad that is almost done. I don't mind working Saturday, but I want Sundays off.
Anyway, that is about it for yesterday. I watched Football and stuff. We made tacos for dinner, and man did that hit the spot. I slept in today too. I am going to take Hope for a run in a bit, because I work both jobs tomorrow, so I probably won't run tomorrow. I'll be rushing to get enough sleep, and a lot of times I'll only sleep for like 3 hours, and be up. Actually, I will be working a couple days this week at both jobs, so that should be fun.
What else??? Not much. I guess this blog on any given day can go in any given direction. I have things on my mind here and there, but a lot of times it may not be what people want to hear. You want to go out and make you the best possible person you can huh?? It should be everyone's goal in life. To be a better version of yourself.
As people what is it we lack?? EVERYTHING. We are nowhere near as good of a person as is possible, and the only problem is it is IMPOSSIBLE for us to be that person. There is a way to get to be this better person, but you have to be willing to go "ALL IN" as they say.
If this blog is any indication that surely is not something people are willing to do. Too many important things to accomplish. What is it you have accomplished in life?? What of any of these things would you consider a redeeming thing you have done??
You may have worked hard at such and such, but slaves in Egypt worked hard, and slaves in the US worked hard. Jews lived in concentration camps, and for what gain?? People have had kids, and that has happened since forever. Funny none of those 12 did though huh??
Why, cause there is a different way. A way that does not count on the wisdom of people for its strength, and it doesn't count on the efforts of people to become better versions of ourselves. Nope it is a much much harder route, because it is not you who are the one in charge. Obviously this is not something people are willing to accept, and deal with.
It is a shame too, because there is a lot to do, and it has nothing to do with Worldly achievements. That is just crap you do to fill time.
Oh well.
I gotta run.
Laterzzzzzzzzzzzz
Anyway, that is about it for yesterday. I watched Football and stuff. We made tacos for dinner, and man did that hit the spot. I slept in today too. I am going to take Hope for a run in a bit, because I work both jobs tomorrow, so I probably won't run tomorrow. I'll be rushing to get enough sleep, and a lot of times I'll only sleep for like 3 hours, and be up. Actually, I will be working a couple days this week at both jobs, so that should be fun.
What else??? Not much. I guess this blog on any given day can go in any given direction. I have things on my mind here and there, but a lot of times it may not be what people want to hear. You want to go out and make you the best possible person you can huh?? It should be everyone's goal in life. To be a better version of yourself.
As people what is it we lack?? EVERYTHING. We are nowhere near as good of a person as is possible, and the only problem is it is IMPOSSIBLE for us to be that person. There is a way to get to be this better person, but you have to be willing to go "ALL IN" as they say.
If this blog is any indication that surely is not something people are willing to do. Too many important things to accomplish. What is it you have accomplished in life?? What of any of these things would you consider a redeeming thing you have done??
You may have worked hard at such and such, but slaves in Egypt worked hard, and slaves in the US worked hard. Jews lived in concentration camps, and for what gain?? People have had kids, and that has happened since forever. Funny none of those 12 did though huh??
Why, cause there is a different way. A way that does not count on the wisdom of people for its strength, and it doesn't count on the efforts of people to become better versions of ourselves. Nope it is a much much harder route, because it is not you who are the one in charge. Obviously this is not something people are willing to accept, and deal with.
It is a shame too, because there is a lot to do, and it has nothing to do with Worldly achievements. That is just crap you do to fill time.
Oh well.
I gotta run.
Laterzzzzzzzzzzzz
Sunday, November 30, 2014
Early Morning Coffee...
Hello, and good morning all. How's it going?? Me, I am doing pretty good. Today is almost the same as yesterday. I have been up for quite a while, but just laying in bed. I finally decided to get up, and make coffee, and do this thing.
I looked at the temps and it said 54 degrees. WOW!! that's good running temps. Hold on a sec, I am going to get my coffee...
