You more so than me of course. :)
OMG, I have absolutely nothing to write about at allllllz. SHEESH. Where will I even start??? First off my apologies I guess sorta yesterday. Are you ever amazed at how much down time we have in our lives... "mentally" ?? What is your life about???
What if you died tomorrow?? What would people say about you?? I remember back a long time ago, and this would have been one of those 1990-1991 years when a lot was taking place. I remembered having a vision of my life. A look back. I saw how I hurt some people, and mostly due to my imperfections. Get rid of the childhood friends so I could be cool in High School. I realize SHIT, I hurt people. You never realize that shit either. You have to face the truth about yourself. You dislike some people. Ya ain't definitely all filled with love all the time and stuff. Some people just annoy the hell out of you. I am that way. I def. have my favs. God knows I'd rather hang out with the sinners than the saints, and that is for a couple reasons. One the sinners are real. The saints ain't saints, they just try to play one on t.v. T.V. being their life viewed from what they show people. We all know none of us have any special avenue to perfection. None of us are that. In my view guys hide more than girls. Not all, but some.
Like I said before... I think... working out makes you feel better about yourself. I think it is a good thing to be active in that way, but it won't make you a better person in any way. You still are going to hate people. I don't give a shit who you are. Fess up. I think it is a good thing to look at ourselves in a real way. The truth about ourself. We aren't normal. We all are fucked up in some kind of way, and we want to follow those who we perceive to be strong. Look how many people followed Hitler. Look how many fucked up people are willing to blow themselves up to make a point to show how much God loves you. :) Fucking weirdos the whole world is made up of. If you were born in Germany say 1912, and you couldn't read the future, how would you shield Anne Frank from her outcome?? You are her Dad or Mom. A lot of shit to worry about huh??
Guess what??? We have a gift. We have a way through all the bullshit life has to offer. You live your life, and do whatever the hell it is you do, but you keep your eyes open. You are shown things every day, and it is part of the mirror. It can be on t.v. or whatever the hell else you do, but be open to all that comes your way. Why not?? I mean the world would be a much better place if people just used the mirror and judged themselves. I don't condemn anyone although I might not like everyone every second of the day. I tell you too, you judge me, and I may judge you back. Why?? I am confident in my direction, and I have been through too much.
Truth of the matter is we all are filled with some good stuff, but also filled with hate. Look at Amy Winehouse, she was fucked up as anyone, but she was real. Who has courage to show their less than perfect side?? That is what takes guts. It is there where you open yourself up to judgement, and it is there where I will not judge. Show only good, and you are fake, and love lives in the light. You try and hide all kinds of shit. Some bitch ate an apple, and now you want to put on all these clothes to hide. Have to take the shell off, that is the way. We all have built a ton of walls to protect ourself, and the mirror is to help you take the walls down.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. My Monday was pretty good. I had a ton of energy, and stuff. It was hot as hell though.
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
BE REAL!!! Fuckers!!! :) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Monday, August 1, 2011
Could Have Been Worse...
Well, when I was rushing thinking through books I read twice I came up with a short list. "Rise and Fall of the Third Reich" "It" "Catch-22" I forgot "Anne Frank" and "Catcher In The Rye" Anne Frank inspired me a ton. I think that is it. I don't watch a ton of movies twice, and I don't read a ton of books twice. For me to read a book twice it has to be good. I'd say those were good.
You know what?? I don't really have anything inspiring to say. Maybe nothing nice either. As a matter of fact, I may not even use my signature line. Not feeling it today. I said a while ago the hardest thing you have to do is be honest. A lot of you suck at that. It is a process. At any point in time in your mind is a false vision of some sort or another. So you are being shown things. Spending hours upon hours of brain dead time is not what life is about. TV. mind numbing biking excursions. Really?? Here is what I have to say, Anne Frank lived a full life, many people in an environment 50 times better live emptier lives.
People strive for a bunch of stuff, and like Solomon said ya' ain't done nothing new under the sun. Chances are you ain't splitting the atom either. I am impressed with honesty more so than anything.
