Morning all. How's it going?? Me, I am doing pretty good. I had a really good day yesterday. What more can one ask?? I don't really have a lot on my mind, but I am going to get some coffee, and see what happens. brb...
Ever have one of those days where you find yourself up early, and you have a lot to do?? You know there is plenty of time to run to work, but you planned on running that night, so you find yourself doing dishes at 3:30 AM, and riding your bike to work in sub: 40 degree weather?? Yeah... those days.
Anyway I had a crap load to do around the house. You know the usual. Clean some, dishes, put new tube on Winter bike, etc... I got everything done I wanted to, and found myself with time, and my head turning.
You see it was sunny, and close to 50 degrees. I was running with Ken and Jerry, our normal 6.5 mile route. What if??? So I mapped out a little running route, that had me do a little loop around my house, and run to where we meet up. That little run was 5 miles. Our first stop on our 6.5 mile route is right by a cemetery by my house. I mapped a run to cemetery and back home, and that was another 3.5+ mile run. So I added, and finished all before 6:00 PM. Win/Win.
That is the anatomy of a good day... for me. Not everyone's cup of tea, but it is pretty much mine. :)
As to my title of being free'd up. I don't always agree with everything I read from bloggers, and lately unless your name is Sarah, I may not have commented as frequently as I have in the past. That doesn't mean anything. You all know my love for race reports too. Especially Triathlon ones. ;)
I have come to the conclusion not everyone reads blogs as much as me. Not that I do it a lot, but I typically will read whatever pops up in my reader that day, or early the next morning. People like comments on blogs, and I don't really see why people don't do it more often. I do it a lot... typically, but not all the time.
Anyway, My blog is an ongoing process of me feeling important, and that what I do is important, and me feeling this is really just a minor minor thing in the scheme of things. Maybe a microcosm of us all. Some days we feel all that, and others, we are just this little thing in the World.
I know the battle being waged with you. It is all about the wisdom to change the things I can, and the humility to accept things I can't. Most people still have it wrong.
Wanna know how?? You still want to show what you can do, instead of letting one show you what can be done. The battle with you. The battle of do you, can you, and will you trust??
Free'd up means, I really don't need to do anything. :)
Have a good one. :) xo
Friday, November 30, 2012
Thursday, November 29, 2012
Time To Get This Thing Going...
Morning all, how's it going?? Me, I am doing pretty good. As some of you know I didn't sleep good the other night, and was really really tired yesterday. Just a horrible tired, dragging etc... Corrected that. I slept great last night. I woke up a couple times, but from the deep part of the sleep, so I feel great today.
Hold on, I am going to get some coffee, I will brb...
Okay, I am back, and gots two cups of coffee with vanilla caramel creamer in. So something I notice of this blog that may be different, and that is I think of things a lot. Go places many of you others don't. Where do my words come from?? From inside me.. Open and exposed little old me. Am I strong?? Guess so.
I don't put me or my life in a spreadsheet. No need. I have been doing this long enough right?? I don't box myself into anyone's rules of how I am supposed to be. In a life's journey I hold unto none of you. You have no bearing in who I am and how I am.
Like I said I am solo. There is no hierarchy of the value of people, although many of you may think so. I don't. You stand on your own.
Also this blog is dumb.
In other words I have nothing to say today, and I am going to drink my coffee, and get ready for work.
cya.
Hold on, I am going to get some coffee, I will brb...
Okay, I am back, and gots two cups of coffee with vanilla caramel creamer in. So something I notice of this blog that may be different, and that is I think of things a lot. Go places many of you others don't. Where do my words come from?? From inside me.. Open and exposed little old me. Am I strong?? Guess so.
I don't put me or my life in a spreadsheet. No need. I have been doing this long enough right?? I don't box myself into anyone's rules of how I am supposed to be. In a life's journey I hold unto none of you. You have no bearing in who I am and how I am.
Like I said I am solo. There is no hierarchy of the value of people, although many of you may think so. I don't. You stand on your own.
Also this blog is dumb.
In other words I have nothing to say today, and I am going to drink my coffee, and get ready for work.
cya.
Wednesday, November 28, 2012
Is Everything I do Unplanned???
Morning all. How's it going?? I woke up late, because I slept like crap. I was ready to go to bed, and hit coma state right away, and it didn't happen?? I was soooo tired. I had a busy day. I biked to work, and back, and worked. We ran last night, and added a little mileage. I didn't run Saturday, and Jerry didn't get any huge miles in this weekend, so we had time, and I thought let's add. So we ran a 8+ mile route instead of our normal 6.5. If I felt better I may have even added more, but I did not feel better. My run was kind of challenging. Challenging as if it took effort to run my normal way. Legs were probably just a bit fatigued.
Still it was a pretty good day, as far as being active goes. As to my title, do I plan anything?? Do I plan on how I blog?? Do I plan on how I just am day after day?? I don't. I just kind of go with the flow.
I am SOOO strange. Although just from another person's perspective. I cannot tell you how I see things, and I cannot tell you all the things I've seen. I cannot share with you how I feel, when I close my eyes, because how would you understand? Do I stand alone, separate from others. How I am and how I feel you would have no idea to know this is even possible. That I would be like how I am now, and this is how it is supposed to be is pretty crazy. I cannot share, wouldn't know how.
So really still I walk alone solo. Although I am here, and alive, and I work etc... Our lives are solo though really. No one knows what you really think. Couples may not even get past the small talk part of their relationships. I don't know??
Where does this go, and in what direction?? I don't know. We will see. It is a new and different day. I don't know what a person's desire is. How they want to be viewed etc...
I am alive, and vibrant, and full of energy. I am open, and you don't know my whole story. You don't know the real strange parts, because it is really strange. Linus had his security blanket, and I guess you hold onto yours. This World is a good place. People like each other. I got life figured out. How I am today, I will be doing the same things for the next 30 years. I control my World, and my Universe. I am the manipulator, and guider of the things that will affect my life.
Mmmmmmm Hmmmmmmmmmmm
Later...
Still it was a pretty good day, as far as being active goes. As to my title, do I plan anything?? Do I plan on how I blog?? Do I plan on how I just am day after day?? I don't. I just kind of go with the flow.
I am SOOO strange. Although just from another person's perspective. I cannot tell you how I see things, and I cannot tell you all the things I've seen. I cannot share with you how I feel, when I close my eyes, because how would you understand? Do I stand alone, separate from others. How I am and how I feel you would have no idea to know this is even possible. That I would be like how I am now, and this is how it is supposed to be is pretty crazy. I cannot share, wouldn't know how.
So really still I walk alone solo. Although I am here, and alive, and I work etc... Our lives are solo though really. No one knows what you really think. Couples may not even get past the small talk part of their relationships. I don't know??
Where does this go, and in what direction?? I don't know. We will see. It is a new and different day. I don't know what a person's desire is. How they want to be viewed etc...
I am alive, and vibrant, and full of energy. I am open, and you don't know my whole story. You don't know the real strange parts, because it is really strange. Linus had his security blanket, and I guess you hold onto yours. This World is a good place. People like each other. I got life figured out. How I am today, I will be doing the same things for the next 30 years. I control my World, and my Universe. I am the manipulator, and guider of the things that will affect my life.
Mmmmmmm Hmmmmmmmmmmm
Later...
Tuesday, November 27, 2012
A Day... One In Front Of Another...
Good morning. How are you all doing?? Me, I am doing good. Yesterday was a weird day. Not in anything weird I did, but it was a day off. I woke up really early, and I was totally unmotivated. I mean it was a like a gray weekday in February type day. That doesn't happen very often, especially if I have a Monday off from work. Those are some of the best things in life right??
I still did dishes, and took Hope for a little 3 miler. THAT WAS ALL though. Then I was slumped, dozing, and watching HGTV. HGTV??? Yep something was up. I noticed it too. I did have a lunch date with Jeff Stark, and his daughter Kim (coworkers). We went to Phil's (Bloody Mary place) I only had one bloody mary, and one beer. It was fun, and we even took the scenic route home down 66th street. The street I use for long bike rides, and we use for long runs in the Summer.
Then I watched a great movie "falcon and the snowman" It was one that looked at our Countries sins, that no one knows about. Deposing duly elected people, because they had leftward leanings. Truman Doctrine crap that got us into a bunch of crap here and there. That always makes me think of life and stuff. You know it made me feel better. As in a more alive type of way I think. Yesterday was a downer, but I feel better already today.
So, I really don't have much today. I only do this, and throw down whatever is in my mind here and now. My mind was so clear last night. I see life, and things we hold on to, and our thoughts are good. They may seem scary, because aren't we always supposed to be nice?? Shouldn't we do this, that and the other?? Follow the path less traveled. The one where you don't pay attention to what you think you should be, but the one to who you really are. Don't worry about your thoughts. They won't kill you. Societies kill people, but your thoughts don't. Follow, listen, learn of YOU!!
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Holy Crap do the Eagles suck!!
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
I still did dishes, and took Hope for a little 3 miler. THAT WAS ALL though. Then I was slumped, dozing, and watching HGTV. HGTV??? Yep something was up. I noticed it too. I did have a lunch date with Jeff Stark, and his daughter Kim (coworkers). We went to Phil's (Bloody Mary place) I only had one bloody mary, and one beer. It was fun, and we even took the scenic route home down 66th street. The street I use for long bike rides, and we use for long runs in the Summer.
Then I watched a great movie "falcon and the snowman" It was one that looked at our Countries sins, that no one knows about. Deposing duly elected people, because they had leftward leanings. Truman Doctrine crap that got us into a bunch of crap here and there. That always makes me think of life and stuff. You know it made me feel better. As in a more alive type of way I think. Yesterday was a downer, but I feel better already today.
So, I really don't have much today. I only do this, and throw down whatever is in my mind here and now. My mind was so clear last night. I see life, and things we hold on to, and our thoughts are good. They may seem scary, because aren't we always supposed to be nice?? Shouldn't we do this, that and the other?? Follow the path less traveled. The one where you don't pay attention to what you think you should be, but the one to who you really are. Don't worry about your thoughts. They won't kill you. Societies kill people, but your thoughts don't. Follow, listen, learn of YOU!!
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Holy Crap do the Eagles suck!!
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Monday, November 26, 2012
First Things First...
Well first things first = I get some coffee. Good morning btw. Something new about me for over the last couple months at least is I don't drink coffee every day. Also when I do, I only drink one cup. Even like a day like yesterday I wanted to drink 2 cups, I made 2 cups, and barely finished my 1st cup. Weird huh?? Yeah, I think so too. I have been a coffee drinker for years, and now it isn't really doing it for some reason. You know how you use coffee as an energy giver?? I think I always wake up with energy, or at least mostly. Doesn't mean it stays forever. On Saturday I did dishes, laundry, outside stuff, etc... I was whipped at noon. Done for the day. That might just be my thing though. You know at work by noon, I am almost done with my day.
ehhhhh, who cares??
So, how are you doing?? Hope good. Today I have the day off, and doing a lunch thingie with some friends from work. There will be beer. :) I don't know if Lisa wants to come or not. She is off, but has a ton of X-Mas crap to put up. I am up early too, so I will watch a Netflix movie, and take Hope for a little run. I didn't run Saturday, so no need to take Monday off. I can get a little shortie in. Good for the Pup too.
Yesterday we got our run in, and it was a pretty good run. Jim was there on a Sunday, and sometimes he is fast, but I think he kept his brakes on, and the run was pretty easy, and pretty comfortable. None of us timed it, and Jim said it probably was a 9:00'ish pace. 9:15?? I should do my little 1.25 mile repeat a few times this week to feel the pain again. See where I am at too. 1.25 repeat is on the roads, with some hills. I used the word "should" there too, so don't write that in stone. ;)
I woke up in kinda a bad mood, but I feel a little better now. You kinda plan your day, and look at life, and stuff, and not all is bad. Life ain't perfect, and we have some minor details that always keep us a bit down. Not enough $$$. and things like that, but who isn't like that? Sheesh
Life goes on. It should be a pretty good day today. I'll have some fun, do some stuff this morning. Plus I am up early, so I don't screw myself for waking up tomorrow.
You know how I get frustrated with this thing sometime?? I think it is because I know people are scared. Scared of what others think, and I think I get frustrated, because your fears come from you. I think people have so much to share, but what will others think?? We'll think your human, you are not perfect, and you are courageous, and strong.
You cannot work your way into being better, and there is nothing you can do to get rid of your insecurities, and doubts, and lack of confidence. We all lack confidence in some things, and we all are in the same boat. All of us. Not all of our Shit is together. We are not perfect, and on our own we never will be.