Okay, I am ready. Something about an early morning cup of coffee. So there isn't a ton going on with me. I have to work ~ 3 hours today, and I will probably go in a little after my run. I am pretty sure today, and Saturday will be my last days. Sounds like they got another replacement to start next Sunday.
So, I know some things about life. Basically the ugly truth of it. The World is full of comic books, and fairy tales, and all this kinda crap. Rags to riches stories, and sugarcoated Biographies. The World is one big lie, and all this time we thought we must be thinking wrong. Everyone's life seems so perfect. Where did I go wrong??
No one's life is perfect. There is no Heaven on Earth. Everything is messed up, and everything is wrong. The World threw one over on you. Clouded your eyes to the truth. I tell you what too, it took A LOT for people to have a way out. The story is of Adam pre-fall, to the fall, and back to the pre-fall. Then even one step more. My story took basically most of my adult life. Early 90's through the dead years. I knew what I was, and I knew I had something to do. I just didn't know when. I believed all those years the promise given me, and trust me, it was simple. It is the way I am.
Things probably started up before Heimleblog, but it is then when I knew things started. Always waiting for the final thing to do, and year after year thinking this was it. Heimleblog ended bad, but I started up the Journey. SHEESH!! I forgot how scared I was of starting that thing up. A little view I guess of how bad heimleblog ended. Then I overcame the 2nd time. Done with the Journey, and the wait started up right away. That was easy. I was not lacking any confidence or anything. I stood in a good spot and I knew it.
I don't even know how many years this thing has been going on, but it has been for a while. There has been this disconnect though. From what I know of the ugly truth, to your seeking paradise on Earth. You climb the wrong mountain on that one. There is no paradise on Earth. It is a bad place filled with lies.
All avenues fall short, and things would have been a heck~uv~a lot easier if you weren't born, as it is written. You have been born though, so you are of this World. You need to seek out the answers to life, because it is kinda important. Important you do it while you are alive. You ain't going to do it when you are 6' under, I guarantee you that.
As long as you know that on your final days you know what your final thoughts are. It isn't about careers, and retirement accounts, and getting in shape for that "A" race, and anything. You will wish your life was about being good, and doing good. There is only one way for that to happen too. It isn't the path of you. That statement is 100% true.
The path of you is the most foolish thing one could cling too.
When are you going to throw away foolishness???
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)))
p.s. yeah, probably some heavy entries the last couple days. Shit is real though, so you have to have courage to deal with this shit. Trust me, I've lived it all, and been through it all.
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
I looked at the temps and it said 54 degrees. WOW!! that's good running temps. Hold on a sec, I am going to get my coffee...
Okay, I am ready. Something about an early morning cup of coffee. So there isn't a ton going on with me. I have to work ~ 3 hours today, and I will probably go in a little after my run. I am pretty sure today, and Saturday will be my last days. Sounds like they got another replacement to start next Sunday.
So, I know some things about life. Basically the ugly truth of it. The World is full of comic books, and fairy tales, and all this kinda crap. Rags to riches stories, and sugarcoated Biographies. The World is one big lie, and all this time we thought we must be thinking wrong. Everyone's life seems so perfect. Where did I go wrong??
No one's life is perfect. There is no Heaven on Earth. Everything is messed up, and everything is wrong. The World threw one over on you. Clouded your eyes to the truth. I tell you what too, it took A LOT for people to have a way out. The story is of Adam pre-fall, to the fall, and back to the pre-fall. Then even one step more. My story took basically most of my adult life. Early 90's through the dead years. I knew what I was, and I knew I had something to do. I just didn't know when. I believed all those years the promise given me, and trust me, it was simple. It is the way I am.
Things probably started up before Heimleblog, but it is then when I knew things started. Always waiting for the final thing to do, and year after year thinking this was it. Heimleblog ended bad, but I started up the Journey. SHEESH!! I forgot how scared I was of starting that thing up. A little view I guess of how bad heimleblog ended. Then I overcame the 2nd time. Done with the Journey, and the wait started up right away. That was easy. I was not lacking any confidence or anything. I stood in a good spot and I knew it.