That is why I love Doreen. :)
That is why I love the xxxxxxx people There are a lot of them. Too numerous to name.
If you think you got all the right answers your probably wrong. :)
Pride before the fall and all that ya know.
til tomorrow probably. :D :D
I am out!!!
p.s. Had to cut my run short to 11 miles. cramp, and/or slight pull. Have to take a couple days off from running, so I will ride my bike to and from.
You know what?? I don't really have anything inspiring to say. Maybe nothing nice either. As a matter of fact, I may not even use my signature line. Not feeling it today. I said a while ago the hardest thing you have to do is be honest. A lot of you suck at that. It is a process. At any point in time in your mind is a false vision of some sort or another. So you are being shown things. Spending hours upon hours of brain dead time is not what life is about. TV. mind numbing biking excursions. Really?? Here is what I have to say, Anne Frank lived a full life, many people in an environment 50 times better live emptier lives.
People strive for a bunch of stuff, and like Solomon said ya' ain't done nothing new under the sun. Chances are you ain't splitting the atom either. I am impressed with honesty more so than anything.
That is why I love Doreen. :)
That is why I love the xxxxxxx people There are a lot of them. Too numerous to name.
If you think you got all the right answers your probably wrong. :)
Pride before the fall and all that ya know.
til tomorrow probably. :D :D
I am out!!!
p.s. Had to cut my run short to 11 miles. cramp, and/or slight pull. Have to take a couple days off from running, so I will ride my bike to and from.
Sunday, July 31, 2011
On My Sunday I Go Long...
Well, I have absolutely no idea what I am going to write today, so I guess I will start with my workout I plan to do. :) See how creative I am?? I come up with so many new, fresh, and exciting ways to start my blog. :) Ha ha. Seriously though, I plan on going 13 miles. Hmmmm. now what?? I can tell this is going to be a good blog. :) Lemme go get some coffee, and hopefully think of something to write about. :)
Okay, I am back, and I still have nothing to write about. Lemme think back to my week. For some reason I was really tired this week. Ever have one of those weeks where you feel like you cannot get enough sleep?? Yep, that was me. Yesterday was good though, I wasn't really feeling energetic, or sociable for that matter, so just hung out at home. Lisa had to work too, so she was a bit tired too, so we didn't do much. To be honest, it was good enough for me. I went to bed early, and am ready for my run. I think today is going to be a good day too.
Want to know something I think about sometimes???? Do you think it strange every day... almost... I feel like using the same signature line?? Do you find it strange I think about a lot of people throughout the day?? Different people too. People who are all interested in different things. I know sometimes when I add extra xoxoxoxo's I try to build up, but it comes perhaps as an expense to others. Not intended. The nutty stuff of life. You may feel like you try to do good, but there is always another side that may take it the other way. SHEESH, if politics ain't all about that right. Everyone is on the right side in their own mind. One of the faults of us, and maybe this is a major one. We cannot read your motives. You cannot read others motives either, and we probably use that to judge quite a bit. I just thought of that. That is a biggie huh?? A person's motives.
Can we even read our own motives?? What are your motives for various things you do throughout the day. Are you looking for attention?? Are you hiding from the world?? Are you trying to impress?? I would imagine that would be something worthwhile for a person to look at. Their own motives in things they do. It'd be interesting too I bet. Oh, and if we communicated our motives to our friends, and significant others etc... I bet it would help bring about more understanding. Ya know how you have a motive sometime, and you hope the person reads your intentions?? We all do that I am sure.
Sometimes we are bad communicators. What if you even communicate a good motive with the best intentions, but the person you are communicating with is having a rainy day in their mind, and it is wasted anyway.
DANG!!! Life sure ain't simple is it? There is soooo much more to it than just the day to day huh? I tell you one thing. I like my signature line, and I like giving extra xoxoxoxo's, because life is fricken hard, and I like to tell people in my own little way they izzz important.