We can dress ourselves, and our life in a nice yellow ribbon, and try to look pretty, but we look the best when we show our true self. Our imperfect self. The one that really is looking for that other side where the grass is greener.
You know what I mean?? If there was one thing we all could do to make ourselves perfect, wouldn't we put all our effort into it??
Anyhooooo just blabbing now.
Not really feeling the signature thing, so I will see you later. :)
ehhhhh, who cares??
So, how are you doing?? Hope good. Today I have the day off, and doing a lunch thingie with some friends from work. There will be beer. :) I don't know if Lisa wants to come or not. She is off, but has a ton of X-Mas crap to put up. I am up early too, so I will watch a Netflix movie, and take Hope for a little run. I didn't run Saturday, so no need to take Monday off. I can get a little shortie in. Good for the Pup too.
Yesterday we got our run in, and it was a pretty good run. Jim was there on a Sunday, and sometimes he is fast, but I think he kept his brakes on, and the run was pretty easy, and pretty comfortable. None of us timed it, and Jim said it probably was a 9:00'ish pace. 9:15?? I should do my little 1.25 mile repeat a few times this week to feel the pain again. See where I am at too. 1.25 repeat is on the roads, with some hills. I used the word "should" there too, so don't write that in stone. ;)
I woke up in kinda a bad mood, but I feel a little better now. You kinda plan your day, and look at life, and stuff, and not all is bad. Life ain't perfect, and we have some minor details that always keep us a bit down. Not enough $$$. and things like that, but who isn't like that? Sheesh
Life goes on. It should be a pretty good day today. I'll have some fun, do some stuff this morning. Plus I am up early, so I don't screw myself for waking up tomorrow.
You know how I get frustrated with this thing sometime?? I think it is because I know people are scared. Scared of what others think, and I think I get frustrated, because your fears come from you. I think people have so much to share, but what will others think?? We'll think your human, you are not perfect, and you are courageous, and strong.
You cannot work your way into being better, and there is nothing you can do to get rid of your insecurities, and doubts, and lack of confidence. We all lack confidence in some things, and we all are in the same boat. All of us. Not all of our Shit is together. We are not perfect, and on our own we never will be.
We can dress ourselves, and our life in a nice yellow ribbon, and try to look pretty, but we look the best when we show our true self. Our imperfect self. The one that really is looking for that other side where the grass is greener.
You know what I mean?? If there was one thing we all could do to make ourselves perfect, wouldn't we put all our effort into it??
Anyhooooo just blabbing now.
Not really feeling the signature thing, so I will see you later. :)
Sunday, November 25, 2012
Sunday Is Funday With Munday Off!! :)
Morning all. How's it going?? Me, I am doing pretty good. I don't really understand people too much. We hang on to so much of the stuff we were taught, and you know where this leads?? Where you throw it all out. Everyone has built up walls throughout the years, of I should do this, I should be this. This is how a person "should" be. Our internal sword created by us, by our experiences, by what we read, by what Society has taught us, by what our parents have taught us.
This thing called life has you all bombarded with the best of the teachings you have mustered for yourself by all the things you have experienced. As if real life doesn't happen. Hey straight guys, how many girls are you checking out in a single day?? Girls want to be looked at?? That is you, try and stop you, from what you actually may perceive to be wrong. Anger, hate, lust, all the things we can hide from one another, but not totally hide. It is there. Alive, awake, and able to be seen.
All we want to show really means nothing, because deep down you are someone else. Courage, yeah. Courage none can really muster, because overcoming is overcoming judgement, and accepting that which you deserve. In your heart you are like, I am like this, and better than whoever. Perhaps you are I believe this, and that makes me good. Well, if you believe all is possible, than why do you think this is the best that can be done?? With you right here right now?? Also what part of your work shows up in the equation?? What have you been taught, and what have you been reading?? You been trusting in your own understanding again?? STILL????
It is a tough game we play here, because We haven't even done shit yet. As I look at the start of me and my blogging, it appears we have gotten nowhere yet. You hold onto this and that, and none of it is worth anything.
We have so far to go, and we still haven't even made the first step. In the past I may be more irritated and angry about this, but like I said before. All will be done. There is a plan and a purpose. It isn't mine. I am not the author, and as just little old me I can do SO VERY LITTLE.
You are the ones who hang onto worthless stuff, because you are afraid. Like the REM song goes. "Losing My Religion" or even perhaps your lack of religion. It is wrong. You have to stand alone with your own two feet on this Earth. You must look up to the skies, and realize everything is true, and our internal sword cuts off from us all that is possible.
A long way to go??? yes. Anything I can do to make this go easier?? No. It takes courage, and HONESTY. Honesty is so hard, because that is us with our shell off. Look at the real me. This miserable little imperfect human that is full of hate, and anger, and sadness, and all the other little imperfections that make all of us up.
The Shit is Hard, but I guess I can do this forever. I can go on and on and on, as long as I feel like it.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. this had nothing to do with my title :)
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
This thing called life has you all bombarded with the best of the teachings you have mustered for yourself by all the things you have experienced. As if real life doesn't happen. Hey straight guys, how many girls are you checking out in a single day?? Girls want to be looked at?? That is you, try and stop you, from what you actually may perceive to be wrong. Anger, hate, lust, all the things we can hide from one another, but not totally hide. It is there. Alive, awake, and able to be seen.
All we want to show really means nothing, because deep down you are someone else. Courage, yeah. Courage none can really muster, because overcoming is overcoming judgement, and accepting that which you deserve. In your heart you are like, I am like this, and better than whoever. Perhaps you are I believe this, and that makes me good. Well, if you believe all is possible, than why do you think this is the best that can be done?? With you right here right now?? Also what part of your work shows up in the equation?? What have you been taught, and what have you been reading?? You been trusting in your own understanding again?? STILL????
It is a tough game we play here, because We haven't even done shit yet. As I look at the start of me and my blogging, it appears we have gotten nowhere yet. You hold onto this and that, and none of it is worth anything.
We have so far to go, and we still haven't even made the first step. In the past I may be more irritated and angry about this, but like I said before. All will be done. There is a plan and a purpose. It isn't mine. I am not the author, and as just little old me I can do SO VERY LITTLE.
You are the ones who hang onto worthless stuff, because you are afraid. Like the REM song goes. "Losing My Religion" or even perhaps your lack of religion. It is wrong. You have to stand alone with your own two feet on this Earth. You must look up to the skies, and realize everything is true, and our internal sword cuts off from us all that is possible.
A long way to go??? yes. Anything I can do to make this go easier?? No. It takes courage, and HONESTY. Honesty is so hard, because that is us with our shell off. Look at the real me. This miserable little imperfect human that is full of hate, and anger, and sadness, and all the other little imperfections that make all of us up.
The Shit is Hard, but I guess I can do this forever. I can go on and on and on, as long as I feel like it.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. this had nothing to do with my title :)
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Saturday, November 24, 2012
So That is What Sleeping In Is Like...
Morning all/ almost afternoon'ish for me. I slept/stayed in bed 'til after 7:00. WOWZERS!! To be honest it felt pretty good. Although I'll miss running with my normal crew this morning, and maybe running all together today. Maybe not, but it feels really good. Of course I typically feel pretty good no matter when I wake up.
So anyway I really have a lot to do today. Thursday is kinda like get a lot of my weekend stuff done around the house, but this Thursday was Thanksgiving, and well, I was lazy to say the least. What are Holidays for?? Friday was a pretty long day of work, because really all I did was walk around, and help people. A different day of work than any other.
So I think about this upcoming year, and life and stuff, and I guess as we move forward everything will fall into place. Whatever that means. It will be a year of working on trust and strength as always, as those are two very important things. Of the things we can control, probably our honesty is the one, because trust comes from the heart, and that is outside of our control. If it was in our control wouldn't we like everybody?? Wouldn't we be nice to everybody?? Our hearts are all pretty imperfect in we don't trust motives, and we sure cannot walk in another person's shoe. I look at some people's lives who have lived by me, and I can see it leads to depression, and lack of confidence, etc... I learned over these past several years is you cannot make a person do smart things. They have to go on their own, and do their own thing. Even with my brother Jim, I was the last person he could count on. I was spent. I couldn't do it anymore.
It goes to show you too we as people can really do SO VERY LITTLE. My journey has given me strength, and trust, that I can let go.
I have a heart that trusts, and a heart with the strength to accept. Ooops, life made a little turn here. Okay, let's work with this, and see what happens. I guess I have a heart that is willing to deal with the things that happen too. Knowing I have shortcomings, I know I get mad, and stuff sometimes. I show it though, because everything is known anyway. Even the stuff we try to hide. That is one thing of a pure heart I can tell you though. It hides nothing. Lets everything be seen. From our heart comes our thoughts, and I let that all be seen. If I have dark times it gives me comfort to know everything is seen.
Life is so full of all kinds of things, and you miss out if you don't bother looking at you. That is what I think anyway.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Who blogs in the late wee hours of 8:00 AM??? ;)
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
So anyway I really have a lot to do today. Thursday is kinda like get a lot of my weekend stuff done around the house, but this Thursday was Thanksgiving, and well, I was lazy to say the least. What are Holidays for?? Friday was a pretty long day of work, because really all I did was walk around, and help people. A different day of work than any other.
So I think about this upcoming year, and life and stuff, and I guess as we move forward everything will fall into place. Whatever that means. It will be a year of working on trust and strength as always, as those are two very important things. Of the things we can control, probably our honesty is the one, because trust comes from the heart, and that is outside of our control. If it was in our control wouldn't we like everybody?? Wouldn't we be nice to everybody?? Our hearts are all pretty imperfect in we don't trust motives, and we sure cannot walk in another person's shoe. I look at some people's lives who have lived by me, and I can see it leads to depression, and lack of confidence, etc... I learned over these past several years is you cannot make a person do smart things. They have to go on their own, and do their own thing. Even with my brother Jim, I was the last person he could count on. I was spent. I couldn't do it anymore.
It goes to show you too we as people can really do SO VERY LITTLE. My journey has given me strength, and trust, that I can let go.
I have a heart that trusts, and a heart with the strength to accept. Ooops, life made a little turn here. Okay, let's work with this, and see what happens. I guess I have a heart that is willing to deal with the things that happen too. Knowing I have shortcomings, I know I get mad, and stuff sometimes. I show it though, because everything is known anyway. Even the stuff we try to hide. That is one thing of a pure heart I can tell you though. It hides nothing. Lets everything be seen. From our heart comes our thoughts, and I let that all be seen. If I have dark times it gives me comfort to know everything is seen.
Life is so full of all kinds of things, and you miss out if you don't bother looking at you. That is what I think anyway.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Who blogs in the late wee hours of 8:00 AM??? ;)
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Friday, November 23, 2012
What Was I Walking Into??
Well, this is definitely a different "day after" this year, than the other 2. I remember 2 years ago the night before, I said I was scared, but woke up the next morning not scared. Ready. Last year I don't even remember. I was ready to do what I eventually have to do though. Now that takes help for sure.
What a crazy long journey this has been huh?? I knew of this thing I had to do, since even before the Hospital in the early 90's. To be honest I never believed I had a future for several years now. I know a lot of the hidden story. I do not know when I must do my thing. Not in my time that is for sure. Not of my doing either. That I know. It will be done for me, and I even had a precursor of how it would go too.
Remember the worst of the worst is unwilling to go where the one who overcame went. That is where my strength will come from. Another year... at least. I would have never predicted.
So what is in store this year?? I have no idea. We will see though. Things still are not 100% clean are they?? I have no idea, but if last year was trust, than perhaps this year will be strength. We build up strength of each of you, because We all can use it huh??
I cannot remember how this year went compared to last year. Harder easier?? Must have been easier I bet, but it still gets sloppy here and there.
I can tell you one thing though, I really cannot even imagine what this next year will bring. You kind of have to marvel at the possibilities huh??
One of the lessons of life is all our best laid plans can be laid to waste by anything. Your 5-10-20 year plans will be full of things outside of your control. On our run yesterday I said if people would just worry about things they can control there would be a lot less stress huh??
Wars, the price of gas, you name it, what can you really control??
One question why would I be walking into this bad thing the last two day afters, and not this one?? I have no idea. I don't care. I have a heart that trusts. It was given to me a few summers ago when I couldn't go anymore. A gift. Blessed are the pure in heart, and I cannot even tell you what it means. I see it, and I feel it, but it would be impossible to explain.
