I really am sorry for all and every bad thing I do. Like I said I wish I was perfect, but I am not. I get angry, I get sad, I feel on top of the world, and I feel like a slug. I get it all.
You know what though?? I hope the best for all. I really do. I just am a bit crazy sometimes. :)
Oh well, guess that is it again.
Hope you all are having a Great and Awesome Day!!!
I swear!!! :)
til tomorrow. :)
I am really tired, so taking a nap.
now for real cya. :)
Have a good night!!
Hope the day is going good too for you.
Hope your morning was good too.
Hope coffee was good too if you had it.
Hope lunch was good, and also hope your feet aren't sweating as bad as mine.
Hope you have isopropyl alcohol on your shelf like I do right now.
Hope your walls are brown like mine are. VEWY PWETTY!!! :))
ahahahaaaaa!!
now for real cya!!! :)
Hope you sleep good tonight, and tomorrow, and all that stuff.
O.K. now I am done. :)
Monday, September 13, 2010
BAD BWOG BAD BWOG!!
I suck at blogging when I am tired I think. I didn't sleep well on Sunday. It is because I sleep in probably, and still wake up really early. My eyes were open before 1:00 am, and I got out of bed after.
Corrections.. A list perhaps. :)
That is it again for today!!! :)
Thinking of doubling up my runs- 2-6 mile runs, one today, and one tomorrow. I am so tired.
Hope everyone is having a great and awesome day!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!! :)
Corrections.. A list perhaps. :)
- What people do always amazes me.
- Talented people who do well at races just doesn't surprise me
- They do it all the time. Work very hard at it too. :)
- Obviously that is not me.
- I have fun, and improve a bit
- To each their own I say
- We all just do what we enjoy.
- I dont know why I was so mad last week.
- Not worried though, cause all will work out.
- Lisa obviously knows I blog, I told her about the blog post, she already knew about the blog.
- If I could be perfect I would be, but I have moments too.
- Guess we all do.
- It is life, we are not perfect, and none of us expect us all to be.
- So sorry if sometimes I am a jerk, but you know my story. a lot of you anyway.
- I'd give up my password to my reader if people would find it interesting to read my journey.
- I think this blog is good enough though.
- hmmmm... guess that is.
- people are pretty amazing, everyone is different.
- sorry I am weird at times, but that is how I am. :)
That is it again for today!!! :)
Thinking of doubling up my runs- 2-6 mile runs, one today, and one tomorrow. I am so tired.
Hope everyone is having a great and awesome day!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!! :)
Western Hemisphere Galaxy
Has more stars in it than coffee beans... so the theory goes. :)
In some important news:
Ich fügte hinzu, der andere Zwilling's blog. Es ist gut, und Ich mag lesen. :)
I hope the translation is good. :)
Hold on, I am going to fill up with coffee before I get going. I wike coffee early morning yanno!! :)
So, what do I have today?? hmmm not much I don't think. I'll start with the workout and go from there. Crap, I didn't work out, SHIT!!! :)
I did ride my bike to the store and back, so I guess that is something.
I did get my new shoes too, I was going to get them earlier, but I really hate shopping, and the thought of going to the store drove me bonkers. :) I felt the pavement on Saturday though, so I knew it was time. No putting it off. I went back to the Mizunos. I like the Asics 2100 series better, but the Mizunos were on sale for $60. I also got some Nike socks and inserts, so I am good to go.
I'll check the mileage on my shoes. ahhhhh, around 480 miles give or take. Now I see. :) The pair before my Asics was Brooks, and I retired them from running at 970...ooops!! :) I still used them all this time for work however. Now my Asics are my work shoes. YAY!!! :)
Today I run longish. I am thinking 12'ish is the goal. We'll see. I am getting down to the end of my marathon training, so the legs are getting a bit tired. Not too bad though.
Lisa is painting the living room during her time off. It is now a brownish color. I like it. I told her about my blog yesterday. :) It is the truth so whatevs right? I could care less if any of those people like me. They are mean to their employees anyway. I might be relentless today. :) maybe not too, I might just keep to myself. Hard to tell. I am not going to work a long day. That is fo sho. I didn't sleep a lot last night, tossing and turning. :)
Oh well, not much to report else today. I don't think, thought I'd have more, but guess not. I really had a good day yesterday. I listened to the Avril Lavigne station on internet radio. It played all good songs. I should check out the Goo Goo dolls station too. That is prolly good too.