This blog really is more about life, and I will have some workout stuff in it too. It is also about you.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Hope Everyone has a FUN Sunday!! I plan on it. I have to do some laundry though. :P
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Okay, I am back, and I still have nothing to write about. Lemme think back to my week. For some reason I was really tired this week. Ever have one of those weeks where you feel like you cannot get enough sleep?? Yep, that was me. Yesterday was good though, I wasn't really feeling energetic, or sociable for that matter, so just hung out at home. Lisa had to work too, so she was a bit tired too, so we didn't do much. To be honest, it was good enough for me. I went to bed early, and am ready for my run. I think today is going to be a good day too.
Want to know something I think about sometimes???? Do you think it strange every day... almost... I feel like using the same signature line?? Do you find it strange I think about a lot of people throughout the day?? Different people too. People who are all interested in different things. I know sometimes when I add extra xoxoxoxo's I try to build up, but it comes perhaps as an expense to others. Not intended. The nutty stuff of life. You may feel like you try to do good, but there is always another side that may take it the other way. SHEESH, if politics ain't all about that right. Everyone is on the right side in their own mind. One of the faults of us, and maybe this is a major one. We cannot read your motives. You cannot read others motives either, and we probably use that to judge quite a bit. I just thought of that. That is a biggie huh?? A person's motives.
Can we even read our own motives?? What are your motives for various things you do throughout the day. Are you looking for attention?? Are you hiding from the world?? Are you trying to impress?? I would imagine that would be something worthwhile for a person to look at. Their own motives in things they do. It'd be interesting too I bet. Oh, and if we communicated our motives to our friends, and significant others etc... I bet it would help bring about more understanding. Ya know how you have a motive sometime, and you hope the person reads your intentions?? We all do that I am sure.
Sometimes we are bad communicators. What if you even communicate a good motive with the best intentions, but the person you are communicating with is having a rainy day in their mind, and it is wasted anyway.
DANG!!! Life sure ain't simple is it? There is soooo much more to it than just the day to day huh? I tell you one thing. I like my signature line, and I like giving extra xoxoxoxo's, because life is fricken hard, and I like to tell people in my own little way they izzz important.
This blog really is more about life, and I will have some workout stuff in it too. It is also about you.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Hope Everyone has a FUN Sunday!! I plan on it. I have to do some laundry though. :P
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Fuckin Perfect...
Yep, just like that Pink song. I wasn't going to blog, but I am going to, because after a wake up, go back to bed blah, and get up again again, I decided to blog. You know why?? Because I am awake early, I am alive, I am going to work today, on my day off, but I like work, like the crazy mutha I am. I realize how lucky I am though.
First off, even though I woke up in a good mood, as opposed to why I went back to bed, not a good mood, I read this post. It is Jen Gray's latest post, and I think it puts into words what I have not been able to do. The post is called happysad, and it is fuckin perfect. Here we all are living our lives, and like the best blog ever "Catcher in the Rye" life is happysad. They live together in the same house, the house being your mind. There is so much inside you that makes everything so hard. I "should" act like this. I really think like this. OMG look how green the grass is over there, why is my grass not so green?? See how much shit you have to deal with, and that ain't even talking about life stress, like did I make my xxxx payment on time.
So here are some things I am happy about. Jen Gray is a fucking rock star. We all know it, and she is the bestest, and the greatest, but I also think highly of so many of you. It is your humor, and you being real that makes everything so great. You know a flower has so many imperfections probably, but it still is beautiful. Difference between a flower and many of you?? Flower has no way to hide its imperfections, and if it did it wouldn't be so pretty. :)
We all are so busy trying to show ourselves being who we think you would want us to be, we forget to seek, and find ourselves. I know I know you never heard such nonsense before. Ignore what I "should" be and find who I really am. Truth is truth, and that my friends is the good fight. One we can win.
As even the mountains move over time this is a race that is won with building blocks. patience, endurance, steadfastness, diligence, and perseverance.