My life and the way I am now a lot of the worry is gone, because I have been led on this life. A life full of struggles, and Trials, and Tribulations, and the journey has left me full of trust. Every word is tested right??
I could give you a phrase. I have given it before, but I won't now. It has a promise, and it says all I ever wanted I will get. I am done except for the waiting. We wait, because we pick up more, strengthen some, and keep going. All that needs to be done will get done, because the author of the story will see to it.
It should be a good one this year, and we will learn a lot about each other. What more can one ask??
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. This work day does kind of suck. It is crazy busy for a while, and then you just do what you can to clean up the mess. I don't get to do my job though, and seems I run out of things to do. Oh well...
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Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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What a crazy long journey this has been huh?? I knew of this thing I had to do, since even before the Hospital in the early 90's. To be honest I never believed I had a future for several years now. I know a lot of the hidden story. I do not know when I must do my thing. Not in my time that is for sure. Not of my doing either. That I know. It will be done for me, and I even had a precursor of how it would go too.
Remember the worst of the worst is unwilling to go where the one who overcame went. That is where my strength will come from. Another year... at least. I would have never predicted.
So what is in store this year?? I have no idea. We will see though. Things still are not 100% clean are they?? I have no idea, but if last year was trust, than perhaps this year will be strength. We build up strength of each of you, because We all can use it huh??
I cannot remember how this year went compared to last year. Harder easier?? Must have been easier I bet, but it still gets sloppy here and there.
I can tell you one thing though, I really cannot even imagine what this next year will bring. You kind of have to marvel at the possibilities huh??
One of the lessons of life is all our best laid plans can be laid to waste by anything. Your 5-10-20 year plans will be full of things outside of your control. On our run yesterday I said if people would just worry about things they can control there would be a lot less stress huh??
Wars, the price of gas, you name it, what can you really control??
One question why would I be walking into this bad thing the last two day afters, and not this one?? I have no idea. I don't care. I have a heart that trusts. It was given to me a few summers ago when I couldn't go anymore. A gift. Blessed are the pure in heart, and I cannot even tell you what it means. I see it, and I feel it, but it would be impossible to explain.
My life and the way I am now a lot of the worry is gone, because I have been led on this life. A life full of struggles, and Trials, and Tribulations, and the journey has left me full of trust. Every word is tested right??
I could give you a phrase. I have given it before, but I won't now. It has a promise, and it says all I ever wanted I will get. I am done except for the waiting. We wait, because we pick up more, strengthen some, and keep going. All that needs to be done will get done, because the author of the story will see to it.
It should be a good one this year, and we will learn a lot about each other. What more can one ask??
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. This work day does kind of suck. It is crazy busy for a while, and then you just do what you can to clean up the mess. I don't get to do my job though, and seems I run out of things to do. Oh well...
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Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Thursday, November 22, 2012
Another Day..
Morning all. How's it going?? Me, I am doing pretty good. We in the States have a day off for Thanksgiving. It really is a day of us stuffing our face with turkey. Perhaps being with family. In our past we used to do the whole family thing, but that was when the women in the family were still alive. We'd watch Football etc...
Now Lisa and I just do it together. I bought a turkey, and we will make it, and we will have a ton of leftovers. :)
This is a unique time for me. You know how you have a time in your life, and you blow it up as being important?? Well My Thanksgivings have been full with different things in the past. From a 5K race with a shortened track with that Sophie B. Hawkins song being played. That was a hard night for some reason. Don't even know why.
The last two years, I was expecting something else. I think my posts may have turned South in August, and perhaps September, as this time was approaching. I knew early this is nothing. My life, and the way I am, I don't take my years for granted. I have no way of explaining without sounding weird, so I won't now, although maybe you already know.
There is a tendency in us to say what we do is important. There has got to be some redeeming feature that makes us worthwhile in a way. The truth of the matter is we all fall short in many ways. We aren't the nicest, we aren't the most caring. We judge the ones who don't think/act like us.
We are made in such a way we overestimate ourselves. I have no idea what this next year brings. This year was the year of trust, and to be honest perhaps we have come a long way?? I still have issues. I have been through a lot, and I still have some stuff to do. This blog has been going on for a while, and there were 2 others that were the same way.
I look for strength in people. No one's life is perfect, so that is what needs to be shown. People suffer at times from the grass is greener, so don't be that person that makes them struggle more. Honesty in all of us tells us we are disappointed with at least some parts of our life, maybe a lot. You have to go through the bad parts to get to the good.
Life, and this Journey is not easy. Expect, and brace yourself for bumps on the way.
Be strong, be honest, be real. Be all these things, because these are the things that make you the most worthwhile. I know we want to show how great everything is, but life isn't like that totally for anyone. What you say doesn't mean anything if it isn't from the heart. Listen to your heart. It may not be as good as you'd like, but don't worry. Listen. It will teach you of you, and will lead you on a good course.
Truth, trust, honesty, strength. Let's hold onto these. :)
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Today is a run day, and a LAAAAAZY eating day. :) yay. :) xoxo
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Now Lisa and I just do it together. I bought a turkey, and we will make it, and we will have a ton of leftovers. :)
This is a unique time for me. You know how you have a time in your life, and you blow it up as being important?? Well My Thanksgivings have been full with different things in the past. From a 5K race with a shortened track with that Sophie B. Hawkins song being played. That was a hard night for some reason. Don't even know why.
The last two years, I was expecting something else. I think my posts may have turned South in August, and perhaps September, as this time was approaching. I knew early this is nothing. My life, and the way I am, I don't take my years for granted. I have no way of explaining without sounding weird, so I won't now, although maybe you already know.
There is a tendency in us to say what we do is important. There has got to be some redeeming feature that makes us worthwhile in a way. The truth of the matter is we all fall short in many ways. We aren't the nicest, we aren't the most caring. We judge the ones who don't think/act like us.
We are made in such a way we overestimate ourselves. I have no idea what this next year brings. This year was the year of trust, and to be honest perhaps we have come a long way?? I still have issues. I have been through a lot, and I still have some stuff to do. This blog has been going on for a while, and there were 2 others that were the same way.
I look for strength in people. No one's life is perfect, so that is what needs to be shown. People suffer at times from the grass is greener, so don't be that person that makes them struggle more. Honesty in all of us tells us we are disappointed with at least some parts of our life, maybe a lot. You have to go through the bad parts to get to the good.
Life, and this Journey is not easy. Expect, and brace yourself for bumps on the way.
Be strong, be honest, be real. Be all these things, because these are the things that make you the most worthwhile. I know we want to show how great everything is, but life isn't like that totally for anyone. What you say doesn't mean anything if it isn't from the heart. Listen to your heart. It may not be as good as you'd like, but don't worry. Listen. It will teach you of you, and will lead you on a good course.
Truth, trust, honesty, strength. Let's hold onto these. :)
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Today is a run day, and a LAAAAAZY eating day. :) yay. :) xoxo
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Wednesday, November 21, 2012
Up Late, Up Early...
Morning all, how's it going?? Me, I am doing pretty good. Thinking about some things... I guess some people have the politically correct noose tied around their head. What will that get you?? Did you know you actually have other thoughts besides what you want to show people??
My heart and who I am, is who I am. I do not want to pretend to be something I am not. Maybe you thought I was a nice guy, because I cried like a million tears when that old dude who lost his wife of like a billion years, couldn't remember his neighbor of 800 million years name. That shit comes outside of my control. Many other more times.
I am not about being perfect, because that is the last thing I am. Yesterday was a surprise for me, because I had some stuff to say, and I said it. I had some stupid stuff to say too, and I did that too. So in one day I showed you some really stupid stupid stuff, and actually some important stuff, and it wasn't here.
Truth be told I was pretty fed up to be honest, and I would rather have just shut down the internets, but it comes out. Somehow someway.
Anyhoo. I am up early, doing this stupid thing, and I have a 30/30 thing that is going pretty well. You might not know what I am talking about, but I do. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Truth is stranger than Fiction?? ummmm yup...
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Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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My heart and who I am, is who I am. I do not want to pretend to be something I am not. Maybe you thought I was a nice guy, because I cried like a million tears when that old dude who lost his wife of like a billion years, couldn't remember his neighbor of 800 million years name. That shit comes outside of my control. Many other more times.
I am not about being perfect, because that is the last thing I am. Yesterday was a surprise for me, because I had some stuff to say, and I said it. I had some stupid stuff to say too, and I did that too. So in one day I showed you some really stupid stupid stuff, and actually some important stuff, and it wasn't here.
Truth be told I was pretty fed up to be honest, and I would rather have just shut down the internets, but it comes out. Somehow someway.
Anyhoo. I am up early, doing this stupid thing, and I have a 30/30 thing that is going pretty well. You might not know what I am talking about, but I do. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Truth is stranger than Fiction?? ummmm yup...
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Tuesday, November 20, 2012
Hello?? What?? What Do You Want???
Morning all. How's it going?? Me, I am doing pretty good. What are you doing here?? It is a bit early doncha think?? I am not sure what you are looking for, but this is my blog. If you are looking for a piece of chocolate cake, or Fruit Loops, you have come to the wrong place. Also this isn't a laundrymat, I don't iron, or dry clean clothes. I will not change the oil in your car, and I DEFINITELY will not give you a foot massage.
So once again?? What are you doing here??
What am I doing here?? Good question. Not really sure. Just blogging and stuff, and sometimes it is serious, and sometimes not. Pretty sure I have hammered that point in life to death. The old Joseph Heller/Howard Zinn thing.
I am not feeling too serious today. I am having one of those I don't feel like coffee mornings. I don't really have anything to blog about either.
Yesterday ended up being pretty good I guess. I woke up in a bad mood, but was okay most of the day. Got all the stuff I wanted to get done done, and Lisa was off, so we just relaxed. I made lasagna, drank some wine, and listened to music. What new??
I live a life now where I don't really 2nd guess anything. I am 100% confident in my direction. I share my stuff, my life, and everything, and if I feel like people don't like me, I can shrink into the strength that is me. My post yesterday said I stand on my own two feet. Who I am, and what I do is all about me. I look up to no one, and there is no one else I'd rather be than me. Where does my confidence and strength come from??
Wouldn't you like to know?? It is a long story. One that has been going on for a while. years as a matter of fact.
It has been a journey of looking into my past, and one of dealing with life as it happens. I'd like to take credit for me being who I am, but that is the story isn't it?? Things that happened in the early 90's and things I have done which have made me who I am today. I read that, and it sounds wrong. It really isn't things I have done, more things I have gone through, and things that were done for me. A LOT was hard stuff too. This journey is a runners journey. We finish the race or run, and it was hard, and it sucked, and I never want to do it again, but the next morning we are all geared up for our next race.
That is how my life has been. It SUCKED, it was SHIT, I hated it, but I am here now, and I like it.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. This is a strange story my friends. You have no idea. :)
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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So once again?? What are you doing here??
What am I doing here?? Good question. Not really sure. Just blogging and stuff, and sometimes it is serious, and sometimes not. Pretty sure I have hammered that point in life to death. The old Joseph Heller/Howard Zinn thing.
I am not feeling too serious today. I am having one of those I don't feel like coffee mornings. I don't really have anything to blog about either.
Yesterday ended up being pretty good I guess. I woke up in a bad mood, but was okay most of the day. Got all the stuff I wanted to get done done, and Lisa was off, so we just relaxed. I made lasagna, drank some wine, and listened to music. What new??
I live a life now where I don't really 2nd guess anything. I am 100% confident in my direction. I share my stuff, my life, and everything, and if I feel like people don't like me, I can shrink into the strength that is me. My post yesterday said I stand on my own two feet. Who I am, and what I do is all about me. I look up to no one, and there is no one else I'd rather be than me. Where does my confidence and strength come from??
Wouldn't you like to know?? It is a long story. One that has been going on for a while. years as a matter of fact.
It has been a journey of looking into my past, and one of dealing with life as it happens. I'd like to take credit for me being who I am, but that is the story isn't it?? Things that happened in the early 90's and things I have done which have made me who I am today. I read that, and it sounds wrong. It really isn't things I have done, more things I have gone through, and things that were done for me. A LOT was hard stuff too. This journey is a runners journey. We finish the race or run, and it was hard, and it sucked, and I never want to do it again, but the next morning we are all geared up for our next race.
That is how my life has been. It SUCKED, it was SHIT, I hated it, but I am here now, and I like it.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. This is a strange story my friends. You have no idea. :)
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Monday, November 19, 2012
Monday Bad Mood...