I don't have much else today, so guess that is it. :)
Hope everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. I went to a dinner party at Jeff Stark's house on Saturday night, it was fun. :) Little Cathy Fenton amazes me. As part of her 20 mile day she got 2nd place overall in the 15K. Other people I read are rock stars, so nothing they do amazes me.
cya cya cya.
In some important news:
Ich fügte hinzu, der andere Zwilling's blog. Es ist gut, und Ich mag lesen. :)
I hope the translation is good. :)
Hold on, I am going to fill up with coffee before I get going. I wike coffee early morning yanno!! :)
So, what do I have today?? hmmm not much I don't think. I'll start with the workout and go from there. Crap, I didn't work out, SHIT!!! :)
I did ride my bike to the store and back, so I guess that is something.
I did get my new shoes too, I was going to get them earlier, but I really hate shopping, and the thought of going to the store drove me bonkers. :) I felt the pavement on Saturday though, so I knew it was time. No putting it off. I went back to the Mizunos. I like the Asics 2100 series better, but the Mizunos were on sale for $60. I also got some Nike socks and inserts, so I am good to go.
I'll check the mileage on my shoes. ahhhhh, around 480 miles give or take. Now I see. :) The pair before my Asics was Brooks, and I retired them from running at 970...ooops!! :) I still used them all this time for work however. Now my Asics are my work shoes. YAY!!! :)
Today I run longish. I am thinking 12'ish is the goal. We'll see. I am getting down to the end of my marathon training, so the legs are getting a bit tired. Not too bad though.
Lisa is painting the living room during her time off. It is now a brownish color. I like it. I told her about my blog yesterday. :) It is the truth so whatevs right? I could care less if any of those people like me. They are mean to their employees anyway. I might be relentless today. :) maybe not too, I might just keep to myself. Hard to tell. I am not going to work a long day. That is fo sho. I didn't sleep a lot last night, tossing and turning. :)
Oh well, not much to report else today. I don't think, thought I'd have more, but guess not. I really had a good day yesterday. I listened to the Avril Lavigne station on internet radio. It played all good songs. I should check out the Goo Goo dolls station too. That is prolly good too.
I don't have much else today, so guess that is it. :)
Hope everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. I went to a dinner party at Jeff Stark's house on Saturday night, it was fun. :) Little Cathy Fenton amazes me. As part of her 20 mile day she got 2nd place overall in the 15K. Other people I read are rock stars, so nothing they do amazes me.
cya cya cya.
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Well Shit!!
I did run yesterday so guess I'll blog. :)
The run, was a run before the race. My run was 1 hour and 1 minute give or take. I think I probably went 7 miles, because it was kind of chilly, and I am sure I was going sub 9:00. I put 6.7 miles though. I didn't measure it though, because I took a wrong turn, and had to be driven back on course. :)
The race was a 15K course. Not your typical 15K course, this had hlls steps 300 + at the halfway point., trails, sand, hills, sand, rain, sand, trails, hills and things like that. :)
My time was probably 9:00's or a bit slower. I did have a couple thoughts about this run.
Wanna know something about my work at MENARDS???
My wife got suspended, when if she worked in receiving they would do a schedule change to stop the suspension. :) Aren't rules for all and not for what dept. you are in? Wouldn't store managers get demoted if I called that 800 number thingy??
You know also my wife was dropped from full time to part time, because the office manager was angry she left at noon on a Friday so we could travel like she has done for 10 years prior?? You know my wife has worked for the store for like 17 years?? You know our front office staff all hate their jobs, and do a pathetic job even though they are in charge of a very small area?? You know the Store managers do nothing about it??
You know I will have to go into work Monday, and they may read this. I don't care!! :)
Guess I'll just not talk to them for another 6 months or so. :)
They should all step down if they don't want to do their job. I did. I am poor, but at least I have my dignity. :)
Ha Ha Ha!!
I deleted a bunch of friends on FB, but they weren't really friends... I don't think. Most of them were probably never on as far as I can tell. :) 220-73. Now that is pretty impressive. :)
I also got rid of people whose blogs I read. Just people who didn't feel the need to read me. quid pro quo right?? You no read me I no read you. Fair enough I think. :)
hmmmm.
guess this was a pretty honest post, although maybe I am in a bad mood. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Hope everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!! :)
p.s. I am the one with the promise so I win!! :)
come with, the journey ain't easy, but it is worth it. If your with me it will be fun.
guess that is it for today!! cya!! :)
The run, was a run before the race. My run was 1 hour and 1 minute give or take. I think I probably went 7 miles, because it was kind of chilly, and I am sure I was going sub 9:00. I put 6.7 miles though. I didn't measure it though, because I took a wrong turn, and had to be driven back on course. :)
The race was a 15K course. Not your typical 15K course, this had hlls steps 300 + at the halfway point., trails, sand, hills, sand, rain, sand, trails, hills and things like that. :)
My time was probably 9:00's or a bit slower. I did have a couple thoughts about this run.