Come along for this ride, because some people are going to in their own time take off their shell to show you. Others will come up and support.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. I have to poop really bad, but I have to hand out some xoxoxoxo's first. :)
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras for Boston Kim, because she will offer more support than what she receives in return. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras for Jen Gray, because that blog was fuckin perfect .xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Christie, cuz she sees her shell as well as anyone, but a bit afraid to take it off. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras for Doreen, because I twice used "I Love Doreen" as a title. :) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras for Lois, because she is going to Breckinridge xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras for the O'Tooles because they are as important as other people in my life. :) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras for Brandy *the girl* because I may want some Brandy *the drink* tonight. :) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Tia, because EVERYONE LOVES TIA. I am included in that mix. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
I ain't going to give John Miller xoxoxoxo's, but when I was "talking" to Lois (FB messages) I said he was a great support among other people when my brother died. The Millers are great.
Beth Rose Mickel, because I bet Jen Gray's post hits her the same as me. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Jules, because she always makes it. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ami Harju, and Nancy Close too, because they are two of the "realest" people I know. They never make this blog hardly ever either. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Kim Sheridan, cuz she is shy, but one of my favorites. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
I guess I'll give Gina some too. :) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
I am going to give some to Gene Marzelli too. He seems like a guy you can give xoxoxoxo's to. :) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo Ha ha ha hahhahahahahah!!! :)
I ain't going to give Nate P. and Gene Carr xoxoxo's, but the deserve to be on this blog. :)
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
First off, even though I woke up in a good mood, as opposed to why I went back to bed, not a good mood, I read this post. It is Jen Gray's latest post, and I think it puts into words what I have not been able to do. The post is called happysad, and it is fuckin perfect. Here we all are living our lives, and like the best blog ever "Catcher in the Rye" life is happysad. They live together in the same house, the house being your mind. There is so much inside you that makes everything so hard. I "should" act like this. I really think like this. OMG look how green the grass is over there, why is my grass not so green?? See how much shit you have to deal with, and that ain't even talking about life stress, like did I make my xxxx payment on time.
So here are some things I am happy about. Jen Gray is a fucking rock star. We all know it, and she is the bestest, and the greatest, but I also think highly of so many of you. It is your humor, and you being real that makes everything so great. You know a flower has so many imperfections probably, but it still is beautiful. Difference between a flower and many of you?? Flower has no way to hide its imperfections, and if it did it wouldn't be so pretty. :)
We all are so busy trying to show ourselves being who we think you would want us to be, we forget to seek, and find ourselves. I know I know you never heard such nonsense before. Ignore what I "should" be and find who I really am. Truth is truth, and that my friends is the good fight. One we can win.
As even the mountains move over time this is a race that is won with building blocks. patience, endurance, steadfastness, diligence, and perseverance.
Come along for this ride, because some people are going to in their own time take off their shell to show you. Others will come up and support.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. I have to poop really bad, but I have to hand out some xoxoxoxo's first. :)
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras for Boston Kim, because she will offer more support than what she receives in return. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras for Jen Gray, because that blog was fuckin perfect .xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Christie, cuz she sees her shell as well as anyone, but a bit afraid to take it off. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras for Doreen, because I twice used "I Love Doreen" as a title. :) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras for Lois, because she is going to Breckinridge xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras for the O'Tooles because they are as important as other people in my life. :) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras for Brandy *the girl* because I may want some Brandy *the drink* tonight. :) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Tia, because EVERYONE LOVES TIA. I am included in that mix. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
I ain't going to give John Miller xoxoxoxo's, but when I was "talking" to Lois (FB messages) I said he was a great support among other people when my brother died. The Millers are great.
Beth Rose Mickel, because I bet Jen Gray's post hits her the same as me. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Jules, because she always makes it. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ami Harju, and Nancy Close too, because they are two of the "realest" people I know. They never make this blog hardly ever either. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Kim Sheridan, cuz she is shy, but one of my favorites. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
I guess I'll give Gina some too. :) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
I am going to give some to Gene Marzelli too. He seems like a guy you can give xoxoxoxo's to. :) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo Ha ha ha hahhahahahahah!!! :)
I ain't going to give Nate P. and Gene Carr xoxoxo's, but the deserve to be on this blog. :)
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Friday, July 29, 2011
Anniversaries...