I don't even know how many years this thing has been going on, but it has been for a while. There has been this disconnect though. From what I know of the ugly truth, to your seeking paradise on Earth. You climb the wrong mountain on that one. There is no paradise on Earth. It is a bad place filled with lies.
All avenues fall short, and things would have been a heck~uv~a lot easier if you weren't born, as it is written. You have been born though, so you are of this World. You need to seek out the answers to life, because it is kinda important. Important you do it while you are alive. You ain't going to do it when you are 6' under, I guarantee you that.
As long as you know that on your final days you know what your final thoughts are. It isn't about careers, and retirement accounts, and getting in shape for that "A" race, and anything. You will wish your life was about being good, and doing good. There is only one way for that to happen too. It isn't the path of you. That statement is 100% true.
The path of you is the most foolish thing one could cling too.
When are you going to throw away foolishness???
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)))
p.s. yeah, probably some heavy entries the last couple days. Shit is real though, so you have to have courage to deal with this shit. Trust me, I've lived it all, and been through it all.
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Saturday, November 29, 2014
I Guess We Will Start This Day...
Hello, and good morning all. How's it going?? Me, I guess I am doing okay. I have been up a while, but just laying in bed. I decided I might as well get the day started. I have to work for ~ 5 hours. Not sure what time I'll go in. Maybe around 9:00 or so. We'll see. I have to get a run in after this. I didn't run yesterday. I was tired when I got home from work. :)
I was in a really good mood yesterday though. I guess in my update yesterday there was something I put in their very nonchalantly, although it was a big deal. It is what I had to learn all those years ago, and what I've known all these years. Everything is wrong. What is right is hidden. As powerful, and fabulous as we think we are, and as smart as we think we are, and all these types of things, you need help to find right, to be right, and all the things being right entails.
You can't exercise your way to right, you cannot read your way to right, you cannot diet your way to right, nope. There is only one way, and it is really what the story of this blog has been about.
So I am in this good spot where I've done what I was supposed to do. I've won the race of life, and I've been through any number of things to get where I am at. I've been faithful, and obedient. I was asked to do something so I threw away foolishness and did what was asked.
Now I am not really asked to do anything, but in my heart is the desire to do this a lot. So I do it. I do it freely, because it isn't work really. Mostly I do it cuz it is fun for me.
It must help people in a way too. Eventually all will have to throw away all the foolishness and do what is right. Accept your position and where you stand. My blog unfortunately has to tell you your position and where you stand. I give you a direction though, and I give you answers, because they are given to me.
I know I know how is little old me supposed to be a help?? Where in the World does the confidence come from?? :)))
That is the story of this blog too I guess. I am strong and confident, and that is a long way different from this little kid growing up huh??
Anyway. I have my coffee, and I will drink it. I'll get my little run in a bit. Hope will be excited. I have to do some laundry, and we izzz having sgetti and meatballs for dinner. Easy day really. Not too too much going on. Not too shabby.
So anyway, just touching base like I like to do.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)))
p.s. I picked up an extra day next week at the grocery store. Should be fun. I'll be doing some dairy stuff. :)
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
I was in a really good mood yesterday though. I guess in my update yesterday there was something I put in their very nonchalantly, although it was a big deal. It is what I had to learn all those years ago, and what I've known all these years. Everything is wrong. What is right is hidden. As powerful, and fabulous as we think we are, and as smart as we think we are, and all these types of things, you need help to find right, to be right, and all the things being right entails.
You can't exercise your way to right, you cannot read your way to right, you cannot diet your way to right, nope. There is only one way, and it is really what the story of this blog has been about.
So I am in this good spot where I've done what I was supposed to do. I've won the race of life, and I've been through any number of things to get where I am at. I've been faithful, and obedient. I was asked to do something so I threw away foolishness and did what was asked.