- I need new shoes
- My quads were trashed from Wednesday
- I had absolutely no kick at the end
- I passed people on hills and steps
- I did not get passed on hills or steps
- I got passed at the end
- I didn't care
- I guess people do care about that
- I could care less. :DDD
- I really really need new shoes
Wanna know something about my work at MENARDS???
My wife got suspended, when if she worked in receiving they would do a schedule change to stop the suspension. :) Aren't rules for all and not for what dept. you are in? Wouldn't store managers get demoted if I called that 800 number thingy??
You know also my wife was dropped from full time to part time, because the office manager was angry she left at noon on a Friday so we could travel like she has done for 10 years prior?? You know my wife has worked for the store for like 17 years?? You know our front office staff all hate their jobs, and do a pathetic job even though they are in charge of a very small area?? You know the Store managers do nothing about it??
You know I will have to go into work Monday, and they may read this. I don't care!! :)
Guess I'll just not talk to them for another 6 months or so. :)
They should all step down if they don't want to do their job. I did. I am poor, but at least I have my dignity. :)
Ha Ha Ha!!
I deleted a bunch of friends on FB, but they weren't really friends... I don't think. Most of them were probably never on as far as I can tell. :) 220-73. Now that is pretty impressive. :)
I also got rid of people whose blogs I read. Just people who didn't feel the need to read me. quid pro quo right?? You no read me I no read you. Fair enough I think. :)
hmmmm.
guess this was a pretty honest post, although maybe I am in a bad mood. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Hope everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!! :)
p.s. I am the one with the promise so I win!! :)
come with, the journey ain't easy, but it is worth it. If your with me it will be fun.
guess that is it for today!! cya!! :)
Friday, September 10, 2010
Worms Made Of Leather
You are On the Hot Seat!!!
Um... that pilot isn't going anywhere. Trust me. :)
deleted, and reposting today. Something bad happened in my eyes yesterday, which just pissed me off.
Still pissed today.
I think I am going to tell you some things about me today. I told someone yesterday, the first time I told anyone I think. I am not sure if I knew why I always did it, but I know now I guess. You know why I comment so much??? Because when people pour out their hearts they want feedback. It is hard to do I think. If you pour out your heart, and no one says anything many times you can feel like people think you are an awful person. Well, I e-mailed someone that. I said in e-mail a lot of times I'll write stuff early morning, and suffer through it. Good or bad I know not, and if I hear nothing, I MANY times think people think I am an awful person. :) The hard shit has never been the writing, the hard shit has always been enduring the days after letting my stuff out.
I said yesterday as confident as I am when I write my stuff, I am not always that way through the day. at all... I always try to comment when people let their hearts out, because that shit is hard. I think it is good though. People are never their best until they show you their weak side.
Remember that Pink Floyd song from "The Final Cut" ???
Um... that pilot isn't going anywhere. Trust me. :)
deleted, and reposting today. Something bad happened in my eyes yesterday, which just pissed me off.
Still pissed today.
I think I am going to tell you some things about me today. I told someone yesterday, the first time I told anyone I think. I am not sure if I knew why I always did it, but I know now I guess. You know why I comment so much??? Because when people pour out their hearts they want feedback. It is hard to do I think. If you pour out your heart, and no one says anything many times you can feel like people think you are an awful person. Well, I e-mailed someone that. I said in e-mail a lot of times I'll write stuff early morning, and suffer through it. Good or bad I know not, and if I hear nothing, I MANY times think people think I am an awful person. :) The hard shit has never been the writing, the hard shit has always been enduring the days after letting my stuff out.
I said yesterday as confident as I am when I write my stuff, I am not always that way through the day. at all... I always try to comment when people let their hearts out, because that shit is hard. I think it is good though. People are never their best until they show you their weak side.
Remember that Pink Floyd song from "The Final Cut" ???
And if I show you my dark side,
Will you still hold me tonight?
And if I open my heart to you,
And show you my weak side,
What would you do?
Would you sell your story to ROLLING STONE?
Would you take the children away
And leave me alone,
And smile in reassurance
As you whisper down the phone?