Well, I can always get a bit weird I think, and I can't tell if it is neat, scary, or what. Yesterday most definitely was an anniversary of sorts, but I am a Pejchl guy and through and through we typically don't give a shit about stuff. Birthdays and what not. Hell, My Dad is lucky if I even call him on Christmas. Yesterday was my brother Jim's birthday, and he died a few months ago. I cannot explain it, but I woke up in a good mood. I never worry about how I "should" feel, because I have total trust with how I am. This goes back a few summers ago. When I gave up, I cursed, and I said why why why??? Why did I ever have to be born?? Do You know the answer he gave me?? I didn't have to read tea leaves or anything. My heart was taken that night. Meaning my heart can go in any direction, and I am not in control. So, if I have to have an Izzz night like I did, I do it. Is it me calling the shots?? Well, not really huh?? If after a 5K I think about a guy who lost his wife of 60 years or whatever, it surely isn't me calling the shots is it?? I didn't even know the fucker. :)
You know what?? Your shots are being called for you too. It could be a movie, a song you hear, perhaps as your sipping some wine, or what have you. You have moments of reflection, and they are there for a reason. Everybody's life is different, and filled with different stuff. Maybe I "should" have been in a different mood, but I am who I am, and I accept honesty within myself more than how I deem society thinks I "should" be or feel.
Give me honesty or acceptance from "the norm" or society, and I will take honesty. It is why I love strong people.
That is why Doreen, and Jules, and Gina, and Olga, and Nancy O' Toole make it every day. They are as strong as any people I know. I can be dazzled with how shitty your life is more than how funny you are, or how great everything is, because at the end of the day truth trumps all. Sometimes when a life is taken you may not be as good at the stuff you normally do. That most definitely is one of those times where you take 2 steps back in order to go 3 steps forward.
You know I learned a lot the year all my friends moved away, and my step-mom died, and I graduated college, and my girlfriend and I broke up, and my Grandpa died. That was really a pretty hard year for me to be honest, but I learned a ton, and it was those things that led me in the direction I went.
So really if I could give advice of some sort I would say this. Don't worry about your beliefs, and society, and what a "norm" is, but be open to how your life progresses. Be open as there is a reason the Earth revolves around the sun perhaps there is a reason bad stuff happens to us. There really is a higher purpose, and it all starts with you. I don't care what religion or non-religion you have, within us all lies a truth. Life and society block the vision a bit, but within us is an ability to find out who we are. In my world truth trumps all.
Strive for truth, not perfection. No sense in having unachievable goals. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You all!!! :)
p.s. you don't even want to know about my run to work yesterday. Hot wings, poop, and pain. OUCH!!! :)
Love you all xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras for Doreen and Jules xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Gina xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxo
Nancy and Olga xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras for Lois too. She makes it every day cuz of Steve R's thing, but she shared some stuff with me last night. I mean her life has had a lot of hard things in it. Poor girl. She is so strong, but like everyone she needs support too. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Oh, and if you want to make the xoxoxoxoxo line. Being "NOT" a guy would help you out a lot. :)
Ha HA HA Ha HA HA!!!
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
You know what?? Your shots are being called for you too. It could be a movie, a song you hear, perhaps as your sipping some wine, or what have you. You have moments of reflection, and they are there for a reason. Everybody's life is different, and filled with different stuff. Maybe I "should" have been in a different mood, but I am who I am, and I accept honesty within myself more than how I deem society thinks I "should" be or feel.
Give me honesty or acceptance from "the norm" or society, and I will take honesty. It is why I love strong people.
That is why Doreen, and Jules, and Gina, and Olga, and Nancy O' Toole make it every day. They are as strong as any people I know. I can be dazzled with how shitty your life is more than how funny you are, or how great everything is, because at the end of the day truth trumps all. Sometimes when a life is taken you may not be as good at the stuff you normally do. That most definitely is one of those times where you take 2 steps back in order to go 3 steps forward.
You know I learned a lot the year all my friends moved away, and my step-mom died, and I graduated college, and my girlfriend and I broke up, and my Grandpa died. That was really a pretty hard year for me to be honest, but I learned a ton, and it was those things that led me in the direction I went.