Now I am not really asked to do anything, but in my heart is the desire to do this a lot. So I do it. I do it freely, because it isn't work really. Mostly I do it cuz it is fun for me.
It must help people in a way too. Eventually all will have to throw away all the foolishness and do what is right. Accept your position and where you stand. My blog unfortunately has to tell you your position and where you stand. I give you a direction though, and I give you answers, because they are given to me.
I know I know how is little old me supposed to be a help?? Where in the World does the confidence come from?? :)))
That is the story of this blog too I guess. I am strong and confident, and that is a long way different from this little kid growing up huh??
Anyway. I have my coffee, and I will drink it. I'll get my little run in a bit. Hope will be excited. I have to do some laundry, and we izzz having sgetti and meatballs for dinner. Easy day really. Not too too much going on. Not too shabby.
So anyway, just touching base like I like to do.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)))
p.s. I picked up an extra day next week at the grocery store. Should be fun. I'll be doing some dairy stuff. :)
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Friday, November 28, 2014
Wow, Things Do Change...
Hello, and good morning all. How's it going?? Me, I am doing pretty good. It is Black Friday and for the first time in over two decades Lisa and I will be having nothing to do with it. Who says life doesn't get better as you get older??
Anyway I haven't blogged for a couple days because, well let me explain. 2 days ago I tried, but I was writing gibberish, and it was stupid, so I deleted the post. Yesterday I had absolutely nothing to blog about, and I didn't feel like it. Yesterday was my first day off in 10 days, and it was pretty good. It was Thanksgiving and all, but Lisa and I don't do much. Just kinda chill, watch football. I drank some wine, and fell asleep for a bit after dinner. I guess I needed a day off.
Anyway today all I have to do is work a few hours at the grocery store. It should be fun. That is it. I am deciding how to run today. I thought about going now, but there is too much snow, so I'd have to do it on the snow melt. I think I'll work first. After work I'll scout out the sidewalks, and see if they are plowed yet, and if not, I'll run 3 miles or so on the snow melt. 2 laps seems kinda short though, so I may run 4.5 miles. That would be 3 laps, and I think that is the least amount of laps I have ever done on the snow melt.
Anyway, there isn't a ton on my mind, but it is early morning. I have coffee, and I feel good. I guess I don't have a ton planned today, but it seems like all fun to me. I should run the snow blower too I guess.
So there I have a day planned. I am pretty excited about it. There really isn't anything earth shattering about this day, and what does that say about life??
Here I am with my stupid day planned, that probably I am the only one in the World who would be excited about. It is my life though, and what I am doing. Seems silly from this life's perspective that people are killing each other huh??
What are the major things going on in the World that make us all hate others??
Bad information. Ever read the Bible with the talking of leavened and unleavened bread?? leavened is the teaching one gets from the World, and unleavened is the better stuff not of this World. We are born in this World destined to be poisoned with the teachings of the World. Something we must overcome. It is about stepping out of upbringing, and Society, and Country, and Religion, and all those things.
Obviously Religion is the hardest thing to step out of, because we'd have to accept we fell short in what we believe. You have. It is a heck~uv~a lot more than the things the World teaches.
Anyway, I am just rambling.
Yesterday was fun, and I am glad I had a day off. :)
Have a good one. :)
xoxoxo MWAH!!! :)
Anyway I haven't blogged for a couple days because, well let me explain. 2 days ago I tried, but I was writing gibberish, and it was stupid, so I deleted the post. Yesterday I had absolutely nothing to blog about, and I didn't feel like it. Yesterday was my first day off in 10 days, and it was pretty good. It was Thanksgiving and all, but Lisa and I don't do much. Just kinda chill, watch football. I drank some wine, and fell asleep for a bit after dinner. I guess I needed a day off.