Grrrrrrr. I woke up in a bad mood today. I am not sure why, but I should try and look at the positive. I am up early. I will work. I have a couple errands to do after work. Get a haircut, new tube for my bike, and pick up some rosemary for Thursday's Turkey, and pay the Electric bill. Nothing too strenuous. I have stuff to make lasagna, so it should be a relaxing day.
I made a decision to not dotoo much anything outside yesterday. My little project, because I want to do it on Tuesday. Tuesday is a wait around after work til I run day, and I need something to keep me busy. I can stupidly talk myself out of running later by getting it in early, but I ALWAYS run better with people. Not always I guess, but mostly. So that is my new plan. Have something to do before I run. Thursday isn't a big deal, because who doesn't like to start their Friday with a lot of their weekend stuff done already?? I know I do.
Simple things. I did learn something yesterday, and well maybe actually a couple. One is none of who I am has to do with anyone. In that regard I do stand on my own two feet. Things I learn from just the things I say huh?? I said it on a comment to Magg's site.
Here it is: still with you Maggs although I hate everyone today. Except me. :)
I will not say everything on my mind, because none of who I am has anything to do with you.
I am me. Comfortable with it. Pretty comfortable with who you are too, but maybe you aren't always??
How would I know? You are okay though.
xo
None of who I am has anything to do with you. I thought about that this morning, and yeah it is just me.
As to the I hate everybody today, that isn't true. Just one of those generalizations. I was in a bad mood.
The over/under estimate myself kinda bad mood. Does this blog mean anything or is it a waste of time type thing??
One other thing I learned, and this was interesting. Another blogger I read Sarah lives in Kuwait a good portion of the year. She is doing a 30 blogs in 30 days thing, and wanted ideas to write something. One of the things I said what was your worst childhood memory?? Her mom later commented, how about ignoring Steve, and really wanted to focus on the positive. Not in so many words, but kinda like that. It wasn't mean intentioned, and I didn't take it that way, I just have a bad way of wording it. Focus on the positive. I have no problems with that, but doesn't life have negative stuff to it too?? Being open, and honest would have to show some of that too right?? I understand where her Mom is coming from though, who wants to air their dirty laundry out for all to see??
I guess I do that huh?? Been doing it a while. Some would want to "edit" how they share parts of their life, and I get that.
I do this though, and I think keeping everything in is not a good thing, because why else would I be doing this??
What does that tell me?? This shit is hard, and our parents may be reading this, and our lives are really all about us. When we die it is what we have done. Like me we really all stand on our own two feet. A solo journey in many ways, but we share our life with others. I think it is okay to share all. Nothing really is hidden anyway. None of us are perfect, and I am better than Hitler doesn't really mean anything. That defense doesn't work. Worthless in its entirety.
Oh well, that is what I was thinking today. I think I will be in a good mood today hopefully. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. time for coffee, before work. :)
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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I made a decision to not do
Simple things. I did learn something yesterday, and well maybe actually a couple. One is none of who I am has to do with anyone. In that regard I do stand on my own two feet. Things I learn from just the things I say huh?? I said it on a comment to Magg's site.
Here it is: still with you Maggs although I hate everyone today. Except me. :)
I will not say everything on my mind, because none of who I am has anything to do with you.
I am me. Comfortable with it. Pretty comfortable with who you are too, but maybe you aren't always??
How would I know? You are okay though.
xo
None of who I am has anything to do with you. I thought about that this morning, and yeah it is just me.
As to the I hate everybody today, that isn't true. Just one of those generalizations. I was in a bad mood.
The over/under estimate myself kinda bad mood. Does this blog mean anything or is it a waste of time type thing??
One other thing I learned, and this was interesting. Another blogger I read Sarah lives in Kuwait a good portion of the year. She is doing a 30 blogs in 30 days thing, and wanted ideas to write something. One of the things I said what was your worst childhood memory?? Her mom later commented, how about ignoring Steve, and really wanted to focus on the positive. Not in so many words, but kinda like that. It wasn't mean intentioned, and I didn't take it that way, I just have a bad way of wording it. Focus on the positive. I have no problems with that, but doesn't life have negative stuff to it too?? Being open, and honest would have to show some of that too right?? I understand where her Mom is coming from though, who wants to air their dirty laundry out for all to see??
I guess I do that huh?? Been doing it a while. Some would want to "edit" how they share parts of their life, and I get that.
I do this though, and I think keeping everything in is not a good thing, because why else would I be doing this??
What does that tell me?? This shit is hard, and our parents may be reading this, and our lives are really all about us. When we die it is what we have done. Like me we really all stand on our own two feet. A solo journey in many ways, but we share our life with others. I think it is okay to share all. Nothing really is hidden anyway. None of us are perfect, and I am better than Hitler doesn't really mean anything. That defense doesn't work. Worthless in its entirety.
Oh well, that is what I was thinking today. I think I will be in a good mood today hopefully. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. time for coffee, before work. :)
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Sunday, November 18, 2012
Wiped Out...
Morning all. How's it going?? Me, I am doing pretty good. My 10 miles yesterday wiped me out. I mean I napped til like 1:00. I planned on doing some stuff outside, and didn't. I came home from the run, and took a shower, and put on my jammies, and on they stayed. I don't know what that was about. As we approach December and January though I will have a good amount of 10 milers in my system, plus a lot of 6+ milers, so that should be good.
Anything else going on with me?? No, not really. I guess my life is pretty simple now, and I have become BORING man. I don't really do anything. I had a chance to go hang out with friends yesterday, but I just wanted to hang out with me. I don't mind doing that. A man alone with his thoughts is nothing I am afraid of, and I like doing it.
I don't think I am anti-social, I just don't really feel like going out in the cold weather to get a beer or whatever, when I can maybe have a few drinks in the comfort of my own house. I don't think it is maturity or anything, because as you can tell, I am not that. I still like to be silly, and laugh, and get my Joseph Heller on if you know what I mean by that.
Life is fun for me, and it should be. I have been through some serious stuff, and have gone through many times where life isn't fun. Now it is for the most part. I do this little thing here, and this mostly is fun too. Sometimes I overestimate myself, and sometimes underestimate myself. Maybe we all do. We are bad communicators for sure. Do we say what we "think" we should. Do we dare blurt out the first thing that pops in our head?? Is there a right way to think, feel, do??
No answers in life is there?? Not one fucking thing is easy, and us being able to send a person to the moon sure cannot figure out us can we?? I think the tendency of people is to spend the majority of their life outside their head, and underestimate all they can learn from within their head.
There is a lot to us.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. 6 miles this morning, and should be a good Sunday. Cook a good meal, and do some stuff around the house. Probably catch some NFL too.
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Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Anything else going on with me?? No, not really. I guess my life is pretty simple now, and I have become BORING man. I don't really do anything. I had a chance to go hang out with friends yesterday, but I just wanted to hang out with me. I don't mind doing that. A man alone with his thoughts is nothing I am afraid of, and I like doing it.
I don't think I am anti-social, I just don't really feel like going out in the cold weather to get a beer or whatever, when I can maybe have a few drinks in the comfort of my own house. I don't think it is maturity or anything, because as you can tell, I am not that. I still like to be silly, and laugh, and get my Joseph Heller on if you know what I mean by that.
Life is fun for me, and it should be. I have been through some serious stuff, and have gone through many times where life isn't fun. Now it is for the most part. I do this little thing here, and this mostly is fun too. Sometimes I overestimate myself, and sometimes underestimate myself. Maybe we all do. We are bad communicators for sure. Do we say what we "think" we should. Do we dare blurt out the first thing that pops in our head?? Is there a right way to think, feel, do??
No answers in life is there?? Not one fucking thing is easy, and us being able to send a person to the moon sure cannot figure out us can we?? I think the tendency of people is to spend the majority of their life outside their head, and underestimate all they can learn from within their head.
There is a lot to us.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. 6 miles this morning, and should be a good Sunday. Cook a good meal, and do some stuff around the house. Probably catch some NFL too.
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Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Saturday, November 17, 2012
Friday Goals.
Morning all. How's it going?? Me, I am doing pretty good. My goals on Friday are nothing. Get to bed early is all. Lisa closes, and I cook myself a dinner. Yesterday I made something Lisa doesn't like. Cajun Breaded Catfish.
My goal in sleeping early is just to wake up early. Done, and done. Yesterday wasn't the best day. It wasn't horrible, it was just boring. You know those days where you are bored with the internet?? The wine isn't really doing it. Maybe I should have done something around the house, but I have my routine. I got a lot done Thursday, and we are doing some stuff outside today.
I know yesterday was a doozy, and I have lived a life. I have gone through many things for whatever reasons. Not all things were easy. This year has been the blog of trust, and trust means so many things. If I say I trust you there is no better compliment I can give. Life is pretty fluid. What I have learned in my years is I was not the builder, manufacturer, manipulator, creator, or anything to my life. It was going through a hard time after College. Dealing with death, and break ups, and what the Hell am I supposed to do now??
I found myself alone, and I was okay with that. Always kinda being a religious person (read the Bible) I wanted to make me the best person ever. I was creating a simple life for myself. Work, come home and read the Bible. The mirror was given to me at this point, so I guess I already made the turn. I looked at what I thought a good and decent person was, and I did not feel I was him. Actually the more I looked the worse I thought I was. We all have an internal sword, and mine was definitely full of the real sword we have at our disposal.
The journey I have done has taught me a lot. You know how it says the truth will set you free?? It seems simple enough huh?? Truth is not all sugar and spice. Truth of the world has a story of Anne Frank right?? Look what her life amounted to. How could she have molded things so her life was better?? There wasn't much huh??
Truth honesty, and all that stuff is hard. Life is hard. Society is imperfect, Governments are imperfect, and people blindly put all their faith in that.
I trust you to be able to see you. Brace yourself for life's hard lessons. Don't expect all lessons about life to be made of sugar and spice. Some shit is hard.
You see strength is truth. Our World is full of alll kinds of "life is supposed to be like this crap". Life is what you are doing today. You are living it, and live it with your eyes open.
We are not perfect. None of us, so we should be able to accept all. Be thankful you are not a victim of bad information. You know the type who want to blow people up, because their life sucks. Societies and Governments really have made a lot of people's life harder than it need be. Ours included. Don't follow them on their path. It leads nowhere. Our journey is us. This leads somewhere. Okay??
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. early Saturday = 4 miles with the Hopester before I meet up for 6. A perfect start. :)
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Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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My goal in sleeping early is just to wake up early. Done, and done. Yesterday wasn't the best day. It wasn't horrible, it was just boring. You know those days where you are bored with the internet?? The wine isn't really doing it. Maybe I should have done something around the house, but I have my routine. I got a lot done Thursday, and we are doing some stuff outside today.
I know yesterday was a doozy, and I have lived a life. I have gone through many things for whatever reasons. Not all things were easy. This year has been the blog of trust, and trust means so many things. If I say I trust you there is no better compliment I can give. Life is pretty fluid. What I have learned in my years is I was not the builder, manufacturer, manipulator, creator, or anything to my life. It was going through a hard time after College. Dealing with death, and break ups, and what the Hell am I supposed to do now??
I found myself alone, and I was okay with that. Always kinda being a religious person (read the Bible) I wanted to make me the best person ever. I was creating a simple life for myself. Work, come home and read the Bible. The mirror was given to me at this point, so I guess I already made the turn. I looked at what I thought a good and decent person was, and I did not feel I was him. Actually the more I looked the worse I thought I was. We all have an internal sword, and mine was definitely full of the real sword we have at our disposal.
The journey I have done has taught me a lot. You know how it says the truth will set you free?? It seems simple enough huh?? Truth is not all sugar and spice. Truth of the world has a story of Anne Frank right?? Look what her life amounted to. How could she have molded things so her life was better?? There wasn't much huh??
Truth honesty, and all that stuff is hard. Life is hard. Society is imperfect, Governments are imperfect, and people blindly put all their faith in that.
I trust you to be able to see you. Brace yourself for life's hard lessons. Don't expect all lessons about life to be made of sugar and spice. Some shit is hard.
You see strength is truth. Our World is full of alll kinds of "life is supposed to be like this crap". Life is what you are doing today. You are living it, and live it with your eyes open.
We are not perfect. None of us, so we should be able to accept all. Be thankful you are not a victim of bad information. You know the type who want to blow people up, because their life sucks. Societies and Governments really have made a lot of people's life harder than it need be. Ours included. Don't follow them on their path. It leads nowhere. Our journey is us. This leads somewhere. Okay??
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. early Saturday = 4 miles with the Hopester before I meet up for 6. A perfect start. :)
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Friday, November 16, 2012
Crazy Kids...