So really if I could give advice of some sort I would say this. Don't worry about your beliefs, and society, and what a "norm" is, but be open to how your life progresses. Be open as there is a reason the Earth revolves around the sun perhaps there is a reason bad stuff happens to us. There really is a higher purpose, and it all starts with you. I don't care what religion or non-religion you have, within us all lies a truth. Life and society block the vision a bit, but within us is an ability to find out who we are. In my world truth trumps all.
Strive for truth, not perfection. No sense in having unachievable goals. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You all!!! :)
p.s. you don't even want to know about my run to work yesterday. Hot wings, poop, and pain. OUCH!!! :)
Love you all xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras for Doreen and Jules xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Gina xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxo
Nancy and Olga xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras for Lois too. She makes it every day cuz of Steve R's thing, but she shared some stuff with me last night. I mean her life has had a lot of hard things in it. Poor girl. She is so strong, but like everyone she needs support too. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Oh, and if you want to make the xoxoxoxoxo line. Being "NOT" a guy would help you out a lot. :)
Ha HA HA Ha HA HA!!!
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Thursday, July 28, 2011
Every Day Brings Something Different.
Hold on gotta get some coffee. :) All right I am back. Anyway what I was saying is every day brings something different huh?? What made me think of that was we had cool rainy temps. yesterday. We have been dealing with high heat and humidity for quite a bit, so the change was definitely a breath of fresh air. I even got caught in the middle of a downpour with little Cammie. So I laughed and ran the wet little bugger home.
That ended up being the day too. I was done with everything I wanted to do. So I went and had a couple beers. I was able to watch the end of the Sox game on the teeeeveeee at the bar. Sox beat DETROIT 2-1. Also Jacob stopped by on a whim when he saw our rolls royce in the parking lot. ;) He had a beer with me, and left, and then I left too. We didn't have anything for dinner, so @ Lisa got Dominoes pizza, and I got hot wings. Num num.
Work was so so. I have a job where I don't ever get everything done that can get done. I left earlier than I wanted too, because I took a ride with @ Lisa instead of riding in the rain. Oh well. Today will be better on that front I think. Our store is tackling a big project, so tearing it up to improve, so helping out in areas instead of doing my normal job. Taking 2 steps back in order to go 3 steps forward type of thing.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. My birthday is Aug. 15th, and I know what I am doing on the 14th. ;) secret tho. :) LOL
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Extras for everyone xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo :D
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
That ended up being the day too. I was done with everything I wanted to do. So I went and had a couple beers. I was able to watch the end of the Sox game on the teeeeveeee at the bar. Sox beat DETROIT 2-1. Also Jacob stopped by on a whim when he saw our rolls royce in the parking lot. ;) He had a beer with me, and left, and then I left too. We didn't have anything for dinner, so @ Lisa got Dominoes pizza, and I got hot wings. Num num.
Work was so so. I have a job where I don't ever get everything done that can get done. I left earlier than I wanted too, because I took a ride with @ Lisa instead of riding in the rain. Oh well. Today will be better on that front I think. Our store is tackling a big project, so tearing it up to improve, so helping out in areas instead of doing my normal job. Taking 2 steps back in order to go 3 steps forward type of thing.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. My birthday is Aug. 15th, and I know what I am doing on the 14th. ;) secret tho. :) LOL
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras for everyone xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo :D
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Somedays Everything Is Worthwhile...
Life sure is filled with ups and downs huh?? In many ways it is a roller coaster. As I said yesterday honesty trumps all, and you know what?? Sometimes life trumps all. Sometimes when we get knocked down, we come back stronger than ever before.
You know out there are people who deal with depression. Can you imagine waking up every day to a cloudy rainy day in your mind?? You look for a silver lining, but sometimes it is hard to find. Here in the Midwest we deal with weekdays in February, and everything looks dreary. All of a sudden March comes and the world looks just a little bit better. I think change of seasons... for me helps me. It helps me see things differently.