Anyway today all I have to do is work a few hours at the grocery store. It should be fun. That is it. I am deciding how to run today. I thought about going now, but there is too much snow, so I'd have to do it on the snow melt. I think I'll work first. After work I'll scout out the sidewalks, and see if they are plowed yet, and if not, I'll run 3 miles or so on the snow melt. 2 laps seems kinda short though, so I may run 4.5 miles. That would be 3 laps, and I think that is the least amount of laps I have ever done on the snow melt.
Anyway, there isn't a ton on my mind, but it is early morning. I have coffee, and I feel good. I guess I don't have a ton planned today, but it seems like all fun to me. I should run the snow blower too I guess.
So there I have a day planned. I am pretty excited about it. There really isn't anything earth shattering about this day, and what does that say about life??
Here I am with my stupid day planned, that probably I am the only one in the World who would be excited about. It is my life though, and what I am doing. Seems silly from this life's perspective that people are killing each other huh??
What are the major things going on in the World that make us all hate others??
Bad information. Ever read the Bible with the talking of leavened and unleavened bread?? leavened is the teaching one gets from the World, and unleavened is the better stuff not of this World. We are born in this World destined to be poisoned with the teachings of the World. Something we must overcome. It is about stepping out of upbringing, and Society, and Country, and Religion, and all those things.
Obviously Religion is the hardest thing to step out of, because we'd have to accept we fell short in what we believe. You have. It is a heck~uv~a lot more than the things the World teaches.
Anyway, I am just rambling.
Yesterday was fun, and I am glad I had a day off. :)
Have a good one. :)
xoxoxo MWAH!!! :)
Tuesday, November 25, 2014
This Is Not A Bad Way To Start Off This Day...
Hello, and good morning all. How's it going?? Me, I guess I am doing good. I have to work both jobs today, and then the rest of the week is easy shmeazy. Tomorrow we are only working a max of 6 hours. Out by midnight at the latest. Thursday off. I picked up some hours at the grocery store on Friday, so maybe 4 hours or so. Saturday, I have to do my weekend thing, which is 5 hours, and Sunday which should be 4 hours(if there isn't a replacement). How about that?? It is like a little vacation with a little work thrown in. I think I like those.
Running has been going good. Just running 3 milers here and there, and I am actually getting faster. I haven't done a track workout, but just the other day I ran 3 miles at about 25 minute 5K pace, and I didn't really intend it. Me, and Hope just went out, and we were fast for some reason. I am running a 5K on New Years Eve. If the roads are nice, I may be pretty fast. If there is snow all over who knows??
Anyway I got home from work last night a little early. I got a few hours of sleep, and now I am going to go into the grocery store early, and get it done. I assume it will be around 4 hours, and I will have to nap before work tonight.
I see social media blew up about Ferguson, and I don't have any real thoughts on that. I haven't been paying attention. I see both sides are highly charged, and I don't really pay too much attention to the news.
Life is kinda strange I guess. You typically think people are pretty normal, and then all of a sudden Jeffrey Dahmer eats someone you know. So you get a big news piece out there, but still people are cheating on their spouses. Some are smoking dope before work. You name it life is pretty imperfect all around, and somehow our eyes got clouded over about the truth of this World.
It is bad. It isn't good. We as people are not really that good.
Even these days I feel I am different. I am in a pretty good mood and super pumped up. It is good to wake up like this.
So anyway this is probably a stupid update. I haven't blogged in a couple days, because It just wasn't there.
That is my update for today. :)
Try not to get too bored reading it. :)
Laterzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Running has been going good. Just running 3 milers here and there, and I am actually getting faster. I haven't done a track workout, but just the other day I ran 3 miles at about 25 minute 5K pace, and I didn't really intend it. Me, and Hope just went out, and we were fast for some reason. I am running a 5K on New Years Eve. If the roads are nice, I may be pretty fast. If there is snow all over who knows??
Anyway I got home from work last night a little early. I got a few hours of sleep, and now I am going to go into the grocery store early, and get it done. I assume it will be around 4 hours, and I will have to nap before work tonight.