Morning all. How's it going?? Me, I am doing pretty good. I had perhaps a perfect day yesterday. I had a good day at work. I was energized, and felt pretty good. I came home still with enough energy to take care of the leaves again, do dishes, start laundry, and a couple other odd jobs around the house, and then ran. The run was in perfect temps. 50 degrees. shorts, and long sleeve wicking shirt, and it was perfect. I mean this run was one where you would never get tired.
Anything else going on?? Nah not really. Want to know something crazy stupid about this blog?? I write it, and mostly underestimate it. Like yesterday I jotted down something real quick on a day I had nothing, and didn't think much of it. After my run I read it a couple times, and thought, you know what??? That is not a bad update. Most of my updates are like that too btw, meaning I sometimes re read them a few times to try and see what others may think of it.
True blogging, and true life living is hard huh?? We are a person, and we don't even know us. Confused with how we live and how we write is who we really are deep down. This person who we only get glimpses of.
The true picture of life is one where we see we don't really matter. What can you do to make the World better, when there is no guarantee people are just going to blow each other up anyway? There is no white picket fence, when the laws of the day are kill kill kill.
It is a shitty World out there, and we are supposed to somehow make sense of it. We want to do good, but we are so insignificant, that our lives don't really matter. We are just one of the many people who showed up in this World.
The big change in me is I went from a place where everything was wrong, and everything I did was wrong, to where I am now. Everything is right. That doesn't mean I am perfect in anyone's vision of the sword. No one is. We all can be judged by others, but with a promise and a blessing comes confidence and strength.
The humbling thing about life is I could not do anything to take me from the Summer of discontentment to where I am now. It was a journey. A journey unfolded with many a hard day. Heimleblog had a hard day damn near every single day. Judged, judged, judged. My whole journey was one of me being judged, and yet I overcame. With help. I was willing to let go of everything. That by the way is the real meaning of Christmas.
Do you see the difference?? One was willing to die, and go to Hell even though he did nothing wrong. Others want to die, for some whacked view it will get them in Heaven. Imagine saying take my life, and yes I will go to Hell. A step I had to make after my Summer, was if I am destined to go to Hell, let me accept it as that which I deserve. Even that had a path to it. I was obedient to a thing not knowing why, and then that came.
My path was narrow back in the day. I had to do this, and do that. Now my path is wide, because everything is done for me. I am just waiting for you people to do what you need to do. I am not the author of this story, but I have eyes that see, and a heart that is willing to support.
Now my friends, I have to take a shower. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Should be a good day. :)
Love You All xoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Have a fab on eall. :) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo :))
Anything else going on?? Nah not really. Want to know something crazy stupid about this blog?? I write it, and mostly underestimate it. Like yesterday I jotted down something real quick on a day I had nothing, and didn't think much of it. After my run I read it a couple times, and thought, you know what??? That is not a bad update. Most of my updates are like that too btw, meaning I sometimes re read them a few times to try and see what others may think of it.
True blogging, and true life living is hard huh?? We are a person, and we don't even know us. Confused with how we live and how we write is who we really are deep down. This person who we only get glimpses of.
The true picture of life is one where we see we don't really matter. What can you do to make the World better, when there is no guarantee people are just going to blow each other up anyway? There is no white picket fence, when the laws of the day are kill kill kill.
It is a shitty World out there, and we are supposed to somehow make sense of it. We want to do good, but we are so insignificant, that our lives don't really matter. We are just one of the many people who showed up in this World.
The big change in me is I went from a place where everything was wrong, and everything I did was wrong, to where I am now. Everything is right. That doesn't mean I am perfect in anyone's vision of the sword. No one is. We all can be judged by others, but with a promise and a blessing comes confidence and strength.
The humbling thing about life is I could not do anything to take me from the Summer of discontentment to where I am now. It was a journey. A journey unfolded with many a hard day. Heimleblog had a hard day damn near every single day. Judged, judged, judged. My whole journey was one of me being judged, and yet I overcame. With help. I was willing to let go of everything. That by the way is the real meaning of Christmas.
Do you see the difference?? One was willing to die, and go to Hell even though he did nothing wrong. Others want to die, for some whacked view it will get them in Heaven. Imagine saying take my life, and yes I will go to Hell. A step I had to make after my Summer, was if I am destined to go to Hell, let me accept it as that which I deserve. Even that had a path to it. I was obedient to a thing not knowing why, and then that came.
My path was narrow back in the day. I had to do this, and do that. Now my path is wide, because everything is done for me. I am just waiting for you people to do what you need to do. I am not the author of this story, but I have eyes that see, and a heart that is willing to support.
Now my friends, I have to take a shower. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Should be a good day. :)
Love You All xoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Have a fab on eall. :) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo :))
Thursday, November 15, 2012
More Of The Same...
Morning all, how's it going?? Me, I am doing pretty good. This week is going by pretty quick, and it has been a pretty good week. I have absolutely nothing to blog about, and maybe that isn't a bad thing.
I have been reading blogs, and seeing people open up, and it seems a common theme. All our plans don't always work out. Some of these plans we deem as failures sort of, and some people hold guilt toward things. The truth of life is we have a certain sword inside us. It is one we use to judge. I always hope people use it more on themselves than others, but we all tend to use it on others. One of the lessons in life is what are you truly capable of doing for your life?? How good of a person can you make you??
All these answers will be given to you. You may or may not be surprised, but you will know where you stand in the grand scheme of things. It is humbling I will say. Life is full of hard lessons. It is a lonely existence. Lonely is what many of us feel in our quiet times. Many people try to fill up their quiet times with this and that, and our great learning times are our quiet times. Those times of reflection are like a canker sore. It is a pleasure pain thing. It hurts to do it, but you can't stop yourself. You will be taken to these places, and you'll have to deal with these times. These are good things.
You know how if you do a track workout, and it is hard, and you suffer, and all that stuff?? Well, they make you better huh?? That is what life is like. This is what the whole mirror is about. It is about you, and we have talked about the mirror for a number of years. Do you people see it working?? I do.
Thanks to you all. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. yesterday was a day where I woke up, and wanted to do a lot, and got tired as the day went on. I worked later than normal, because I knew I was going to be lazy and worthless. I made awesome tacos though. :)
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Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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I have been reading blogs, and seeing people open up, and it seems a common theme. All our plans don't always work out. Some of these plans we deem as failures sort of, and some people hold guilt toward things. The truth of life is we have a certain sword inside us. It is one we use to judge. I always hope people use it more on themselves than others, but we all tend to use it on others. One of the lessons in life is what are you truly capable of doing for your life?? How good of a person can you make you??
All these answers will be given to you. You may or may not be surprised, but you will know where you stand in the grand scheme of things. It is humbling I will say. Life is full of hard lessons. It is a lonely existence. Lonely is what many of us feel in our quiet times. Many people try to fill up their quiet times with this and that, and our great learning times are our quiet times. Those times of reflection are like a canker sore. It is a pleasure pain thing. It hurts to do it, but you can't stop yourself. You will be taken to these places, and you'll have to deal with these times. These are good things.
You know how if you do a track workout, and it is hard, and you suffer, and all that stuff?? Well, they make you better huh?? That is what life is like. This is what the whole mirror is about. It is about you, and we have talked about the mirror for a number of years. Do you people see it working?? I do.
Thanks to you all. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. yesterday was a day where I woke up, and wanted to do a lot, and got tired as the day went on. I worked later than normal, because I knew I was going to be lazy and worthless. I made awesome tacos though. :)
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Wednesday, November 14, 2012
So Yesterday...
I had this really macho update of how I always wake up on time without an alarm, and can blog every day. remember???
Well I slept late today. til almost 4:00, so I don't have time to blog. ;)
HA HA HA
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Time for a shower before work. :)
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Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Well I slept late today. til almost 4:00, so I don't have time to blog. ;)
HA HA HA
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Time for a shower before work. :)
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Tuesday, November 13, 2012
A Lot On My Mind???
No, there is very little on my mind. At least for me. I have a schedule, but it really isn't something I am strict on. It is just how it works out for me. I am tired by the time I go to bed, typically around 8:00. Sometimes later, but only if I am running that night. I wake up at this early time. A long time ago, and this would have been a few years ago. I realized I didn't need an alarm. I would always wake up.
Odd huh?? Someone who works at 5:00 AM doesn't need an alarm. I knew I didn't need it either. After around however many days of waking up before my alarm, I think my last one broke 4-5 years ago or something and I never got a new one. :)
I do this blog thing. Why I don't know?? It has been a strange and long blog. A lot of hard information in it I bet. I know this is the year of trust, and you can see the strong ones can hold on. My life and my journey have made me strong. I know some things about life in general. I have no idea how your stories will unfold. They will though, and you can keep a record of them.
I go as my heart dictates. It isn't perfect, and I am not perfect, but I trust it. Not that I will be always be perfect, but that good will come out of all. "All for Good" makes a person strong. The things I have received make me strong. In our World we search for heroes, and really there are none. What we have been doing is building a foundation where we all can be strong enough to stand on our own. Heroes disappoint, and I wouldn't want anyone to follow someone for the wrong reasons.
In this blog I use words like strength, trust, honesty. Things like that. Those don't mean perfect or good or anything like that. They mean just the opposite. They mean we are imperfect, and we don't always do the right things, but I made a step. One in which "All for Good" means something. One where I trust you, and I think it is fair that you should trust me.
I have a track record. I have a track record with some of you. Some longer than others, but the ones I have been with a while know me. They know what I am about. By doing this thing I have been able to get to know some pretty impressive people. Not all are Rockstar Super Stars, but some are. ;) LOL
To be honest I have always been waiting and waiting to do my final thing. Always assumed it had to be sooner rather than later. For me to have a future living the way I do, and doing the things that I do, and waking up every day like this??
THANK YOU!!
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Time for a cup of cofffeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! :D
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Odd huh?? Someone who works at 5:00 AM doesn't need an alarm. I knew I didn't need it either. After around however many days of waking up before my alarm, I think my last one broke 4-5 years ago or something and I never got a new one. :)
I do this blog thing. Why I don't know?? It has been a strange and long blog. A lot of hard information in it I bet. I know this is the year of trust, and you can see the strong ones can hold on. My life and my journey have made me strong. I know some things about life in general. I have no idea how your stories will unfold. They will though, and you can keep a record of them.
I go as my heart dictates. It isn't perfect, and I am not perfect, but I trust it. Not that I will be always be perfect, but that good will come out of all. "All for Good" makes a person strong. The things I have received make me strong. In our World we search for heroes, and really there are none. What we have been doing is building a foundation where we all can be strong enough to stand on our own. Heroes disappoint, and I wouldn't want anyone to follow someone for the wrong reasons.
In this blog I use words like strength, trust, honesty. Things like that. Those don't mean perfect or good or anything like that. They mean just the opposite. They mean we are imperfect, and we don't always do the right things, but I made a step. One in which "All for Good" means something. One where I trust you, and I think it is fair that you should trust me.
I have a track record. I have a track record with some of you. Some longer than others, but the ones I have been with a while know me. They know what I am about. By doing this thing I have been able to get to know some pretty impressive people. Not all are Rockstar Super Stars, but some are. ;) LOL
To be honest I have always been waiting and waiting to do my final thing. Always assumed it had to be sooner rather than later. For me to have a future living the way I do, and doing the things that I do, and waking up every day like this??
THANK YOU!!
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Time for a cup of cofffeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! :D
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Monday, November 12, 2012
If You Have Showtime...
If any of you have Showtime I want to let you know local boxer Johnny Garcia will be fighting Friday night. Those of you who read this know of his career. From the days of National Golden Glove boxing, to sparring and beating the crap out of the Pittsburgh Kid, to turning professional, to running an all out mile. "I Got This" If you have Showtime be sure to check him out. I don't have Showtime, and I will be asleep anyway. You know my Friday Nights. It is a 13-0 pro vs. another 13-0 pro. Should be a good one.
Anyhoo, geesh there was a lot on my mind this morning, but guess that has changed a bit. Now I have no idea what I will blog about. Oh well. I am going to get me a cup of coffee, and I will brb.
I guess I will start with my run, and go from there. You know my goal now. 16 miles for Saturday and Sunday. It is no secret formula, just something I think seems to be a good idea. My plans of training change all the time. So anyway 16 miles this weekend meant I needed a couple miles before I met up with Jerry and Ken. I took the Hopester for those 2.3 miles. When I got home I realized I couldn't stop sweating. So I changed into a short sleeve shirt, and ran the final 6 like that. There was one weird thing on the run. It was really windy. Our first loop was against the wind, and then we were with the wind at our back. We do a loop out and back, and go the other way for another shorter out and back. On the last out, wind still at our back. I WAS TIRED. beat. When we turned to go against the wind I felt great. Going against the wind kept me cooler, and it felt way better. I felt like I could even tempo up if I wanted. Cooler running is definitely the best.