Yesterday was a failure of sorts. I wanted to take Hope for a run, and Cammie for a walk, but I had no energy after work. I rode my bike to and from. I did cut the grass, and did my tomato project, but that was all the energy I had. so cooked burgers on the grill, and had a couple beers, and then went to bed early. It was a nice day out. Not so frightfully hot and humid. We actually sat outside for once. Lisa did a ton of weeding. I sometimes wonder what people miss out on as they are not tan in summer. What do they do???
As to me missing a run yesterday I wanted to do, I saw the silver lining. I could then run to work. All of a sudden a failure was turned into something positive. Would I have run to work today otherwise?? Maybe the legs wouldn't have felt like it. Now I know for sure they will. I wish everyone could find a silver lining like me, but I fear sometimes the gray cloudy day is a pretty powerful force for some.
Well, anyway Just rambling out loud so to speak. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Ya'All izzz pretty great. :))
Love you all xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras for all the regulars Doreen and Jules, and whatnot. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Olga and Gina etc... xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
There is one person who struggles with stuff, and it is Nancy O'Toole. I don't know what she struggles with, but I can tell it is something. She makes my blog every day, and has for a long time. We have had our struggles too. I respect her as much as anyone though to be honest, and I wish I knew what she struggled with. Maybe a lot of you struggle with stuff. If you do I give you extra xoxoxoxox's like I am giving Nancy now. :) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
That kind of is life though huh?? Many times we struggle, and we try to hide it, or not deal with it, or pretend it isn't there. The less than perfect stuff in our life. The stuff that makes us unhappy. Don't be afraid to look at it, and don't pretend it isn't there, because it is there. Deal with it early, and you will find healing. Bury it, and it turns into something worse. Not every day in our mind is going to be a sunny 80 degree day. The rainy days in our mind are there for a reason, but they are hard. Especially when they happen a lot. Good luck to those who struggle with that. :)
You know out there are people who deal with depression. Can you imagine waking up every day to a cloudy rainy day in your mind?? You look for a silver lining, but sometimes it is hard to find. Here in the Midwest we deal with weekdays in February, and everything looks dreary. All of a sudden March comes and the world looks just a little bit better. I think change of seasons... for me helps me. It helps me see things differently.
Yesterday was a failure of sorts. I wanted to take Hope for a run, and Cammie for a walk, but I had no energy after work. I rode my bike to and from. I did cut the grass, and did my tomato project, but that was all the energy I had. so cooked burgers on the grill, and had a couple beers, and then went to bed early. It was a nice day out. Not so frightfully hot and humid. We actually sat outside for once. Lisa did a ton of weeding. I sometimes wonder what people miss out on as they are not tan in summer. What do they do???
As to me missing a run yesterday I wanted to do, I saw the silver lining. I could then run to work. All of a sudden a failure was turned into something positive. Would I have run to work today otherwise?? Maybe the legs wouldn't have felt like it. Now I know for sure they will. I wish everyone could find a silver lining like me, but I fear sometimes the gray cloudy day is a pretty powerful force for some.
Well, anyway Just rambling out loud so to speak. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Ya'All izzz pretty great. :))
Love you all xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras for all the regulars Doreen and Jules, and whatnot. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Olga and Gina etc... xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
There is one person who struggles with stuff, and it is Nancy O'Toole. I don't know what she struggles with, but I can tell it is something. She makes my blog every day, and has for a long time. We have had our struggles too. I respect her as much as anyone though to be honest, and I wish I knew what she struggled with. Maybe a lot of you struggle with stuff. If you do I give you extra xoxoxoxox's like I am giving Nancy now. :) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
That kind of is life though huh?? Many times we struggle, and we try to hide it, or not deal with it, or pretend it isn't there. The less than perfect stuff in our life. The stuff that makes us unhappy. Don't be afraid to look at it, and don't pretend it isn't there, because it is there. Deal with it early, and you will find healing. Bury it, and it turns into something worse. Not every day in our mind is going to be a sunny 80 degree day. The rainy days in our mind are there for a reason, but they are hard. Especially when they happen a lot. Good luck to those who struggle with that. :)
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