I see social media blew up about Ferguson, and I don't have any real thoughts on that. I haven't been paying attention. I see both sides are highly charged, and I don't really pay too much attention to the news.
Life is kinda strange I guess. You typically think people are pretty normal, and then all of a sudden Jeffrey Dahmer eats someone you know. So you get a big news piece out there, but still people are cheating on their spouses. Some are smoking dope before work. You name it life is pretty imperfect all around, and somehow our eyes got clouded over about the truth of this World.
It is bad. It isn't good. We as people are not really that good.
Even these days I feel I am different. I am in a pretty good mood and super pumped up. It is good to wake up like this.
So anyway this is probably a stupid update. I haven't blogged in a couple days, because It just wasn't there.
That is my update for today. :)
Try not to get too bored reading it. :)
Laterzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Sunday, November 23, 2014
3 Steps Forward, And 80 Steps Back...
That is how it seems this thing goes sometimes. So whatever.
When you look at yourself what do you see?? Somebody who is better than others?? You've done all the right things. Blameless in all your deeds?? Shining brighter than all others with all your goodness, and the direction you planned out for yourself??
What is it that makes you this "good" person?? Which of the great virtues out there are you just overflowing with?? For those of the religious type, if all things are possible, than you are the best there is?? Perfect and blameless, because of how great you are?? Your faith really stops short of what can be done huh?? You put faith in a few words here and there, and try your best to follow along Society's path, whichever Society you live in.
The truth is greater than Society. Stronger, and doesn't need the foolishness of men's best "wisdom" It stands strong on its own, and people use Society as a crutch, and upbringing, and false teachings, and crap like that.
People's path of redemption is the following the foolishness of the thoughts of men. You have religious leaders of all faiths seemingly wearing silly robes, although the book they believe warns against that kinda crap. I just need to see the robes, and know they are wrong. I just need to see the uniform, and know their message is wrong, and false, and falls way short. Centuries and Centuries of crap, and look how many people fell into their misguided trap. There are warnings about those false teachers, and their future. They will be surprised no doubt.
I came along, and with a wisdom greater than my own gave you information the others wouldn't give you. I told you it would be hard, and I told you to be strong. I gave you the path, but you are too wise huh?? Too good, and too perfect. You know best.
80 steps back, and I really am disappointed I guess.
I don't like arrogance, and I guess that is a lot of what I see.
As I've said before, I stand alone. You ain't that fucking great. Even if you think you are.
Later...
When you look at yourself what do you see?? Somebody who is better than others?? You've done all the right things. Blameless in all your deeds?? Shining brighter than all others with all your goodness, and the direction you planned out for yourself??
What is it that makes you this "good" person?? Which of the great virtues out there are you just overflowing with?? For those of the religious type, if all things are possible, than you are the best there is?? Perfect and blameless, because of how great you are?? Your faith really stops short of what can be done huh?? You put faith in a few words here and there, and try your best to follow along Society's path, whichever Society you live in.
The truth is greater than Society. Stronger, and doesn't need the foolishness of men's best "wisdom" It stands strong on its own, and people use Society as a crutch, and upbringing, and false teachings, and crap like that.
People's path of redemption is the following the foolishness of the thoughts of men. You have religious leaders of all faiths seemingly wearing silly robes, although the book they believe warns against that kinda crap. I just need to see the robes, and know they are wrong. I just need to see the uniform, and know their message is wrong, and false, and falls way short. Centuries and Centuries of crap, and look how many people fell into their misguided trap. There are warnings about those false teachers, and their future. They will be surprised no doubt.
I came along, and with a wisdom greater than my own gave you information the others wouldn't give you. I told you it would be hard, and I told you to be strong. I gave you the path, but you are too wise huh?? Too good, and too perfect. You know best.
80 steps back, and I really am disappointed I guess.
I don't like arrogance, and I guess that is a lot of what I see.
As I've said before, I stand alone. You ain't that fucking great. Even if you think you are.
Later...
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