Every run has something different huh??
Other than that not much going on I guess. I did some stuff around the house, and cooked dinner, and had some drinks and watched football. I listened to music too. There was a lot of Sunday blogging yesterday. Is that normal?? I don't recall.
Oh well. I really got nothing to be honest. :) HA HA.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. BEARS lost, but 13-6 is not a bad loss. That was a statement game, and I think both teams made a statement they will be in contention.
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Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Anyhoo, geesh there was a lot on my mind this morning, but guess that has changed a bit. Now I have no idea what I will blog about. Oh well. I am going to get me a cup of coffee, and I will brb.
I guess I will start with my run, and go from there. You know my goal now. 16 miles for Saturday and Sunday. It is no secret formula, just something I think seems to be a good idea. My plans of training change all the time. So anyway 16 miles this weekend meant I needed a couple miles before I met up with Jerry and Ken. I took the Hopester for those 2.3 miles. When I got home I realized I couldn't stop sweating. So I changed into a short sleeve shirt, and ran the final 6 like that. There was one weird thing on the run. It was really windy. Our first loop was against the wind, and then we were with the wind at our back. We do a loop out and back, and go the other way for another shorter out and back. On the last out, wind still at our back. I WAS TIRED. beat. When we turned to go against the wind I felt great. Going against the wind kept me cooler, and it felt way better. I felt like I could even tempo up if I wanted. Cooler running is definitely the best.
Every run has something different huh??
Other than that not much going on I guess. I did some stuff around the house, and cooked dinner, and had some drinks and watched football. I listened to music too. There was a lot of Sunday blogging yesterday. Is that normal?? I don't recall.
Oh well. I really got nothing to be honest. :) HA HA.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. BEARS lost, but 13-6 is not a bad loss. That was a statement game, and I think both teams made a statement they will be in contention.
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Sunday, November 11, 2012
A Running Weekend...
Morning all. Dumb title I know, because aren't all my weekends a running weekend?? Yesterday was not eventful. I took Hope for a 2.3 mile run before I met up with Jerry and Jim for the 6 miler. Nothing eventful, but I did feel better running with Jim this week. I don't know if he slowed down a bit, or if I am finally getting in a bit of running shape. It does coincide with my Thursday run where everything was easy.
Jim, did say you never ever want to start from scratch. Isn't that true?? You expect to run a certain way, and if you have been injured or whatever that isn't possible. Who doesn't want to run when they are in shape??
I didn't do much yesterday. I did some dishes, and saw two movies. I was that person who just went by themselves to the movie. You know I would have never done that like... hmmm, well most of my life I guess. Afraid of what people would think of the person alone at the movies. Kinda like watching the person eating by themselves at a restaurant. Don't think I ever did that. Sitting at a bar solo was never a big deal.
Pretty uneventful day yesterday. I came home after the movies, and had a few drinks. I didn't eat shit yesterday, so I ate some pizza and wings, and pretty much went to bed after that. Lisa went out to Hobby Lobby, and places like that, and I was asleep.
Lame Lame Lame, but that is how I am now.
Today I will have to do some laundry, and should make a meal of some sort. That should be fun. My BEARS play tonight past my bedtime. Oh well.
I got nothing today. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
P.S. Kitty Litter = Peeeeeeeeeeeeeeee UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
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Jim, did say you never ever want to start from scratch. Isn't that true?? You expect to run a certain way, and if you have been injured or whatever that isn't possible. Who doesn't want to run when they are in shape??
I didn't do much yesterday. I did some dishes, and saw two movies. I was that person who just went by themselves to the movie. You know I would have never done that like... hmmm, well most of my life I guess. Afraid of what people would think of the person alone at the movies. Kinda like watching the person eating by themselves at a restaurant. Don't think I ever did that. Sitting at a bar solo was never a big deal.
Pretty uneventful day yesterday. I came home after the movies, and had a few drinks. I didn't eat shit yesterday, so I ate some pizza and wings, and pretty much went to bed after that. Lisa went out to Hobby Lobby, and places like that, and I was asleep.
Lame Lame Lame, but that is how I am now.
Today I will have to do some laundry, and should make a meal of some sort. That should be fun. My BEARS play tonight past my bedtime. Oh well.
I got nothing today. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
P.S. Kitty Litter = Peeeeeeeeeeeeeeee UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Saturday, November 10, 2012
Have Been Known To Throw Up A Doozy...
Morning all, how's it going?? Me, I am doing good. I made some coffee, so I am going to get some. I will brb...
Okay, I am back. My feet itch badly. The bottom of them. They are so dry. It is so annoying. That is neither here nor there though. As my title suggests, there is something I knew about this blog, or at least thought about for a while. I think some of my dooziest posts have been on Saturdays. I don't know why. It isn't planned or anything like that, as I just wake up, and write whatever comes to mind. It doesn't mean anything, but it is something I have thought for a while.
Friday is like my lazy lazy day. After work I don't do anything. Lisa usually closes on Friday, so I just hang til she leaves. I have a few drinks, and go to bed really early. I usually wake up when Lisa gets home, but still wake up really early. I like waking up early on Saturday, and this is my routine.
Life changes a lot huh?? Do you ever feel frustrated?? You want to make a road map of your perfect life, and look, and study, and read, and work toward, and really there is no road map to the perfect life. Interests vary here and there.
I wonder of me, and my relation with you. What does it mean, I wake up every day like this? Always raring and ready to go. You bet I am thankful for this. Remember my life has not always been easy. I have many low points in my life, but you know every day seems like a high point right now.
Some things about me... I am sometimes disappointed with blogs I read. It seems like there should be more to people's lives. One of my favorite blogs Angela Kidd has to go into hibernation for Professionalism reasons. That sucks, because she was one of the strongest and most courageous bloggers. One of those Mommy blogs I read for whatever reason.
One of the things you may know of me, is I don't care how fast you are. I care how open and honest you are. That is the thing. I know people have goals, and stuff, and do races, etc... I like to know of people's lives. I share mine. Almost all of it, and I don't know of much I hide. It ain't a fabulous life, although I feel pretty great every morning. You know how I got here too.
There is a lot you don't know, and I have no way to help you understand, but we go on. I don't have secrets at all, just some things are hard to explain, or hard to explain with having you not think me totally bonkers. :)
One thing I do want to say is Angela if you read this, if and when you start blogging again let me know. I would love to read your blog again. :)
Anyway, I am up early. We are running at 7:00 AM. That means I can get some miles before the miles. Get my long run in today. :) yay. :) wouldn't mind being lazy though. It will be good for the Hopester to go on a run.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. I don't have a lot going on today. Outside work is already done, I may actually see a movie today and tomorrow. Matinee. Lisa works both days.
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Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Okay, I am back. My feet itch badly. The bottom of them. They are so dry. It is so annoying. That is neither here nor there though. As my title suggests, there is something I knew about this blog, or at least thought about for a while. I think some of my dooziest posts have been on Saturdays. I don't know why. It isn't planned or anything like that, as I just wake up, and write whatever comes to mind. It doesn't mean anything, but it is something I have thought for a while.
Friday is like my lazy lazy day. After work I don't do anything. Lisa usually closes on Friday, so I just hang til she leaves. I have a few drinks, and go to bed really early. I usually wake up when Lisa gets home, but still wake up really early. I like waking up early on Saturday, and this is my routine.
Life changes a lot huh?? Do you ever feel frustrated?? You want to make a road map of your perfect life, and look, and study, and read, and work toward, and really there is no road map to the perfect life. Interests vary here and there.
I wonder of me, and my relation with you. What does it mean, I wake up every day like this? Always raring and ready to go. You bet I am thankful for this. Remember my life has not always been easy. I have many low points in my life, but you know every day seems like a high point right now.
Some things about me... I am sometimes disappointed with blogs I read. It seems like there should be more to people's lives. One of my favorite blogs Angela Kidd has to go into hibernation for Professionalism reasons. That sucks, because she was one of the strongest and most courageous bloggers. One of those Mommy blogs I read for whatever reason.
One of the things you may know of me, is I don't care how fast you are. I care how open and honest you are. That is the thing. I know people have goals, and stuff, and do races, etc... I like to know of people's lives. I share mine. Almost all of it, and I don't know of much I hide. It ain't a fabulous life, although I feel pretty great every morning. You know how I got here too.
There is a lot you don't know, and I have no way to help you understand, but we go on. I don't have secrets at all, just some things are hard to explain, or hard to explain with having you not think me totally bonkers. :)
One thing I do want to say is Angela if you read this, if and when you start blogging again let me know. I would love to read your blog again. :)
Anyway, I am up early. We are running at 7:00 AM. That means I can get some miles before the miles. Get my long run in today. :) yay. :) wouldn't mind being lazy though. It will be good for the Hopester to go on a run.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. I don't have a lot going on today. Outside work is already done, I may actually see a movie today and tomorrow. Matinee. Lisa works both days.
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Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Friday, November 9, 2012
Nothing...
Morning all. I have absolutely nothing to blog about. Guess, I will get something down anyway. I just don't have a lot on my mind. I am tired too, because I stayed up late last night. It is Friday though. It is my favorite day to work.
Lesssseeeeee. What happened yesterday. Not much. I had a good day of work. Stayed a little late. I came home and mulched all the leaves in the front and back, so my yard is empty of leaves. I love that. My yard empty... neighbors have leaves. One of those stupid things. Also it was garbage pick up day. I have finally thrown away most/if not all of the stuff we wanted to throw out. Too bad our Garage and breeze way is filled with useless Jackie shit she cannot fit into her new place. Lisa is planning on having a Garage Sale this Spring. Let me know if you need any Christmas Decoration crap. There are no less than 946 boxes of that Shit. She also for some reason has 840 wreaths. What and why a person needs that is beyond me. When I see that type of shit it makes me just want to put a gun to my head. PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY NOW.
I have no doubt China's Economy became so big because of all the HORSESHIT Americans buy. You spend 30 years accumulating all kinds of crap, and the next thing you know your spouse is dead, and you don't want any of it, and you have to sell your house, and it is loaded with all kinds of useless crap. Having an eye on our final outcome can help us to not be so stupid I think... well some of you anyway. ;) j/k
With our ending coming in the future at some point in time, it seems like a good idea to take stock of our life. What does matter???
So anyway we got a pretty good run in. I kept the speed slower than normal for the heck of it. It made the run pretty enjoyable, and I can tell I have a bit of fitness in me. That is good. Also watched a CSI of some sort, and some girl was going to hang herself. She had a noose all made. Lisa was like, "who knows how to make a noose?" LOL. I was thinking the same thing. This girl was going to kill herself, and had the nicest looking fricken knot I have ever seen. TV. LOL
So with that I will say goodbye for now. Should be a good day. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)))
p.s. thinking about seeing the Bond movie this weekend.
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Lesssseeeeee. What happened yesterday. Not much. I had a good day of work. Stayed a little late. I came home and mulched all the leaves in the front and back, so my yard is empty of leaves. I love that. My yard empty... neighbors have leaves. One of those stupid things. Also it was garbage pick up day. I have finally thrown away most/if not all of the stuff we wanted to throw out. Too bad our Garage and breeze way is filled with useless Jackie shit she cannot fit into her new place. Lisa is planning on having a Garage Sale this Spring. Let me know if you need any Christmas Decoration crap. There are no less than 946 boxes of that Shit. She also for some reason has 840 wreaths. What and why a person needs that is beyond me. When I see that type of shit it makes me just want to put a gun to my head. PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY NOW.
I have no doubt China's Economy became so big because of all the HORSESHIT Americans buy. You spend 30 years accumulating all kinds of crap, and the next thing you know your spouse is dead, and you don't want any of it, and you have to sell your house, and it is loaded with all kinds of useless crap. Having an eye on our final outcome can help us to not be so stupid I think... well some of you anyway. ;) j/k
With our ending coming in the future at some point in time, it seems like a good idea to take stock of our life. What does matter???
So anyway we got a pretty good run in. I kept the speed slower than normal for the heck of it. It made the run pretty enjoyable, and I can tell I have a bit of fitness in me. That is good. Also watched a CSI of some sort, and some girl was going to hang herself. She had a noose all made. Lisa was like, "who knows how to make a noose?" LOL. I was thinking the same thing. This girl was going to kill herself, and had the nicest looking fricken knot I have ever seen. TV. LOL
So with that I will say goodbye for now. Should be a good day. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)))
p.s. thinking about seeing the Bond movie this weekend.