Would you send me packing?
Or would you take me home? Well I don't know, I don't know. You don't know everything about me. You have to step up.
Someone is brave, because when you tell people you aren't strong is when you are your strongest. Guess what??
When you tell people you are weak you don't feel strong. If you can't be honest you are not strong. :)
I was in a great mood when I woke up, but something is off.
Shoot!!
Oh well the workout:
4 mile warm up @ shit... sub: 9:00 I totally forget.
6- 800's:
3:26-3:25-3:28-3:22-3:25-3:22 close to that. 6:49 pace total.
Guess that is it for today!!! :)
Hope You have a Great and Awesome Day!!! :) kinda. :) xo's!!! :) Love You All!!! :) ahahaaa!! that kinda after the great and awesome cracks me up to be honest. I am such a dick!!! :) shhhhh, about the dick part don't tell anyone!! :) cya!! Want to know a secret?? I saw the Sox lost, but I am afraid to see if the Twins won so not gonna check. now for real cya. :)
Holy FUCK!!
I am in a bad fucking mood. FUCK!!
That is it for today!! :)
Hope You All have A Great and Awesome Day!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
Ha ha Ha!!
That is it for today!! :)
Hope You All have A Great and Awesome Day!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
Ha ha Ha!!
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Hampers....
of the color gray do not use lampshades for eye liner... and other thoughts like that. :)
So, I am the city dude. Yesterday, as I was using my book to keep the sun out of my eyes so I could nap... (not really the intention but the actuality)... Cameron got his mouth on a seemingly mouse. He keeps biting it and biting it. I am yelling at him CAMERON!!! CAMERON!!! Then I ran in the house. I told Lisa about it so she could get the animal. It was a mole. She asked what I did when I saw Cameron with the mole. I told her I ran in the house.
I made her clean it up. I don't know anything about that kind of crap!! :) She laughed her ass off when I told her I ran inside. I am a tough tough man!!! :)
Gonna List it out today, cause really I don't have much.... I don't think.
I like most days I want to write this!!!
That is it for me today!!! :)
Hope everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!! :)
That is all she wrote cya tomorrow. You know the routine.... speed work, and 18 seconds of sleep, and 3.5 calories to replenish. Thursday promises to be Fridayish probably. :)
Love You All!!! :)
So, I am the city dude. Yesterday, as I was using my book to keep the sun out of my eyes so I could nap... (not really the intention but the actuality)... Cameron got his mouth on a seemingly mouse. He keeps biting it and biting it. I am yelling at him CAMERON!!! CAMERON!!! Then I ran in the house. I told Lisa about it so she could get the animal. It was a mole. She asked what I did when I saw Cameron with the mole. I told her I ran in the house.
I made her clean it up. I don't know anything about that kind of crap!! :) She laughed her ass off when I told her I ran inside. I am a tough tough man!!! :)
Gonna List it out today, cause really I don't have much.... I don't think.
- I loved yesterday's post
- I loved yesterday's post
- I like attention
- I like giving people I like attention
- When I first babysat Lora's newborn I knew right then and there I didn't want kids
- That was after the hospital
- Lora's boyfriend Billy died right before we met.
- It broke her heart.
- I helped her through that.
- She helped me be honest
- She had a pretty face
- She was pretty big though
- We hung out a lot and watched Country videos til the wee hours
- I could have hung out forever in those days
- That was before the summer before the hospital
- Clint Black was one of her favorites
- I listened to Clint Black last week
- I don't think I slept enough today
- I'll nap before speed work
- I went into work late yesterday
- on purpose
- I don't give a shit I did that
- :)
- I love yesterday's post
- One of my favorites I think
- I am doing a lot of lists these days
- I don't know why that is.
- You know if you don't tell people what you think they won't know.
- That is what blogging is.
- Just tell people what you think.
- It isn't hard to do.
- One of the triathletes I read Bri Gaal doesn't know me.
- ever read me?? perhaps maybe not.
- I like her post yesterday.
- I said she probably thinks she wrote very little, but she wrote a ton.
- I liked her one about dogs always being happy
- Dogs always are
- Even when they eat moles. :)
- I can make some long lists huh?
- I guess that is it.
- Everything is so simple for me to write in the morning.
I like most days I want to write this!!!
That is it for me today!!! :)
Hope everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!! :)
That is all she wrote cya tomorrow. You know the routine.... speed work, and 18 seconds of sleep, and 3.5 calories to replenish. Thursday promises to be Fridayish probably. :)
Love You All!!! :)
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