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Thursday, November 8, 2012
And On A Bright Note...
Morning all. How's it going?? Me, I am doing pretty good. I stayed up way too late watching the Election the other night, and fell asleep sometime, and woke up again at 2:00 am. Watched the crap til it was time to go to work. I have no idea how much sleep I got. 15-20 minutes?? 3 hours??
It was one of those days I was dreading. I was going to be tired. I had to help Lisa finish up moving the rest of Jackie's crap, plus a ton of other shit. It hit me though around 10:30 give or take. I felt good. I wasn't tired. I was doing my job, and I was EXCITED to get the shit done. I left work a little early, and got most of the shit I wanted to get done before Lisa got home. We then grabbed the rest of Jackie's shit, and boom the day was done.
Lisa worked outside a bit, which is totally what she wanted to do. I made dinner, and it was a pretty good fricken day.
That was it. Nothing special to my day. Nothing special to this blog update either. I haven't run the last couple days, but that is okay. I am thinking of taking the Hopester for a quick little run now, and we run later tonight.
Nothing deep here, nothing of any importance, but like my title says yesterday ended on a bright note, and today feels about the same. :)
Gotta like that. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)))
p.s. well, I really got nothing, so this will have to do for a p.s. ;)
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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It was one of those days I was dreading. I was going to be tired. I had to help Lisa finish up moving the rest of Jackie's crap, plus a ton of other shit. It hit me though around 10:30 give or take. I felt good. I wasn't tired. I was doing my job, and I was EXCITED to get the shit done. I left work a little early, and got most of the shit I wanted to get done before Lisa got home. We then grabbed the rest of Jackie's shit, and boom the day was done.
Lisa worked outside a bit, which is totally what she wanted to do. I made dinner, and it was a pretty good fricken day.
That was it. Nothing special to my day. Nothing special to this blog update either. I haven't run the last couple days, but that is okay. I am thinking of taking the Hopester for a quick little run now, and we run later tonight.
Nothing deep here, nothing of any importance, but like my title says yesterday ended on a bright note, and today feels about the same. :)
Gotta like that. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)))
p.s. well, I really got nothing, so this will have to do for a p.s. ;)
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Tuesday, November 6, 2012
Uninformed...
Morning All. Today is vote day, and I am a totally uninformed voter... at least as far as all these dumb proposition thingys. No idea what any of them mean, and I am a bad Michigander I guess. I guess I should care to invest a little time in it, but guess it isn't that important to me.
There are sides to each argument I am sure, and I am never one to trust Big Business. Pick your poison right?? What is more Dangerous Big Business or Big Gov't?? Pro Business people don't realize it is actually Big Business which ruins Economical growth. So a vote from the poor people siding with Big Business Propaganda is probably against their best interests. Big Business won't save you from anything, and either will Big Gov't. Election time is so filled with propaganda of various sorts it can make a person sick.
Looking at Nate Silver's thingy, it looks like he has Obama winning if the polls are correct. It makes sense. I don't think Republicans really think Romney is the fix for all their hopes and dreams. Fact is the Right did not put up a good candidate. In the end I guess I'd trust the reins of the Gov't to be in the hands of smart people. Presidents who are not how do you say driven intellectually do not make good Presidents. They can be taken down a bad path easily. Easily succumb to bad info. Easier to make dumb mistakes.
Anyhoo, I am uninformed as far as that goes. If Romney does win, I don't see big huge improvements in anything.
Our life is us though huh?? We could just as easily been born in Syria or somewhere. Our lives, and our outlook would look a lot different. If you were born in Syria what would you do to make sure your life mattered?? Who knows right??
If you were born in America, what would you do to make sure your life mattered??
Well, you are doing it. Somehow someway we are on a path/journey to a life that matters. It is a learning life. It is a life where our eyes are opened, and a life where all is possible. Every day is a new day, and we can learn new things every day, and see new things every day.
So here is to us. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)))
p.s. Today is a run day. :D
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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There are sides to each argument I am sure, and I am never one to trust Big Business. Pick your poison right?? What is more Dangerous Big Business or Big Gov't?? Pro Business people don't realize it is actually Big Business which ruins Economical growth. So a vote from the poor people siding with Big Business Propaganda is probably against their best interests. Big Business won't save you from anything, and either will Big Gov't. Election time is so filled with propaganda of various sorts it can make a person sick.
Looking at Nate Silver's thingy, it looks like he has Obama winning if the polls are correct. It makes sense. I don't think Republicans really think Romney is the fix for all their hopes and dreams. Fact is the Right did not put up a good candidate. In the end I guess I'd trust the reins of the Gov't to be in the hands of smart people. Presidents who are not how do you say driven intellectually do not make good Presidents. They can be taken down a bad path easily. Easily succumb to bad info. Easier to make dumb mistakes.
Anyhoo, I am uninformed as far as that goes. If Romney does win, I don't see big huge improvements in anything.
Our life is us though huh?? We could just as easily been born in Syria or somewhere. Our lives, and our outlook would look a lot different. If you were born in Syria what would you do to make sure your life mattered?? Who knows right??
If you were born in America, what would you do to make sure your life mattered??
Well, you are doing it. Somehow someway we are on a path/journey to a life that matters. It is a learning life. It is a life where our eyes are opened, and a life where all is possible. Every day is a new day, and we can learn new things every day, and see new things every day.
So here is to us. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)))
p.s. Today is a run day. :D
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Monday, November 5, 2012
Nothing Is Easy Is It??
Well, let me correct myself. Me getting my cup of coffee will be pretty easy, and that is what I am going to do now.
Morning all btw. It is Monday, and sometimes Monday is Monday, but Lisa has off, and I will get off early, and pick up something to make for dinner. Yesterday I did what I said I'd do. I ran 4+ miles with Hope. It started out a bit cold, but you know cold weather running. Nothing better. I then met up with Jerry, his nephew, and Ken for another 6. I'll be honest form about mile 7-8.5 I got a bit tired, but the final 1.5 was pretty easy. I was like WOAH!! we are done?? You know me too, I many times will cut runs short, and probably if I finished the intended route, I may hit a 2nd wind, or feel better after a while.
Anyway what I was thinking of life and stuff nothing being easy, what is easy?? Communicating. Letting people get to know you. I think if you let people get to know you, in a shell off kinda way that is hard. There is no protection. We don't feel strong, and we aren't strong. A jab here or a jab there, and our only protection is to fire back, I think.
At least that is what it seems to me. This blog is a run through of my life. A day to day if you will. It will be good, and bad, and everything in between is my guess. That is how we all are. All imperfect. All happy, sad, zany, motivated, lazy, and what have you.
Nothing is easy. Even communicating with our spouses isn't always easy. Some would like to have a smile, and make it easy, and say everything is okay. Something as dumb as "Can you do this??"
correct answer is "HELL NO"
the answer used is???
You know??? Isn't that what life is like?? Have to makes us mad sometimes, and many times we just want to do what we want to.
I am lucky I like to run. I get frustrated training in the heat I think, but cold running is my fav. I get frustrated with injuries too. I am glad I like to do stuff around the house a lot. Help out as much as I can. In my heart most days is to do my best at work, and I like to have fun. I do like to drink, but even so I am not a wake up in the morning need to have a glass of Vodka type person. (Those people exist) How and why, I have no idea. Even after my 1/2 marathon a couple weeks back there was free beer. That was like the last thing I wanted. Me giving up free beer.
Anyway nothing is easy huh?? There are no really right answers it seems, and many wrong ones. Life is like a losing endeavor.
It is good to think of life, and things, and I feel every day we all can be led in ways to learn lessons. Many may be simple, but some are hard. Makes life exciting I think.
Now if only I can be a faster runner. Hopeful for a good year. Funny our years start at the end of Summer/Beginning of Fall and Winter huh?? I know it really starts with the New Year, but we still build a base for success before Jan 1. huh?? Some take a lot of time to rest up their overworked bodies, and whatever else they think works for them.
Oh well, just getting some stuff down.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)))
p.s. I don't feel I got an extra hour of sleep on Saturday, but I feel like I did last night. That is good. :D
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Have a great one all. :)))))))))))))))
Morning all btw. It is Monday, and sometimes Monday is Monday, but Lisa has off, and I will get off early, and pick up something to make for dinner. Yesterday I did what I said I'd do. I ran 4+ miles with Hope. It started out a bit cold, but you know cold weather running. Nothing better. I then met up with Jerry, his nephew, and Ken for another 6. I'll be honest form about mile 7-8.5 I got a bit tired, but the final 1.5 was pretty easy. I was like WOAH!! we are done?? You know me too, I many times will cut runs short, and probably if I finished the intended route, I may hit a 2nd wind, or feel better after a while.
Anyway what I was thinking of life and stuff nothing being easy, what is easy?? Communicating. Letting people get to know you. I think if you let people get to know you, in a shell off kinda way that is hard. There is no protection. We don't feel strong, and we aren't strong. A jab here or a jab there, and our only protection is to fire back, I think.
At least that is what it seems to me. This blog is a run through of my life. A day to day if you will. It will be good, and bad, and everything in between is my guess. That is how we all are. All imperfect. All happy, sad, zany, motivated, lazy, and what have you.
Nothing is easy. Even communicating with our spouses isn't always easy. Some would like to have a smile, and make it easy, and say everything is okay. Something as dumb as "Can you do this??"
correct answer is "HELL NO"
the answer used is???
You know??? Isn't that what life is like?? Have to makes us mad sometimes, and many times we just want to do what we want to.
I am lucky I like to run. I get frustrated training in the heat I think, but cold running is my fav. I get frustrated with injuries too. I am glad I like to do stuff around the house a lot. Help out as much as I can. In my heart most days is to do my best at work, and I like to have fun. I do like to drink, but even so I am not a wake up in the morning need to have a glass of Vodka type person. (Those people exist) How and why, I have no idea. Even after my 1/2 marathon a couple weeks back there was free beer. That was like the last thing I wanted. Me giving up free beer.
Anyway nothing is easy huh?? There are no really right answers it seems, and many wrong ones. Life is like a losing endeavor.
It is good to think of life, and things, and I feel every day we all can be led in ways to learn lessons. Many may be simple, but some are hard. Makes life exciting I think.
Now if only I can be a faster runner. Hopeful for a good year. Funny our years start at the end of Summer/Beginning of Fall and Winter huh?? I know it really starts with the New Year, but we still build a base for success before Jan 1. huh?? Some take a lot of time to rest up their overworked bodies, and whatever else they think works for them.
Oh well, just getting some stuff down.
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)))
p.s. I don't feel I got an extra hour of sleep on Saturday, but I feel like I did last night. That is good. :D
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Have a great one all. :)))))))))))))))
Sunday, November 4, 2012
Forecast For Next Year...
Morning all. How's it going?? Me, I am doing good. As my title suggests I was thinking about next year. I was not thinking of races, and what kind of shape I will be in, and things like that. I was thinking of something more important. What will next year look with my blog??
It will be basically my 4th year of the wait. I spent some time with the Journey, and some time with Heimleblog. Now if this year is the year of trust, I just wonder what next year will be. It makes my title a horrible one, because I cannot forecast it. That this blog is going to go on for a 4th year is definitely not expected. I had so much shit in my mind done soooooo long ago. 4 years on this one huh??
I will wait and see. I just go as my heart goes. This year so far though I'd say we got very little done. After all is said and done I will probably have around 290 posts or so, and I feel very little got done. That is okay though, because What do I have to worry about?? The name of my blog is "The Wait" and I just wait and see anyway.
Anyhooo, I am just babbling along, and yesterday was pretty productive. I was originally planning on running long, but I am not in good of shape as Jim, and he had us going at a little harder pace than what I would have liked for going long. I know if I cannot talk and run too easy the pace is a good one. That is what happened. Jerry could go at that pace, but I need another week of 6-7 milers in my belt to have that speed. (at least I hope so)
I did a bunch of shit around the house, and blew the leaves in the front. Did laundry, and general cleaning, and was pooping out. Took Hope on a walk, and was beat. My plan of picking up something for a meal went by the wayside. Too tired.
So I watched football made a few drinks. The 3rd one was so stupid strong. I didn't mean to make it that strong. It was an accident. I still drank it, but that was all she wrote. I quit drinking after that strong one, and watched football. At least the end of the State game, and the end of the ND game. Both went to the wire, and then I went to bed.
Pretty good day. I am meeting Jerry and his nephew at 7:30. We gained an hour of sleep last night. Pretty much the last thing I need. :) I'll be able to get in 4 miles with the Hopester, and run the 6 with them, and that will conclude a successful week. 29+miles.
I may go see a movie. Lisa has to finish up moving Jackie's shit, and her daughter is here to help. I get off scott free, and then it is Football Sunday. I should pick up something to eat for dinner too.
Oh well, have a good one all. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. I have a lot of time to waste before I have to run. :)
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
It will be basically my 4th year of the wait. I spent some time with the Journey, and some time with Heimleblog. Now if this year is the year of trust, I just wonder what next year will be. It makes my title a horrible one, because I cannot forecast it. That this blog is going to go on for a 4th year is definitely not expected. I had so much shit in my mind done soooooo long ago. 4 years on this one huh??
I will wait and see. I just go as my heart goes. This year so far though I'd say we got very little done. After all is said and done I will probably have around 290 posts or so, and I feel very little got done. That is okay though, because What do I have to worry about?? The name of my blog is "The Wait" and I just wait and see anyway.
Anyhooo, I am just babbling along, and yesterday was pretty productive. I was originally planning on running long, but I am not in good of shape as Jim, and he had us going at a little harder pace than what I would have liked for going long. I know if I cannot talk and run too easy the pace is a good one. That is what happened. Jerry could go at that pace, but I need another week of 6-7 milers in my belt to have that speed. (at least I hope so)
I did a bunch of shit around the house, and blew the leaves in the front. Did laundry, and general cleaning, and was pooping out. Took Hope on a walk, and was beat. My plan of picking up something for a meal went by the wayside. Too tired.
So I watched football made a few drinks. The 3rd one was so stupid strong. I didn't mean to make it that strong. It was an accident. I still drank it, but that was all she wrote. I quit drinking after that strong one, and watched football. At least the end of the State game, and the end of the ND game. Both went to the wire, and then I went to bed.
Pretty good day. I am meeting Jerry and his nephew at 7:30. We gained an hour of sleep last night. Pretty much the last thing I need. :) I'll be able to get in 4 miles with the Hopester, and run the 6 with them, and that will conclude a successful week. 29+miles.
I may go see a movie. Lisa has to finish up moving Jackie's shit, and her daughter is here to help. I get off scott free, and then it is Football Sunday. I should pick up something to eat for dinner too.
Oh well, have a good one all. :)
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. I have a lot of time to waste before I have to run. :)
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Saturday, November 3, 2012
Why Yesterday??
Hey all, good morning. Yesterday started out okay, and I was doing my thing. Read a blog, blah blah blah, went to so called blog, and out of the corner of my eye I noticed, oh, that person doesn't read my blog anymore.
Then I thought oh geez, what did I do now?? As someone who does this a lot, and not with a lot of thought, I could only guess. Then I start thinking of everything, and figured hmmmm. Everybody is mad about something. No one reads this stupid thing anyway, and my first reaction is SCREW EVERYONE!! Fuck 'em. I don't need 'em. No one reads this stupid thing anyway, and who cares.
I kinda have been looking at the tally of my posts, and I knew I was going to need to have a strong finish to hit 300. It wasn't a goal for the year at all, but I remember it being a big deal for me at the end of the year, and I was a bit surprised I am not going to hit 300. Where do the days off come from?? I know last year the days off came from bad days, I don't remember a ton of bad days this year.
Maybe there were some tough days. Getting ready for my 2nd 20 mile run for the Spring Marathon, and quitting after 6 miles due to injury. Another year of being slow, missing the Riverbank. I don't think I really care about that shit, but who knows?
You know the death of this blog is when I feel no one reads it. Then I am like screw it. Why that even matters I don't know. I don't even think this thing does anything for me.
The blog is fun for me though most times. I have fun in life. I live it my way, and have always stressed being strong, being honest, Who knew it was so hard for people to be strong?
I also said to trust too, because we all are fucked up in ways. When I get a little whacky just hold on. It is all part of me and this blog. Whacky is fun. Life is Joseph Heller funny right?? Funniest fucking book I ever read Catch-22 It was silly and funny, but important. Important to see how fricken stupid Society and all their rules are. Also how stupid it is if you just cling to those, and don't seek out other truths.
I am going to have fun in life, but I will do the serious shit too. That is why trust.
Also for me to get how I am, and the start of my journey, I had to question, and doubt my religion. What is so scary about that?? Your thoughts don't save you, and your " I appear to be this way" in front of people don't save you either. People will judge you and it hurts, but it don't count for anything except shit against them.
To be strong you have to accept and overcome judgement I guess. None of the judging matters either, because there is only one's judgment that counts. We all are judges anyway. We judge the SHIT out of everyone. Especially those who don't think like we do. Those people are easy to judge, and easy to hate.
So anyway that is what got me yesterday. FYI
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Running this morning. Not sure if today is the long day or tomorrow is. Running both days though, so I guess that is good.
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Then I thought oh geez, what did I do now?? As someone who does this a lot, and not with a lot of thought, I could only guess. Then I start thinking of everything, and figured hmmmm. Everybody is mad about something. No one reads this stupid thing anyway, and my first reaction is SCREW EVERYONE!! Fuck 'em. I don't need 'em. No one reads this stupid thing anyway, and who cares.
I kinda have been looking at the tally of my posts, and I knew I was going to need to have a strong finish to hit 300. It wasn't a goal for the year at all, but I remember it being a big deal for me at the end of the year, and I was a bit surprised I am not going to hit 300. Where do the days off come from?? I know last year the days off came from bad days, I don't remember a ton of bad days this year.
Maybe there were some tough days. Getting ready for my 2nd 20 mile run for the Spring Marathon, and quitting after 6 miles due to injury. Another year of being slow, missing the Riverbank. I don't think I really care about that shit, but who knows?
You know the death of this blog is when I feel no one reads it. Then I am like screw it. Why that even matters I don't know. I don't even think this thing does anything for me.
The blog is fun for me though most times. I have fun in life. I live it my way, and have always stressed being strong, being honest, Who knew it was so hard for people to be strong?
I also said to trust too, because we all are fucked up in ways. When I get a little whacky just hold on. It is all part of me and this blog. Whacky is fun. Life is Joseph Heller funny right?? Funniest fucking book I ever read Catch-22 It was silly and funny, but important. Important to see how fricken stupid Society and all their rules are. Also how stupid it is if you just cling to those, and don't seek out other truths.
I am going to have fun in life, but I will do the serious shit too. That is why trust.
Also for me to get how I am, and the start of my journey, I had to question, and doubt my religion. What is so scary about that?? Your thoughts don't save you, and your " I appear to be this way" in front of people don't save you either. People will judge you and it hurts, but it don't count for anything except shit against them.
To be strong you have to accept and overcome judgement I guess. None of the judging matters either, because there is only one's judgment that counts. We all are judges anyway. We judge the SHIT out of everyone. Especially those who don't think like we do. Those people are easy to judge, and easy to hate.
So anyway that is what got me yesterday. FYI
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)
p.s. Running this morning. Not sure if today is the long day or tomorrow is. Running both days though, so I guess that is good.
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
Friday, November 2, 2012
Slacker!!
WOAH!! I remember last year coming toward the end of the year, I think I needed to blog the last 3 days to hit 300 entries. As of yesterday's post I was at 235. You know what that means?? No 300 this year. Now that is a bit strange. I wonder why that is?? Last year was definitely a tougher year. I tried sprouting off in different directions, not always successfully. Not to mention I had to deal with some personal life stuff.
I looked back at January 31 2011, and I still had most of my signature line. :) LOL. It is a little different now.
I haven't gone back this year, but I have a feeling if there is a theme I could put on this year it would be trust.
Want to know what I don't feel?? TRUST.
So I back awaay. Without trust you have nothing as I have said before, and I can walk away from all this shit. I don't need to see my name out in blog land. I could give a fuck. If I didn't wake up most days to do this damn thing I wouldn't do it.
So I will wait and I will see.
See what your life is about.
cya.
I looked back at January 31 2011, and I still had most of my signature line. :) LOL. It is a little different now.
I haven't gone back this year, but I have a feeling if there is a theme I could put on this year it would be trust.
Want to know what I don't feel?? TRUST.
So I back awaay. Without trust you have nothing as I have said before, and I can walk away from all this shit. I don't need to see my name out in blog land. I could give a fuck. If I didn't wake up most days to do this damn thing I wouldn't do it.
So I will wait and I will see.
See what your life is about.
cya.
Thursday, November 1, 2012
The Day I Could...
Morning all, how's it going?? Me, I am doing pretty good. I am going to get a cup of coffee. I will brb. :)
So anyway yesterday was the day I could. For no reason other than just dumb luck, I was able to work, get some stuff for dinner, go home, and do a shit load ton of stuff around the house. I was in a hurry, because I was supposed to help Lisa make another trip with Jackie's horse shit. Plus I was also slated to run 6.5 miles at 5:30. I also had to hopefully not be tired for so called run. It all worked out, although we didn't move any of Jackie's stuff, because Lisa got home too late.
So that put me in a pretty good mood. A successful day if you will. One thing to note on the 6.5 miler is how to dress. We are at the stage of the game where we needed pants. I heard it was probably a high of 40, and pretty windy. I wore pants, and a jacket, and the thing I noticed about this run is I was either cold'ish or overheating. I don't ever recall being so in between ever on a run. It was as if the wind wasn't cooling me down, then the lack of it was heating me up. Maybe that happens every year, and I always forget, and this was my first run since last Winter that I used pants. Who knows?? Just something I thought weird.
Anyway after the run, I came home, and we chilled out. I stayed up later than normal for the heck-uv-it. We are running again tonight too. About the same distance. I haven't mapped out our route, but it is probably closer to 7 then it is 6, so should be a pretty good one. If I run the 4 days that we have planned each week, then I will be at a minimum of 29 miles/ week. That seems like a pretty good base builder to me. I can always add in a 5th too.
I don't really have much today, and yeah sometimes I write a post like this, and think. SHIT, this must be boring to read. I wasn't going to blog today anyway, but decided to since I ran. silly huh??
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)))
p.s. I was thinking yesterday that one of my wishes is that no one who ever got an undergrad degree in Sociology reads this. :)
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
You know Halloween is a perfect example of how stupid some of the shit we do is.
Later all. Have fun. xoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo :)
Oh, and Avril Lavigne dressed up pretty hot in her Halloween costume, so I guess Halloween isn't totally dumb. :P
So anyway yesterday was the day I could. For no reason other than just dumb luck, I was able to work, get some stuff for dinner, go home, and do a shit load ton of stuff around the house. I was in a hurry, because I was supposed to help Lisa make another trip with Jackie's horse shit. Plus I was also slated to run 6.5 miles at 5:30. I also had to hopefully not be tired for so called run. It all worked out, although we didn't move any of Jackie's stuff, because Lisa got home too late.
So that put me in a pretty good mood. A successful day if you will. One thing to note on the 6.5 miler is how to dress. We are at the stage of the game where we needed pants. I heard it was probably a high of 40, and pretty windy. I wore pants, and a jacket, and the thing I noticed about this run is I was either cold'ish or overheating. I don't ever recall being so in between ever on a run. It was as if the wind wasn't cooling me down, then the lack of it was heating me up. Maybe that happens every year, and I always forget, and this was my first run since last Winter that I used pants. Who knows?? Just something I thought weird.
Anyway after the run, I came home, and we chilled out. I stayed up later than normal for the heck-uv-it. We are running again tonight too. About the same distance. I haven't mapped out our route, but it is probably closer to 7 then it is 6, so should be a pretty good one. If I run the 4 days that we have planned each week, then I will be at a minimum of 29 miles/ week. That seems like a pretty good base builder to me. I can always add in a 5th too.
I don't really have much today, and yeah sometimes I write a post like this, and think. SHIT, this must be boring to read. I wasn't going to blog today anyway, but decided to since I ran. silly huh??
That is it for today!!! :)
Thanks for reading!!! :)
Hope Everyone has a Great and Awesome Day!!! :)
xo's!!! :)
Love You All!!! :)))
p.s. I was thinking yesterday that one of my wishes is that no one who ever got an undergrad degree in Sociology reads this. :)
Love You All xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ya'All are the best xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Extras of these xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Extras of these xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Now for really really cya cya cya :D :D
You know Halloween is a perfect example of how stupid some of the shit we do is.
Later all. Have fun. xoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo :)
Oh, and Avril Lavigne dressed up pretty hot in her Halloween costume, so I guess Halloween isn't totally dumb. :P
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